The Earth of Golds

27/12/2011

2011-12-27T20:58:00.009+08:00

27/12/2011的第220个post

220这个号码很美

27/12更是一个充满回忆的日子

前几天和太子大仟聚会

这次的圣诞聚会总算没让他们失望

跟他们分享了很多我自己很爱的食物

有去到我最喜欢的粥档

也是KL蛮有名的粥档

会知道这个地方

也是因为它就在以前受训的银行对面

曾经是我很多晚的晚餐

有去到我最喜欢的一间餐厅-Fusion Haven

会知道这个地方

也是因为干哥哥介绍

第一次去Fusion Haven是在10/01/2009

那时候是因为Sem Break

所以跑去KL找干哥哥来了个KL四日游

那时候不敢要他破费

结果选了最便宜的Oriental Teriyaki Chicken

他介绍了茉莉花茶还有Warm Heart Chocolate Ice Cream

这三种食物都有着和其他餐厅不一样的味道

就连那一壶茉莉花茶都有着其它餐厅给不到的香味

老板Danny人也很Nice

除了中式的杨枝金露

我想我最爱的西式甜品应该就是那里的Warm Heart了

记得刚刚写Blog时有Post过关于那四天的纪录

http://kimthor87.blogspot.com/2009/01/kl-4-days-tour.html

虽然那四日游差不多是三年前的事了

可是在我心里面一直有一个忘不到的记忆

那天09/01/2009我就搭了巴士直往KL

可是有位朋友以为我回KT

结果在10/01/2009的5.00 AM text我：

应该到KT了吧

早点休息吧

我在半醒的情况下读了那封短讯

我没有回

睡醒后

干哥哥就载着我去Fusion Heaven

还记得在车上

我是有想要回那封简讯的

就连简讯都打好了：

I am in KL now la. Visit my God Bro. Hahaha

可是打完后

我又把它们Delete掉

最后还是没有回到

我也不知道为什么

只记得那段时间

有因为没有回到那一封短讯而遗憾了一时

好奇怪哦

那一年是2009年

前几天的聚会

也有带他们吃到我最爱的猪手

是一间叫留香餐馆的招牌菜

很多工作时间时的午餐都在那里吃

因为老板是爱吃的人

而且那里离公司也很近

还有就是一间叫邦格村的螃蟹餐馆

之前有和中学同学去过几次

味道不错但还不是最好的

这次吃螃蟹有吃到很累

也许多一个人的话会刚刚好

还有就是Espressamente Illy

这应该也不用多说了吧

跟我熟的朋友都知道我喜欢这里的咖啡

那一天

Caffe Fondente特别好喝

也许是因为那天的话题

让我感觉到一种心寒吧

一杯Caffe Fondente就这样暖了我的心

其实一直以来

我真的觉得很庆幸有你这位朋友

我没想到的是

毕业一年半了

当中还是可以跟你有了很多次的聚会

总是觉得众多朋友当中

你懂我最多

大学时候身边很多朋友都为读书烦恼

每个人看到我是第一级荣誉生

觉得我好像什么烦恼都没有

可是真正知道我的懦弱的

好像就只有你一个

感觉上你们每次都会刻意隐瞒或不提起

只因为要顾虑到我

真的很谢谢

其实我有时候会觉得对不起你

好像真的因为我

事情改变了一些

搞到你们好像处处都要顾虑到我

真的很Cibai

身边的朋友

会因为时间

或因为某些事情

而在不同的阶段

有所更换

我记得我complement过

说这是一个Cycle

我有很天真的以为

只要继续的保持联络

就可以暂时延长那个Cycle

不知不觉中

Cycle被延长了

可是它再也不是原先的那个Cycle

我还以为我已经习惯了

但现在才发现

其实我并不习惯了这种习惯

喝咖啡的那一天

你很认真的说：

“金土

找个人来爱吧

就算不爱也尝试去爱”

当时

我没有给到你任何反应

因为

你那一句真的惊醒了我

就因为你一提

我才发现

其实我找到了

可是我不敢告诉你

因为我怕你会同情我

我更怕得到你的担心

很庆幸那天有和你们去喝咖啡

那一天

我总算找到了我喜欢Espressamente Illy的原因：

我希望可以喝完里面每一杯不同的咖啡

然后带着我爱的她

跟她解释每一杯咖啡的味道

再点一杯她最爱的咖啡给她

很天真吧

我以为

我已经习惯了这种天真

但

我的确是习惯了这种天真

我开始担心自己

开始害怕面对夜晚

是我

高估了自己的抵抗力

还是

低估了那份杀伤力

我不知道

有时候

我会想

可能

因为我不是有钱人家的孩子吧

也可能

因为我除了是一位银行职员

我其他什么都不是

要是当初我肯为了配合

而改变自己

不再守护着那一句“你是你”

要是当初我肯早一点策划

不再考虑到那些无谓的因素

要是当初我学会尊重

不再鲁莽冲动

或许

2011年的今天

我收到的圣诞礼物

会是一份幸福

我想

应该是时候回去了

不管怎样

这也只是一时的思绪

既然大家都认定是这样的了

那就继续这样吧

我不是比别人慢半拍

也许因为那少许的耐性

让我一直没有意识到这份意识

27/12/2011

Let's Call It The Day

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2011-11-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

It reaches 12 o'clock just when I sign in to this Earth. It indirectly reminds me that I am going back to the city of reality in 9 hours time. Counting down now. As usual, there is always an updated blog on the night before I leave.....

Alright, let's reflect what happened in the past few weeks. A couple of weeks ago, I had a gathering session with Calix and gang in Melaka. The gathering purpose was for Chloe's birthday celebration. As usual, I don't bring any birthday presents but a sincere wish from my heart.....

Melaka is still beautiful as it always be. We found a restaurant which we never tried before during our days in MMU. It was located in Jonker Street and I couldn't remember the name. Foods are nice with only 6 tables in the restaurant. Thanks to Candy for her introduction =)

Other than that, the remaining activities are as usual - Nadeje Patisserie, Illy's Coffee, Tong Xin Yuan, Vegetarian, GoGo Karaoke and etc. Foods were the same, tastes were the same, jokes were the same and even the transport was the same. Everything were assumed to be the same and perhaps it could be a perfect gathering if we care about the choices of words. Aha.....

Also, I met with Mr. Tan Pei Kian and Ng Tuan Hock during my sudden visit to MMU. Both are my beloved lectures and we had a great chatting in FBL. MMU is still the same but peoples are no longer the same. I really felt happy to meet both of them. Following the conversation, there is a feeling of meeting a long lost friends. To be honest, a sentence from Pei Kian - Kim Thor, Happy to See You Again really got me touched. Hmmm.....

Then last week I got a chance to taste the most expensive meal in my life ever. It's a RM 400 wagyu steak treated by boss. We had the meal in a restaurant called Las Vacas located in Mont Kiara. Don't really expect I have the opportunity to taste such a tasty steak in my life. Blessing~~~

And then it was this time when I am back to my hometown. Nothing much to do in this beloved state other than chit chatting with mom and drink with friends. Perhaps, these are the silent enjoyments.....

So fast I am in 24 now. There were really many things happened in these few years and all the things were still in the perfect storage. I also don't know why. Maybe because it plays an important role as a turning point for my life cycle or that's what some perfectly termed as grown up. Aha, whatever it is, life goes on and on and keep holding on.....

I appreciate those who are concern about everything of my life. Trust me, I am O.K. as I know what I am doing and what I prefer to do. I just want to do what I prefer to do without any interference. Don't worry about me as I am not even worry about myself. Thank You.....

~~~ Quote of Abstraction for the Night ~~~

Shall We Talk???

If Yes, Then See You in My Dream Later.....

and

When I Wake Up, I Whisper to Myself that.....

It Was Only Just a Dream.....

but then

I Whisper to You that.....

Thanks for Made Time to See Me.....

Even It Was Only In My Dream.....

4.

2011-10-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

~ Happy Birthday & Birthday Happy ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=geXX9FNkFYo&feature=related

214th Post @ 30.09.2011

2011-09-30T22:33:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the last night of September, the last night of my access to the Cyber World and the 214th blog post. What so special about 214th blog post??? Give a great guess. Why is it tonight is my last night access to the Cyber World??? Because I am going to return the modem to my God Bro tomorrow. The mission for this time access has been accomplished. I got the air ticket. Ooo yaa, tomorrow will be my God Sis wedding registration ceremony. Looking forward~~~

Perhaps I should share a good news at the last night of September. Yesterday received the result of my Certified Credit Professional examination. I passed the first 2 papers for the first attempt. Another last paper waiting for me on December. The hardest paper and I wish for bunches of luck. Once I pass it, then I can get rid off from examination burden. No more exam!!!

Yesterday almost involved in an accident. I almost knocked a motorcycle who pass through my left side as I was turning left into my office. It was my fault as I didn't put on the left signal. It's not about careless. It's all about concentration. I was not not concentrating at that time because too many things appeared in my mind. Luckily I was quick enough to make a brake.....

In fact, that was not the first time I am not concentrating while driving. There are just too many things appeared in my mind and it's mostly about job. There were already few times I drove pass red light without my own conscious due to lost concentration while driving. Hmmm, it's terrible. Nevertheless, pray hard and blessing~~~

Time flies and September going to ends in 10 more minutes. Can't believe I have worked for more than 1 year. But looks like I still can't suit myself to this type of life. In other words, I am still living the past. But can't put the blame on me also. As I mentioned in the long long previous post, 1 year is definitely insufficient. Life in MMU already took 3 years. So, what is 1 year when compare to 3 years. Definitely incomparable. Anyway, perhaps time is the best chinese medicine in which it will only generate effect when long term consumed....

Suddenly fell so hungry. I just miss the cheesy bun in Singapore. It is sold in Singapore 7-11. Unfortunately, it is not for sale in Malaysia. Why??? I just couldn't find out the reason and this make it a must-eat-bun whenever I visit to Singapore. Say Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese.....

When Can I Meet You Again???

So, basically that's all about the last night of September and that's it for the 214th blog post. I just don't know when I will be back to this Earth again. Life is full of uncertainties and risk arise when you don't know what you are committing. Life without internet connection doesn't seem to be a suck life. At least it let me know nothing other than finance. Since I know nothing, then I have no risk.....

Oppss, suddenly think of a sentence where MMU's students like to use during presentation. The sentence - Last But Not Least. Nonetheless, I never use it except this time.....

Last but not least, Congratulation!!!

是睡觉时的呼吸，我想念

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2011-09-25T23:07:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Monday. Hmmm, some of you might feel weird why I am able to connect to the cyber world. In fact, many of you guys have already asked this question in MSN. Well, I have borrowed modem from my God Bro few days ago as I am eager to book zero fares air ticket. The booking was a success one. Nevertheless, it is not as easy as I expected. The problem lies in my credit card where the banker has wrongly keyed in my info. Luckily the booking was still success after I whacked the banker crazily. Whom to blame??? It's not my fault and furthermore, their job scope is to be whacked by customer. Sorry to say so but this is the truth. Looking forward for the tour =)

Just back from Banting for attending a friend's wedding, Kay Vern and Kuan Lee. Kinda tired as I drove there, together with Wei Loon & Chun Wei. It was a great wedding dinner with great foods and hospitality. Got the chance to bump into Banting. Kay Vern's family has provided the highest quality of accommodation. Thank You. We have the chance to visit to Dong Chan Shi - a buddhist centre and tried the very famous begger's chicken in Banting. Feel great as I can meet up with those long lost course mates. Hmmm, Banting - another place in Malaysia that I have bumped into. Congratulation to myself. Also, congratulation to Kay Vern and Kuan Lee. May both of you walk till the end =)

Talk about the begger's chicken. It was really a coincidence as during the tour to SG with Calix, we watched the Ah Xian's TV show introducing the restaurant and a customer said he made a booking 2 years earlier and both of us are like.....speechless. Can't believe I have the chance to taste it a week after. The photo was tagged to Calix and he said his mother can't stop laughing after knowing the matter. Wahahahaha.....

Ooo yaa, I have not go to Pavillion for 5 weekends already. 1st and 2nd weekend were in K.T. 3rd weekend was for CCP exam, 4th weekend was in SG, 5th weekend was in Banting. The coming 6th weekend will be for my god sis wedding, 7th weekend to attend cousin's convocation in MMU. Ooo God, I miss my Illy's Coffee badly =(

A good news to share. Finally, I received a letter on Friday stated that I have passed my OMEGA exam. Remembered the exam which I mentioned I need only 1 question to pass??? That's it, after I resit for the paper. Well, I am not desperate to pass the exam, it's just I feel like want to put down one of the burden and the dream comes true. Congratulation!!!

A thought arise all of a sudden. Peoples tend to have different thinking in different tiers of life. A thing that you are searching for a year ago might not be the same thing that you are searching for a year later. Layman termed this as changes. Or I would rather say transformation, which sounds more positive. Those who always say " I m mature" are those who are normally immature. Combined the sentence and you will get what I mean. It's true.....

So, am I change??? Or transform??? I don't think I so. Still the same, always searching for don't-know-what-I-am-searching-for. Perhaps, this is also what the Layman like to says: searching for myself. So, who am I??? What I want??? Searching in progress~~~

As I always declare, I am a dreamer. A beautiful dreamer who have frequently achieved my dreams. Different dreams during different tiers of life. During secondary school, I dreamed of become the best singer in school. During lower F6, I dreamed of organizing a concert for my own band, during upper F6, I dreamed of leading the group organizing a singing competition, during university, I dreamed of becoming a top ranking student in Finance class. Hmmm, all these have already been achieved. So what about now??? Perhaps, this is why I have no idea of who am I and what I want.....

High paid job??? I got it. A Honda City??? I got it. Stock investment??? I got it. What else??? Or shall I feel satisfy??? Hmmm, I don't think it's a matter of satisfy or dissatisfy. Back to the question just now, I just don't know what I am pursuing in my life. I think it's time to plan for a resign, get myself a 6 months free period and back pack travel to other places. Perhaps, can find myself by ding so. Yeah, I think this should be the way. But I am bonded for 2 years wor, 1 more year to go. So how to resign??? How??? How??? How??? Hmmm, the only way is to be patient.....

Ooo yaa, haven't answer the question - have I change??? During the tour to SG, they all were surprised that I am still wearing the same watch and using the same old wallet. OMG!!! The worst thing is I even answer them, if 1 day you find me having different watches or using different wallets, then confirm you are with wrong peoples. OMG!!! So, since I can provide such an answer, it definitely means that I am still the one who I used to be. Haizzz, how come this type of thing will happen to me??? Aiyooo, stupid Kim Thor~~~poor Kim Thor~~~screw you~~~

Whatever it is, my eyes are tired enough. Ooo yaa, talk about eyes and talk about sight. I swear I didn't go and read or see it. I don't even click on it. Then I can sleep within 5 minutes. Yeah, congratulation, gratulation, tulation and lation~~~

A group of friends whom I have never meet for long time asked: "Hey, how come you are not active in FB???" My answer is: "I don't have internet connection." OMG, such an untrue answer. So, what is the true answer??? The true answer lies in the word blindfold.....

The Begger's Restaurant

A Colorful Life

Miss You Miss You

I Love You, You Love Me, We Are Happy Family

Little Crabbie at K.T

Mr. and Mrs. Sea Shells at the Beach Downstair My House

Meow~~~

Did You Saw Me In Your Dream???

Begger's Chicken

Calix in the Air

What will happen tomorrow??? If you know, please tell me in my dream later. Thank You.

Great Great Night

I Am Listening To Love You You

03.09.2011

2011-09-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

Finally it comes to the day, the last day in K.T. Well, I am going to drive back to K.L. on 6.00 a.m. later with Cin Lo. May we have a safe journey. Blessing~~~

Reflect back the 1 week in K.T. The feeling for this time was totally different. I am able to get rid off the so many tensions arise from the work. It was like an enjoyable trip in a small fisherman village nearby the sea. In fact, it is.....

A million thanks to Wei Keong who had brought me to so many activities. We went for swimming for every evening, night fishing , seaside photographing, sushi, Bak Kut Teh and so forth. How good is it if I am able to pass my daily life with the aforesaid activities. Perhaps, it will only happen in my dream until I come back to work in K.T. Well , realizing that the previous dream is no longer achievable, I am now in the midst of consideration to come back for work. But the probability looks like very low. Hmmm, by the way, I wish Wei Keong a fast recovery from the mental & physical hurt. Blessing~~~

Ooo yaa, the seaside opposite my house is still the most comfortable place. The scene was so nice with the special seashells and little cute animals. Nice storage for my memory. Indeed, it is.....

A little scare of going back to the city. Nevertheless, reality is still a reality. I still have to face it. So now officially announce a goodbye to K.T., Facebook, MSN and The Earth. Anyway, take care, good luck and all the best.....

Miss You Miss You

but

Where Are You???

Try To Look For Your Shadow in the Seaside

but

I Lost Myself in the Ocean

and

Love You You

A Song I Sing Without You

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)

27.08.2011

2011-08-28T01:05:00.028+08:00

Well, such a great coincidence to have a blog post on 27.08.2011. So, 12 + 1 = 13. What this means??? If you are smart enough, give a guess. By the way, it's really a coincidence that a "misunderstanding" has happened today. Take note.....

This should be the 1st blog post after the last post on, approximately 4 months ago. Can't believe that 4 months have passed. I thought it's only 3 months. So is 4 months a long period??? I would say it's so long and yet so short.....

After a 9 hours driving, finally I reached K.T. at 5 p.m. today. I am back this time with Cin Lo by driving her car. Just back from a tea session with my Form 6 classmates and finally I drove my new City for the third times (only). Such a great car with powerful pick up. In fact, I am extremely tired for this 27.08.2011 but yet it is a sleepless night. In fact, it is.....

Back to K.T. and I have the opportunity to connect to the cyber world. As what I mentioned in previous blog, I shall be back after few more months. Today officially connected to Facebook, MSN and this particular Earth which has not been turning for few months. The feeling is like.....hmmm.....indescribable.....By the way, it's only for a week. After that the myth should continue. So it should be O.K......

Have a great chatting with mom just now. I have not been meeting her for about 6 months. Nothing much other than to tell her my latest news. Also, realizing that many friends have been concerning with my current life, perhaps it's time for me to reflect how I actually pass my life thus far in the strange place. Anyway, officially declare that finally I have been working in K.L for 1 year. Congratulation Fucker!!!

My life is as simple as ABC. During the weekdays, the alarm rang at 7.45 a.m. It will then be readjusted according to 3 tiers which were 8.00 a.m., 8.05 a.m. & 8.10 a.m. So I woke up at 8.10 a.m. After clean up myself, then I will enter office sharp by 8.40 a.m.....

The lunch time is set on 12.00 p.m. I had almost every of my lunches with my colleagues. Official working hour end at 5.45 p.m. but I will leave office at between 8.00 p.m. to 9.00 p.m. Peoples tend to ask why I stay until so late in office. Answer: It's good to behave as a workaholic rather than thinking too much on some other non-benefit matters. Long working hours can direct my attention to my job. At least, it's generating income for me. Sincerely, I hope this really work. Focus.....

Next session will be the alone-dinner at the nearby restaurant and then I shall reach my home at between 9.30 p.m. to 10.00 p.m. Next thing to do is drama / stock investment news / revision for examination.....

Within the 7 months classroom credit training and after 5 months as an Account Relationship Manager, I have to take 4 exams. It's compulsory. The 1st exam was OMEGA. As what they claimed, it's an international recognized credit skill assessment with 13 modules. Each modules with 12 questions and we need to get at least 8 questions correctly for each modules then only we are consider as pass.....

For the sake of motivation, HR proposed that those who passed all 13 modules for the first attempt will be rewarded cash RM 1K. For the exam, I passed modules 2 -13 but failed module 1 with 7 questions being answered correctly. So I am shocked of 1 question in order to pass the exam with the first attempt and the RM 1K just flies without wings. In other words, the 1 question that I got it wrong was worth RM 1K. Can't believe I did experienced the word "Failed" for the first time exam after I joined the corporate world. So the so-many As that I got from MMU are mean to be nothing. But in fact, they were nothing other than just an alphabet.....

The second exam was the Life Insurance Exam which I passed with grade C. Well, it has been such a long time I didn't get a grade C. Not even 1 subject during MMU times and again, it first appeared after I joined the corporate world. Congratulation again Fucker. Hohoho.....

Third exam was General Insurance and I am lucky to passed with grade A. Fourth exam is Certified Credit Professional (CCP) coming soon on 10/09/2011. For this paper, I need a bunches of luck. Anyone willing to spare???

Sounds like there are many areas that I need to attend to. But one thing good about the work is I have the opportunity to taste various fine quality foods which I never have the chance to try before. Most important thing is, the pay is not from my own pocket. Thank You.....

Alright, let's turn to weekend. Weekend is the 2-days which I always long for. For every Saturday when I open up my eyes, the first question appeared in my mind is - what time I am going to have my fine coffee??? Ooo yaa, for every Saturday, I will go to Espressmente Illy in Pavillion to have a glass of coffee. It's either Half & Half, Marocino, Greco All- Italiana, Mandorlino, Shakerato or Neve Fondente.....

Then I will go to The Loaf Fine Bakery to get my Red Bean Walnut Bread and a Cranberry Cheese. The moment after I tasted the coffee and the breads, I shall felt the satisfaction in my life. Last session is Times book store where I spend the rest of day reading books. A way of accumulating knowledge before the I leave here with 30K.....

That's all for the sounded-to-be-boring Saturday. For Sunday, sometimes I repeat the 3 sessions and sometimes I spend it in office. That's my weekend. Doing things I like without any prohibition in freedom.....

Mom was a coffee addicted and I told her that I shall bring her to taste the coffee when she visit to K.L. But then she raised a great question - When did you start to fall in love with coffee??? I didn't provide a single answer to that question. But after a deep thinking on the bed, I realized that I have a purpose to taste the coffee. The purpose was indescribable until you taste it without integrating it with sugar. I once brought the couple there and they both fall in love with the place. He said his signature drink was Mandorlino and it was indeed an extremely special coffee.....

I did some studies in Times about coffee as well. That day coincidentally got an opportunity to taste the best Italy coffee - Lavazza in Bukit Jalil. Wow, the name already reflected the elegant of the coffee. For so long of my coffee tasting, I am now able to differentiate the Illy Coffee from other coffee. Maybe it's because of it's special taste. Still remembered that there was one time when I went to Nadeje Patisserie, the moment when I stepped into the shop and smell the coffee, I confirmed that they are using Illy coffee and it's true. Bravo.....

Pavillion is now my second home in K.L. Everything I need were there and the memory was stored in the roasted smell. As the memory fluid, it fills the emptiness without the needs of touching the circle.....

Great Great Night

with

Love You You

A Sleepless Fisherman

A Silent Beach

Terengganu

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThkPbcYspj0&feature=player_embedded

~~~ Nice Nice Song ~~~

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)

For the Someone, I Am Sorry

2011-04-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the last night of April. The Earth of Golds for tonight is to purposely apologize to the someone whom I have acted so irrational. Sorry for my irrationality within this long period and sorry because I didn't hold my promise.....

Just wanted to say, I am still the Kim Thor that you knew last time, still the good guy that you perceived. Regarding my irrationality within this period, it's an exceptional case. I have never been so irrational in these 24 years. I think you also knew that.....

Whatever it is, sorry is useless. But there is nothing I can do. So, a sentence where I am so selfish and where I am swallowing my pride: I am sorry and may you grant me a forgiveness. Also, may you don't felt regret for knowing me. If you are still who you are, I am pretty sure that you will grant me. So please don't F*** again. My sincere Sorry and Thank You.....

As usual, as a Lender of Luck, I lend all of my for the someone for the remaining days. May everything go smooth for whatever activities that will be attended and may the someone take a great care.....

I have cancelled the P1 Wimax internet service started from tomorrow. So I hereby officially declare that I am off from the cyber world. In other words, I will not be able to visit here within this period. I shall be back later, but don't know when. Anyway, no worries, it won't be few days later or few weeks later. Hopefully, this will complement the determination to off the irrationality. Blessing ~~~

Talk about recently. Last week had a gathering with Calix, Chloe and Sharon in Batu Pahat. It's such a great gathering with foods, seaside, DSLR, karaoke, singing recording, cakes and so forth. Hmmm, don't know when Calix will update all the photos and my singing. Quite a numbers of our singing were recorded, 假如，很想你，Melody，镇守爱情，可惜不是你，枫，趁早，她说 and etc. Don't know when can I get the copy. Still Waiting.....

Next weekend will gather with them again in Genting. Just now just discuss about the booking of room. Looking for the Genting's night to get back some old cold feeling. Meanwhile, in 22nd of May, we will have another gathering in Melaka as Chloe has an examination there. Hmmm, 22nd is always a great date. I left Melaka on 23th of May 2010. If I visit it on 22nd of May 2011, it's means 1 year has passed. Hmmm, time flies. Don't know what will be the feeling at that time. Another Waiting again.....

Talk about today. Today have an outgoing session with Lim Hwa and Fong Li. The purpose is to return something to Lim Hwa. Had a movie session together and we watched T.H.O.R. Yeah, it's T.H.O.R., my great movie. T.H.O.R. was such a strong man. How good it is if I were him and how good it is if I have the hammer. Just like the time when I was in MMU. No fear and no irrationality at all. By the way, I finally found someone who has the same name as me. I don't think it's easy to find this name. I love it.....

Ooo yaa, I introduced them to have a fine coffee session in Pavillion's Illy. Love the coffee there very much. As usual, I ordered a Half & Half. It's a half chocolate and half coffee beverage. I think for every weekend, I shall go there to have a coffee session. Lay my true love on it.....

Basically, that's all for the temporary last night. Guys, please feel free to drop by at this Earth of Golds even though it is out from update. Help me to sustain it. Life goes on. Thanks You.....

I Will Return, Farewell - T.H.O.R.

4 months Ago

4 Months Later

Half & Half

A Wish in A Dream

2011-04-15T23:16:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Friday. Well, today was a not productive day in office. The whole morning was spent on site visitation to Shah Alam. Hmmm, a 2 way driving distance of 70km. Luckily, I am not driving my new City here. Sayang sayang~~~

On the afternoon, the technician came to install my new PC. Took around 90 minutes to settle. Anyway, I like the new PC. Bigger screen and faster speed. I shall become more productive after this. Anyway, today learnt some new things again. Got helped customer solved some problem. I feel satisfied.....

Finally I tasted the most luxury fine dining meal in my life today. We were in a German's style restaurant called El Cerdo. It was a restaurant famous with it's pork meal. Foods were awesome and waiter and waitress were all professional. When the waiter took the order, he provided professional suggestion regarding the quantity and taste. Great ~~~

I ordered an iced tea called Love at First Try. The beverage makes me thinking back the memory again. Once you have a try, you will never forget the taste. Just like now, waiting for another try with the same beverage again. But I no longer have the chance and yet I am still bringing with a fake hope, which is to have a second try. Haizzz, what to do??? Who asked me to be born as a Cancer. It's a fate.....

Whatever it is, talk about the foods. The first dish was a asparagus soup. First time tried on an asparagus soup. It's great and I love asparagus.....

Second dish was white asparagus with German's ham. OMG, I really never tasted a white asparagus and German's ham before. Everyone also agree that the ham was awesome. 100 marks given. The third dish was a salad. The salad is an unusual salad it added a high quality cheese. The cheese was in cubical and if you know me well, I am a cheese lover.....

Fourth dish was a German's sausages. The dish contained of 1 bacon and 4 different flavors sausages. The grilled skill by the chef was awesome. I think after this, my love to sausages rise to another level again.....

Fifth dish was pork rib. Again, the grill skill. OMG, it's just juicy and we tasted it by using our hands. The professional service provide each of us a bowl of lemon water to wash our hand. Thank You. Sixth dish was a dish called Paella. Creamy rice stick with some chicken meat. Kinda special taste which I never try before. The rice also very special. Size is more bigger than the ordinary rice I consume usually.....

The seventh dish was the main course. It was a half roasted suckling pig. The skin was very crunchy and the culture is, you have to take a plate, knock on the wooden plate 3 times, then use the plate and cut the pig. After that, you make your own wish, then throw the plate inside a basket they prepared. So in the restaurant, we keep on hearing plate breaking sound and big hand clap. Special. I did make a wish just now secretly. What is the wish??? If you wish to know??? Read the last paragraph of this update.....

Lastly, I ordered a homemade Rum and Raisin Ice Cream. OMG, trust me, you will forget the taste once you have tried it. Just like your deep love story. Forever remains in your heart. Till now and forever.....

End of the session, the restaurant prepared us a special beverage which comprised of martini, vodka, lime and salt. Another unforgettable taste. The warm in the throat remains.....

Asparagus Soup

Love at First Try

White Asparagus + German's Ham

Salad with Fine Quality Cubical Cheese

German's Sausages

Juicy Pork Rib

Paella

Roasted Suckling Pig

The Power of Plate vs. The Crunchy of Pig's Skin

Homemade Rum Raisin Ice Cream

Martini + Vodka + Lime + Salt

Want to know what secret wish I make just now??? Alright, let's un-secret it now. I wish you were here and then I shall bring you to fine dine in El Cerdo. And then I will tell the waiter: Kindly prepare a special Irish Coffee for this special lady. I will ordered the piggy meal and let you make a perfect cut off. Looking at you while you making a wish before throwing the plate. It should be a wonderful night. Whatever it is, this will be in my dream tonight and perhaps, every nights.....

A special meal makes me miss the missed again. Something, once it's inside your heart, you will remember it all the time whenever you are. Why??? Because you bring your heart together whenever you go. Even you been purposely working for 11 hours a day, you will still remember it because your heart still be with you when you were working. Whatever it is, I dedicated all the great foods to the someone so special.....

Great Wishing Night

Protest Is A Mean of Protect

2011-04-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I have my first site visit to my own customer's factory. Can't wait for tomorrow because tomorrow will have a brand new experience, will have the most luxury fine dining dinner in my life, and most important, it is Friday.....

Today have a luxury lunch in Pavillion. It's a Spanish restaurant and I have tasted a variety of foods which I haven't taste in my life. My main course is normal, a seafood spaghetti but yet it tasted so nice. I think it's because of the herb that they used. There were many side dishes which were so special and I can't remember the name because the names were in Spanish. I like a side dish which is the seafood baked rice, it was so creamy. My last dessert was Peach Crumble. I think that's the most special dessert I ever tasted. Believed me, if you taste it, you feel so warm. Combine with my special fruit drink, banana + strawberry + orange, the lunch was a perfect one. Dedicated those nice foods to food lover.....

This week will go to PC Fair. I am going to buy a GPS and maybe a new handphone. Feel like to get an Android phone but somehow I like the touch sense of Iphone. Hmmm, need to make decision again. I hate it. Hehehe. At this moment, I really can't wait to have the gathering with Calix and gang on next weekend. Calix said he has planned for so many activities to welcome me. I really can't wait. May everything going smooth and the plan is on. Blessing~~~

Last night was not really a sleep well night. Woke up in the middle of my sleep after a dream. Hmmm, it's not a nightmare, it's not a great dream. Just a normal dream and it woke me up. Anyway, luckily the time when I woke up was 6 a.m. So I just keep on turning on the bed for 75 minutes before I prepare myself for another day.....

That's all for tonight. Will it be a sleepless night tonight??? I hope it's not. Please don't drag me back to the previous disease again. I beg.....

Great Miss the Missed Night

2 Hours = 120 Minutes

2011-04-13T22:34:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night which I was in the midst of feeling good and feeling bad. Hmmm, today I received a brand new PC for my working. Can't believe Head Office specially come out with memo and assigned new PC to each CAP members. I received the PC on evening. It's HP brand and the specs are quite good. Thanks.....

Currently I am using an old PC. Actually the old PC still in good condition and I have used it for almost one month. Sometimes just feel imbalance. Why??? Because those staffs who have work for few decades and those top performer never get a new PC. But I am just a new staff who have not produce any results and yet I got a new PC. Any HR professional??? How you guys view this imbalance matter??? I remembered there is one term used to describe this situation, but I am just too forgetful.....

Also, congratulation to my center for being the champion for 3 consecutive months. Our center got incentive for this and tomorrow, we will have a superb and extremely luxury fine dining meal. Can't wait to taste the special meal. Looking forward.....

Last night have a simple discussion with Calix and Chloe regarding the gathering. Most probably will be on next weekend in Batu Pahat. I shall walk the plan which is to have a meet with Calix and gang once in two month. I just don't want to let the friendship become far and far. Some peoples might say, as long as the friendship is in the heart, it is sustainable. But I don't really believe in this anymore. Things changed and everything changed. Yet, I am still standing on the same point, looking at the same sky. Whatever it is, from graduation until now, we have met few times even we were in long distance. I feel thankful.....

Haizzz, guys, do you ever not respecting yourself??? For so long, I am not respecting myself. I made a decision of not to do something, but yet I can't control myself and keep on doing it. I view and I view and I view. I don't keep my promise and I am in fact hurting myself. It's hurt, man. When can I stop it??? I don't know. I thought a busy job can act as an anaesthetic for me. But in fact, it's not.....

Whatever it is, there is nothing I can do. Haizzz, let's share my working day's hours.....

11 hours - Working

7 hours - Sleeping

2 hours - Meal

2 hours - Driving & Bathing & Washing Clothes

Total up is 22 hours. There is still 2 hours left for a day. What is it for??? I shall say, it's the time used to blogging and it's the time used to miss the missed.....

Great Luck, Great Night

Smell

2011-04-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night which I update my private blog with the 27th post. Hmmm, up to date, it just consisted of 27 posts in total. Not a big deal. Just feel good whenever I shout out loud in the blog. Thank You.....

Tonight is not really a good feeling night. Haizzz, I also don't know why. Kinda disappointed. The previous few nights were totally different. I felt so great for the previous few nights. The feeling was indescribable. That's why for the past few nights I slept very late. I just don't want to let those nights simply pass because I would like to sustain the great feeling. I was so innocent by thinking that the great feeling will remains for the remaining nights. Until tonight, I just realized that tonight was in fact a weird feeling and cold night. Hmmm, maybe I have overestimated myself. The THOR which is so strong and yet so weak. Strong in one matter and weak in another matter. Whatever it is, I am not perfect. The imperfect which still care.....

Watch the 12th episode of The Rippling Blossom. There was a scene where the hero and the heroin chatting with the sea. Hmmm, it makes me think back the late night where I spent in the seaside down stair my house. That night was not a lonely night as I was accompanied by the sand, wind, sea voice and smoke. OMG, how I wish I am there now. At least I can tell the sea - I Miss the Missed!!!

Ooo yaa, I don't feel comfortable in office these 2 days. It's because of the new smell from my new working shoes. Hmmm, can't believe the smell can be so strong. It just makes me feel a little bit dizzy and feel like vomiting.....

Another thing, I have started to use perfume. My dad was a perfume collector and the cupboard in my house was full with perfumes. It's no more spaces for perfumes and then my mom requested me to bring some back to K.L. and use them. Actually I don't like to use perfume, I also don't know why. But since it's a gift from my mom, I will rather listen to my mom's advice where a little perfume makes a great man, especially when you are meeting customers. Thanks to mom, thanks to Estee Lauder.....

Humans need to change in order to adapt themselves to the surrounding. You might not like something previously, but you might have like it now. Why??? Do you ever think about this???Hmmm, maybe you change because of something, or maybe the something has change you. It's either one or combination of both. Agree??? Think about it.....

Talk about smell. Well, I really feel like to smell the seaside now. It has such a special smell. A smell that makes me feel so quiet, warm, harmony and comfortable. A smell that trigger my feeling of miss the missed.....

If Only You Smell the Great Luck I Spare to You

L is For ???

2011-04-10T23:49:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I start my 5th week as an ARM. Well, I was a hardworking boy for today. Why??? Because I went to work in office today. Hahaha. But this is not the first time already. Anyway, my mom will always scold me when she knew I went to work on Sunday. She always said no need to be so hardworking and I should take Sunday to rest more. Hmmm, I also don't know what I want. Just feel that perhaps it's good to focus more on my career at this young age.....

Chloe asked me that day whether I plan to organize a gathering on this coming weekend. Hmmm, I feel like can't wait to go B.P. or Muar but looks like it's impossible for the coming weekend. Why??? Because I need to go to PC Fair in KLCC to source for a GPS. Workload is more challenging now as I need to meet clients. Then I think the gathering should be on next next weeks. Hahaha. I think the gang is going to saiko me because I always postpone and postpone. Hehehe.....

Today's feel is quite good. So finally I pick up a Hong Kong Drama to watch. It's called The Rippling Blossom (魚躍在花見). It's a drama about sushi, love and family. Can learn about knowledges about fishes too, not bad. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, I love the 3rd episode. I love the 2 sentences - I Did Too Much & Cannot.....

Tomorrow is my fifth week. But which week is for MMU??? Hahaha. Don't know. Whatever it is, here a good luck wish from a Lender of Luck. May everything going smooth.....

Great Luck to Someone

Miss the Missed

2011-04-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Saturday. Hmmm, tomorrow seems like don't have any plan but need to look for a new sink for the toilet together with my god bro because the old sink was damaged. Hopefully tomorrow can get find one.....

Ooo yaa, today went back to Head Office. Had a short breakfast with Firdaus and able to meet with some CAP mates. Kinda good feel. Got the chance to meet with a senior ARM who has been guided me so well when I was attached to Head Office. The most shocking incident was she still remembered I was a guitarist.....

I remembered when I was attached to her department few months ago, she asked me why I put Hisashi for my pendrive's name. I just told her that Hisashi is one of my favorite guitarist and then she knew that I played guitar. Also, she once asked me to perform for them. Hahaha. So today's morning, when I met her, then first sentence came out from her mouth was: Hey, where were you now??? I said in Setapak. Then she asked whether I enjoyed there or not. So for sure my answer was yes. Then the next question was: Hey, you still haven't show us your guitar performance. Hahaha. I was damm shocked at that time. I just said I have stop playing for a long time and then she advised me to be discipline so that I can keep moving on. Another thing that shocked me was she still remembered who is my mentor and then when my mentor passed by, she stop my mentor and pointed me. Hahaha.....

I really thank to this senior ARM very much because of her guidance and knowledge sharing last time. She was knowledgeable, humor and playful. Glad to be put under her supervision before. Thank You.....

Ooo yaa, just now have a promotion dinner in Manhattan Fish Market. My initial plan was to took the dinner in McDonald, but when I passed through Manhattan Fish Market, I saw the promotion for it's famous Fish and Chips selling at only RM 7 and today is the last day. So, without thinking too much, I just walked in. That my second time in the restaurant. The first time was with Calix and Chloe when we order a combo meal. Great feeling =)

After back from Head Office, my working shoes spoil when I reach home. So just now, I bought a new working shoes. It's crocodile brand. Got 50% discount, so total just RM 130. I really hope it last longer because honestly say, I don't really take care of my shoes and they were just easily spoil. I also don't know why. Some friends told me that it's because I like to rub the shoes when I was walking. Perhaps it's true. Already used to the walking pattern. Hard to change.....

Well, nothing much more to share for today. That's all first. So what to do now??? Sleep??? Hmmm, perhaps it's just good to lay on the bed first, try to think of the person that you would like to meet in the dream and may the person appear in the perfect dream later. It's an enjoyment. Good Night =)

Great Missing Night

Soul Love

2011-04-07T22:56:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I attend the briefing in Head Office tomorrow morning. Ya, I am going back to Head Office tomorrow. Hopefully, I have the chance to meet with some CAP mates =)

As usual, recently was busy with job. Hmmm, life as an ARM always start at 6 p.m. The same words again. It's depend on how you value it. If you take it as an enjoyment, then it is an enjoyment. If you take it as a tension, then it is a tension. So what's for me??? For me, sometimes it's an enjoyment, sometimes it's a tension. Hahaha. Whatever it is, life goes on. Piak~~~

All the challenges are coming soon. The OMEGA exam will be held on 18th of May and starting on May, I will have the training for CCP. Hmmm, luckily my name is THOR. I am the mighty THOR, weak and yet strong.....

I brought my electric guitar back to K.L. but seems like I don't have time to practice. Ooo yaa, I am wondering why peoples always perceive that men are those who knows to play Dota and watch football. I just heard that few days ago. If you don't practice that, then you are not a man. Why??? Why this must be the case??? Why I can't say that those who don't know play guitar and singing are not qualify to be man??? Man what, must be a rocker. So??? Fuck Off~~~

Currently listening to an old song, Soul Love by Glay. It's one of my favorite song from Glay. It's also my first song jamming with Gray@tmosphere. THOR shout out loud: Whatever it is, I can't give you more. So what about giving you a Soul Love??? Sounds ordinary??? What if I add one more word - Endless. How is it??? I hope it sound better.....

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W.....I.A.O.W.F.Y.L.....

Great Soul Love Night

Tears

2011-04-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night I reach K.L. Well, the 6 hours driving don't really tiring me as what I expected. It's not as tiring as last night when I back from seaside. Anyway, the tired and sleepy feeling of last night was just the great one. Straight away fall asleep when I laid down on my bed.....

Something happened again today. I reached my home in K.L. sharp at 5 p.m. Then after done my parking, I straight away call my mother to inform her about my safely arrival. During the conversation, her voice was about to cry.....

Me: Mom, I reached already.....

Mom: You reach K.L. or your house???

Me: I reach my house in K.L......

Mom: So just now you eat the Bihun and Nasi Dagang???

Me: Yeah, all finished. Now left the Roti Paung for my dinner.....

Mom: O.K......

Me: Hey Mom, later can you please help me call uncle and Lim Hwa and tell them I reach already???

Mom: O.K......

Me: That's all first. I got to bring my things go up already.....

Mom: Alright, be careful while driving.....

Me: O.K......

After finished the conversation, my tears drop down automatically. I also don't know why. Maybe it's because of her almost-crying sound that make that happened. Or perhaps she was worry about me for the 6 hours driving and then when I call her up, she finally put down the worrier. Actually, this is my first time for a 6 hours driving, didn't really expected that she will worry like this. In fact, I am just take it as normal. Perhaps, this is mother's nature love.....

The feeling for this time was totally different. In the morning, I just left in a normal situation because for these few years, it's usual for me to leave K.T. in order to go back Melaka and K.L. But after the conversation, I realized that the feeling for this time is totally unusual as previously. It's just like..........

Then when I took out all my luggages from the bag, I just realized that my mom has secretly put in a family photo inside my bag. It was my convocation photo where we took in a studio. Again, my tears drop automatically. Sound like a drama right??? Hmmm, in fact, it's not. This is not the first time I left my family, but the feeling for this time is..........

Haizzz, how to say??? There were many feelings which I didn't experienced before, happened in these few days. The feeling of driving a new car, the cold feeling at the midnight, the feeling when I was alone in the beach and listening to the sea's sound quietly and peacefully, the feeling of dropping my tears and so many.....

Hmmm, and now my feeling is like, so indescribable. Maybe I shouldn't think so much. Perhaps, it's time to get back to reality. Blessing~~~

Great Feeling Night

The 200th Post in Terengganu

2011-04-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the last night in Terengganu. Well, I just finish my dinner with the huge family. It's actually a birthday celebration for my uncle and it's also the third day all of us have huge family dinner together. Ate a lot of great foods in these few days. Anyway, the most great foods were my mom's herbal soup and crabbie lunch. Thanks a lot, my beloved.....

Today was quite a wonderful day. Got a breakfast session with Cin Lo and Pei Ting. Congratulation to Pei Ting because she also just got her new car. Then I have lunch session with Wei Keong and a drinking session with Wei Loon. All of them were doing well with their career and living. I wish them all the best.....

Mom is going to China on June. Wish her a great great trip and may she enjoy the trip there. We are planning for a family trip to Australia on the next Chinese New Year. May we put it into reality. Ooo yaa, a friend ask about my blog yesterday. The question is what the "number two" in the last sentence means and I said read my blog today if you wish to know. So, here's the indirect answer. I am not going to tell what "number two" mean. I will rather say, "number one" is family. So for number two, give a guess. By the way, thanks for support. Hahaha.....

Tomorrow will drive the old Honda City back to K.L. Hmmm, honestly say, I hate long distance driving but I enjoy to be a passenger for a long distance driving. Whatever it is, still have to face it. You can't live as an ARM if you don't possess your own transportation. Anyway, as usual, any Lender of Luck??? If yes, spare me some and thanks.....

It's the last night and it's the 200th post. Thinking of where to go later.There are 2 options in my mind now. First is to speed up around Terengganu with the New City. Second is to go down to the seaside down stair, listen to voice of the sea and sense the old feeling. Today already drive for few times, kinda lazy. I think option 2 is more suitable. Hey, 7-11 in Terengganu got sell alcohol drink??? Hahaha, never mind, let's go down and have a check. Luckily the 7-11 also at down stair. Hahaha. If no alcohol, then a Pall Mall Light may help too. I just need one. Thank You.....

Going down now. Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak. Hahaha. Hopefully there is moon light spreading on the sea. Bye and Good Night.....

Great Seaside Night

Cold

2011-04-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the second last night in K.T. Every time when I am here, the time just past so fast. So fast until I have not enough time to really enjoy every single moment here.....

Today's morning have a Ching Ming session. It's the same tradition and I did what I did for every year. May those in another world live their happy life there.....

Just now have a twice drinking sessions with secondary school classmates. Met with some ex-colleagues from Dynabytes Computer. Feel kinda happy to know they are doing well.....

Well, what about the chatting with the old classmates??? Kinda moody after the chatting session. Do I conscious with what I want??? Definitely yes. But do I chase for what I want??? No. Why??? Because I am aware that in this world, when the thing is not yours, then it's not yours. Don't ask why, it's just a natural mechanic. Since I realized that, then what am I doing now??? I didn't chase for it and I console myself that just let the fate to decide whatever the result is. However, am I really let the fate to decide??? In fact, I am not. I am just unconscious that I am actually waiting for it to reach what I am expecting and what I am hoping for. In other words, I am holding a hope and hoping that the outcome will be what I wish to be. Anyway, no one know whether I am that lucky or not.....

Every time, when I am here, at this moment, I will always have this kind of feeling. It's hot here but I feel the cold. But too bad, the cold don't comfort me but it's striking me. I also don't know why. Maybe because I am afraid of going back to the reality and then the feeling is auto generate. Or maybe there were something happened here as the same time previously and it granted me the old cold feeling. It seems like I have change to become another person. Previously, my blog don't sound like this and previously, the blog is more to happy memories. But now, it has changed. Am I the one who change it??? Or I am the one who being changed by it??? Don't know.....

Fong Li, a ride with an accompany means nothing. Just like what you said, a photo doesn't mean anything. Just a word has awaken me that I am in fact living in an unconscious state where I thought I care for nothing but in fact, it's number two.....

I Feel Cold Tonight
And The Cold Awaken Me That
I Miss You So So Much

Fall in Love With Cik Siti

2011-04-02T01:23:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night where I am in K.T. Well, have a 6 hours car journey in the evening just now. Thanks to Lim Hwa for the ride, thanks to my uncle for the lunch and dim sum and thanks to Lim Hwa's family for the dinner. By the way, feel sorry to the family gathering because got to leave early as I have to welcome my beloved Cik Siti.....

The case was like this. I have a dinner with my huge family member's and then the car agent called us and said he has drove my Cik Siti to my house. Then, my family leave earlier and went back home to get the car.....

Hmmm, the car was nice, in metallic grey color with TBC 8233. When I was to drive the car to parking site, I was quite nervous because the front part of the car was actually much more longer than my old Honda City. So, I am not that familiar with it and I am afraid of knocking the new car. Hahaha. I guess it's normal to get such tension.....

So finally, I got a new commitment. Hmmm, in this world, everything is about money. Anyway, life still going on and The Earth of Golds is still turning on.....

Thinking of who shall I ride as my first passenger. Previously, there was always someone who I wish to ride as my City first passenger. That happen when I first set a dream which is to own a Honda City and then the someone shall be my first passenger. I even planned to get the meaningful car plate so that I can have a wonderful and forever memory. Sound crazy??? Sound nice??? Sound unrealistic??? Sound touching??? Sound stupid??? Whatever it is, I failed to get the car plate and thinking of the current situation, everything is no longer possible. Well, it seems to be a wonderful life when you are living in a sweet dream. But now everything turn from a sweet dream to an unrealistic and unachievable goal. Hohoho. Congratulation~~~

By the way, I am tired enough for today. Going to sleep soon. Anyone willing to wake me up??? If yes, please wake me up when July end.....

Great Love to Cik Siti

Sweet Dream

2011-03-28T22:43:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night which I feel so sleepy. Well, just now went back very early, about 6.30 p.m. Few colleagues then ask why today so special??? Why so early back??? Go paktor??? Hahaha, I am actually went to the other bank to sign for my car loan agreement.....

Workload is getting more and more. I am still trying hard to get used to the workload. Sometimes feel like I love this job, but sometimes tend to feel like I am lazy with it. So, what I really want??? Don't know also. But I think the greatest thing is no need to work.....

Tomorrow going to submit my leave application form. Already decided to take 2 days leave, Friday and Monday. Will be going together with Lim Hwa. Minus the 2 days leave, still left 20 days leave for the year. I think it should be enough for 2 oversea tours.....

Lim Hwa said this week is MMU mid term exam. As usual, Lender of Luck is disbursing his luck to the someone. But does the someone need it??? Hmmm, I also don't know. Whatever, just disburse. Good Luck. Also, spare my luck to those in Japan too. Blessing~~~

Recently can sleep very well. Always experience some sweet dreams too. Well, talk about dreams, suddenly realized that I have been such a long time didn't use this words - Sweet Dream. Alright, I shall use it tonight.....

Great Sweet Dream Night

=)

2011-03-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night which is so hot. Tomorrow going to start working again. Tomorrow morning will have a teleconference with HQ's peoples. If there is any lenders of luck, spare some to me please.....

Well, yesterday have an outgoing session with F6 classmates. It's just a simple gathering. Had a great lunch, watch a movie - Sucker's Punch (No comment on the movie), bought a business's card holder in Daiso, visit the Secret's Garden in 1 Utama Shopping Complex and finally had a 2 hours karaoke session. Got the chance to sing few JJ's songs. Satisfied.....

What about today??? Hmmm, nothing special happen. I spent 2 hours in the morning to clean up the toilet and kitchen. The rest of the time was used for movies and Omega session. Ooo yaa, received a call from mom just now. She told me that my Honda City will reach on the coming Friday. Can't believe it reach in such a short time. I am going back also this weekend. I think I will still drive the old City to KL. The new one just left for my mom. She is such a great car lover and she know to take care of it. By the way, I fell lucky that I have the chance to drive the new car first before back to KL. So friends, I am going to fetch you guys with the brand new Honda City for the Saturday's gathering. Yeahhh~~~

Just now have a KFC's snack plate for my dinner. Such a long time didn't try on snack plate. It makes me thinking back the old times during my last 2 semester in MMU. During that period, I always have the meal with Kap Siao's Group as Huey Lian was such a KFC's fan. Hahaha. Anyway, the same taste of snack plate, but different feeling of enjoyment.....

I think that's all for tonight. Going to sleep soon. Blessing for tomorrow~~~

Great Dream Night

Hey Hypocrite, Fuck Off!!!

2011-03-25T23:53:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before gathering with F6 classmates. Hmmm, tomorrow will have a karaoke session, so I shall sing 无尽的思念&我还想她 first. Long time didn't attend a karaoke session. Hopefully, my pitch is still as high as before.....

Just now afternoon had the greatest Seafood Curry Noodle in my life. The curry is awesome. The bowl was full with prawns, squid, mussels and La La. I feel great to eat La La because whenever I eat them, I feel like I have eat all those La La Zai. Hahahaha. Ooo yaa, just a bowl of Seafood Curry Noodle, it cost RM 19 per bowl. Anyway, it's totally worth. Again, dedicated it to food lover.....

Just realized that FB got such a new thing called Memorable Status Update. Hahaha. When you are looking at someone's photo, it will appear a Memorable Status Update by that person on, maybe few years ago. So just now got click on some memorable status update and recall back the old times. Hahaha. Now I knew that I am not the only one who stay in the past, at least FB is in the same world as me. In fact, he/she is a best memory keeper because he/she got such a huge database. What about me??? Hmmm, I also don't know how long can I keep the memory.....

Tomorrow is Earth Hour Day. Every staff received an email from HQ reminding to off the light in office. Just now I am the last going back, no worries, I have hold my responsibility as an Earth Lover. All the lights were off. I love the earth, I love the Earth of Golds

Accidentally found this photo in my FB just now. It's my icon and it was created on 2005.

Does it looks like me??? Hohoho.....

Kim Thor - Gray@tmosphere Guitarist

Great Dream Night

U.M.U

2011-03-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night before the last weekday for the week. Hohoho, today learnt a lot of things, in terms of credit writing and the way to talk with customers. Also, have a great luxury Dim Sum lunch in Hotel Concorde. The food is awesome and I shall dedicated the foods to the Dim Sum lover =)

Can't wait for the coming weekend because already planned for some activities. Might go to Klang for a 1 day tour. Probably will taste the Bak Kut Teh there again. It's nice man. Cin Lo said want to have a bicycle session in the early morning, now still wait for her confirmation. Hopefully everything goes smooth.....

The plan to meet with Calix and gang should be postpone to next next week. Hmmm, suddenly so miss the time of karaoke with the gang. How good is it if I can sing 无尽的思念 in karaoke now.....

The matters regarding the purchase of new car almost fully settle. Thinking of coming out with an Iphone as I need GPS after this. I think GPS is really a must because my job involve dealing with customer. When will Iphone 5 be introduced??? I need it fast man.....

That's all for tonight. Just realized that my total blog posts almost reach 200. Hmmm, can't believe that I blog more during working life compared to the time when I am in MMU. Now just realize know that the influence grants such a great impact to my life.....

Great Unlimited Missing Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

2011-03-23T23:29:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night where I feel so tired. But in fact, everyday also a tired day. My god bro always complained me because I always shouted out the words, I am tired. Hahaha.....

Hmmm, finally just now I tag Calix and gang in FB to discuss about this weekend's gathering. Unfortunately, all are seems to be unavailable. Wondering why Calix always got dinner on Saturday. Hahaha. But never mind, I have call up another group of friends for some activities =)

Just now have a meet with Wei Loon in Pudu. We have a porridge dinner again. Long time didn't see him and I am glad that he is doing well now. Basically, just a simple chatting session and I am sharing what I have learnt in the banking industry to him.....

Hmmm, working life pass quite fast, especially for me who always work until very late. Think from another perspective, it's good also. During the weekdays, I go through a hectic life but on weekend, find out some friends, go out to waste some monies. Make the life balance. Or I can go to Muar or BP to meet with Calix with the same purpose - wasting monies. With this, I think I shall more appreciate weekend.....

Not much for today, just some basic record. I shall go and sleep now because tomorrow got few appointments.....

Great Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

It Means We Ever Love Somebody

2011-03-22T23:21:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I get my salary. Hmmm, just now stayed until 8.45 p.m. in office. Sometimes, it's kinda enjoy to be alone in the office and concentrating on my task. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, finally I got my name card today. My first ever name card, thank you.....

Well, after back from work, I am laying down on my bed, doing nothing, open up the FB and look back some photos. Hmmm, just realized that there were many friends that I have not meet up after graduated. Kinda miss them. Don't know how they live their life now. Will it be as same as me??? Busy for the job??? Or they are living great with beloved family??? Or some are busy paktor-ing??? Hahaha, whatever.....

I still haven't discuss with Calix and the gang regarding the gathering this week. Hmmm, perhaps tomorrow is the time for tagging in FB. Also, don't know want to go Muar or BP. Haizzz, hard to decide. Seems like I got so many many things to do and yet I am just lazy to do it.....

Just now have a quick alone dinner in a chinese restaurant. I ordered a Honey Fried Chicken Rice. The taste quite nice. Suddenly, I miss the time when I had my Mushroom Chicken Rice with Oyster Sauce in the MMU nearby restaurant. I have forgot the name. Don't know is 886 or 663. Still remembered the last time I went there was on 22th May 2010 with Chloe. We ordered a San Bei Chicken and that day was my second last day in MMU. Thinking back, it was sharply 10 months ago.....

Anyhow, I am still the same, still like to press on the small cutted chilis before I have the meal. I am still the same, but the time, situation and person is no longer the same. Feel like want to get back the feeling, but it's indeed hard.....

So what shall I say more??? Perhaps I shall ask, is there any time machine available???

MMU Sigma Year Book - The Earth of Golds

Had You See In The Picture

When We All Put Our Hands Up, What It Means???

Great Earth of Golds Night

Sushi, Credit and Memory

2011-03-21T23:37:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night which I feel so tired. Just did some modifications of my credit paper. So now, my working hours are from 8.45 a.m. to 8.00 p.m in office and 9.00 p.m to 11.30 p.m. in home. Wow, such a good utilization of time. Or think from another perspective, it was such a waste of my time because it was all spend on working. Whatever it is, it's temporary.....

Ooo yaa, let's shared about my presentation of my first credit paper today. Overall, I was brushed for the 2 hours discussion. Hahaha. But it's my learning curve and I love the way my head has high expectation to me. It's just speed up my learning.....

The reason that I was brushed was because I don't source much information from my senior in order to do the writing. It's not that I don't get the information. The reason being my senior purposely don't want to leak out information to me, he want me to do it myself, don't keep on asking, and learn it through mistakes.....

Guess what my head told me today??? He asked me did I watch a comic called Madam Jiang's Sushi (蒋太的寿司)??? I said I heard it before but never watch it. Then he explained to me that in the comic, there was a new guy enter into a Japanese Restaurant. No peoples willing to teach him the way to make sushi and he just do some simple work like cleaning. The reason that all those sushi masters do not want to teach him is because they want him to learn himself. Learn from his own observation as they think that you will not appreciate or put in heart whatever peoples teach you. In contrast, once you learn it yourself, you will have a deep understanding and won't easily forget what you have learn.....

Actually since starting, I already knew that my senior behave like this. He want me to have a self learning. I have adapted to the culture and now I am trying my best to strive to an excellent. That's why I am trying to compress my time so that whatever I have to learn in 3 years, I compress it into 1 year. Hopefully, there is an success for me.....

Ooo yaa, talk about the Madam Jiang's Sushi. I still remembered that you are the one who told me about the comic. I think that happened almost 1 year ago. Nevertheless, it's still in my mind. At least, I can now confirm that I am such a good memory keeper.....

Great Memory Night

20.03.2011

2011-03-20T23:51:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Monday's Blues. Hahaha. Well, I thought I am going to have frequent update but just realized that I am not. Why??? Because I was extremely busy for my work recently.....

Yesterday have an whole day outgoing with my form 6 classmates. Actually, the main purpose was to attend Pei Li's convocation but who knows, we just have a simple meet with Pei Li at KLCC for about 30 minutes. Just a simple meet, a sincere congratulation and a generous convocation gift. Hehehe.....

I reached KLCC at 3 p.m. with Cin Lo. Both of us have a lunch session in Nando's while waiting for the late coming couple, Lim Hwa and Fong Li. After that just stroll around KLCC and have a short tea break in Starbucks's Coffee before we went to meet with Pei Li. Then straight away went to TGV for our movie session - Battle: Los Angeles. Overall, I could say the movie is quite good. It's just the very front part I was disappointed by the unprofessional movie recording method because of the shaking recording even though the front scene was just a normal line, not yet in battle.....

After the movie session, we have a rush dinner in Milano. That's what happened yesterday. Simple and yet, Memorable. Ordinary and yet, Extraordinary.....

For today, I am a hardworking guy. Why??? Because I went to office to work. Hahaha. Not long, just 4 hours. Feel lucky to enter into office today because my another colleague also there and I learnt something new again. Well, to be honest, I stayed until 8 p.m for every working day now. There were a lot of cases waiting for me to follow up and I am a new boy, so it's crucial for me to compress my workload. It's good for my self development and I think it's good way to fully utilize my time. My mom started to worry about me but what I could say is, no worries please. This is just temporary and I know how to enjoy my life. I will still allocate time for me to do whatever I like. Perhaps, gatherings, starbucks, movies, foods, travels and so forth. I am always a person with good time management. Agree??? Hahaha.....

Ooo yaa, have a great western dinner in Milwaukee just now. Ordered a set of Cordon Bleu. Hohoho, Cordon Bleu is always my favorite. Guess why??? It's because I am a cheese lover and I just love to see the way cheese melt in front of me. Combined with the ham inside the chicken, OMG, it's awesome!!! Also, I didn't forget to dedicate the great food to the western food lover =)

This week has came to an end. So what about next week??? The initial plan was to gather with Calix and gang. Hopefully it's on. Then the next week after is to go back K.T for Ching Ming and drive my car to K.L. The next next week is to go to Klang or Melaka for a food session with yesterday's gang. Always looking forward =)

This few nights can sleep very well. No more automatic awaken issue. I have not see you in my dream this few days. Good or bad??? I don't know. I just realized that it's turn out freedom mean nothing but missing you.....

Tomorrow need to present a case for my head. Hopefully the proposal is free from any problem. Any lender of luck??? If yes, lend some luck to me please, thanks.....

Great Luck Night for Me

The Earth of Dream

2011-03-15T23:44:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night where I have just finish my credit writing. Oppss, I shouldn't use the word finish because in fact, I haven't finish yet. Tomorrow need to continue in office and that's all for the night. So, that's one of my main job - writing credit paper. It's actually a task whereby I need to evaluate a company's performance before propose their loan application to Head Office for approval.....

Seems like I have started to resume the previous life, which is - a blog a day. Hahaha. Well, for tonight, I use the word dream again. Quite frequent using this word because I was a dreamer. During work days, I can actually sleep until 7.15 a.m. But, for 3 consecutive days, I have been woke up automatically at about 6 a.m. Then I can't sleep anymore. Why this happened???

Before I woke up, I actually encountered a dream first. Just for the past 2 days, there was a same person appeared in my dream. Not a long dream, probably about 10 minutes. But 10 minutes in the dream might not equal to 10 minutes in real life. In fact, 10 minutes in dream might equal to few hours in reality. Who knows~~~

Maybe the person has been appeared at the moment just when I fall asleep. But what I feel is, that's just a short dream. Nothing special and nothing horrible. Just a simple dream. But don't know why I will awake.....

To be honest, I also not sure whether the awaken issue is cause by the dream or my work stress. Or maybe I have get used to the life of getting up early. Anyway, I don't feel frustrated for being awake automatically. Quite a long time didn't encounter any dreams. Or maybe I did encountered but can't remember. Hahaha. However, for the passed 2 days dreams, I still remembered the scenes because I was awake just after the dreams. So, it's actually a kind of great feeling also. Even though I can't continue sleep after awake, but I am in fact in an unconscious state. ZZzzz.....

If you ask me, hmmm, I also don't know whether I hope to see the same person appear in my dream again or not. Maybe later??? I don't know. Just depend on the fate. But it's quite a nice dream, ordinary but yet extraordinary because the person used to be as pure as I knew. Some more, the familiar communication method and language that we use provide an old feeling for me. Old feeling is always the good one. Agree??? For me, I agree because I used to stay in the past. (same sentence again, beh sienzzz arrr, hahaha) Well, staying in the past. No harm right??? At least I am still the one who I used to be. No changes, holding the same value of life, be true to my own feeling. So may the Pair of Birds of Paradise fly me Back to April later. Blessing~~~

Whatever it is, I still feel blessed as it was not totally an insomnia night for me. For me, insomnia is much more horrible than whatever nightmare.....

Ooo yaa, allow me to scold for the second time.....

Great Fucker, CibaiKia and LampaJeng Night.....

Please Do Not Deny.....

You Definitely Deserved For The 3 Names.....

Because You Are Who You Are.....

So Who Are You???

You Are Fucker, CibaiKia and LampaJeng!!!

Untitled

2011-03-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the White Valentine's Day as there were many posted this in FB. I think many girls have received presents from their BF. Congratulation.....

Just finish updated my private blog. Well, seems like I have a frequent update of my blog in these few days. Hmmm, nothing special, I just feel kinda bored.....

What else to say??? I am waiting for the time to past. Just hope to see how will I feel when the day has come. Ooo yaa, luckily I am able to sleep well now. Thinking of the previous time when I have infinite insomnia night, OMG, it was such a horrible life for me. But although I can sleep well nowadays, sometimes I will still be awake by don't know what reason. Maybe as what my god bro said, I didn't put down. Hmmm, thinking of his words, correct also. But never mind, at least I don't have insomnia now. Still able to perform my job in office.....

Thinking of what happen today. The world actually got many coincident things to happen. Sometimes, the coincident thing is fated by the god and sometimes it was actually staged by peoples. So can you tell me is that matter fated by god or it is actually staged by actor or actress inside the scenario???

Hohoho, so deep. Decode it if you are able to. If you are really so intelligent, then answer me. Is that matter fated by god or it is actually staged by actor or actress inside the scenario???

Great Fucker, CibaiKia & LampaJeng Night

Back to ???

2011-03-13T23:59:00.006+08:00

Say Hi to the night before my second working week get started. I am supposed to sleep early to prepare for a working day. But just now have an evening sleep, so still don't feel like searching for my dream.....

Yesterday have a gathering with my god family as my god sister came to Malaysia. Spend the whole day strolling around Sunway Pyramid and 1 Utama shopping malls. Have a great great lunch in a cafe called Coffee Ritual. It's a cafe well known with it's Savoury Crepe meal . I ordered a Tom Yam Chicken Crepe. It's full with minced chicken with tom yam paste and most important, it contains mozzarella cheese. Hahaha, such a special taste meal and I just love it. The cafe also very famous with it's coffee and there were many coffee brewing machines. My god sis said that they do provide coffee brewing course. Again, dedicated the food and coffee to food and coffee lover. Ooo yaa, for more information, visit the site http://www.gv.com.my/foods/savourycrepe.asp

There was a Music Fair held in 1 Utama yesterday. There were a lot of CDs sold at low prices. At first I don't really planned to walk inside. But one thing that attracted me is when they played the song - L.O.V.E by Olivia. Another coincidence thing happened was, when I walk nearby to the entrance, they changed the song to Field of Golds. Hahaha. Are they welcom-ing me??? I think so =)

I have started to be very busy. Need to catch up with my task in bank as fast as I can. There are so many system, manual and products knowledges to be learnt. Furthermore, I need to study for OMEGA and CCP exams. In addition, need to follow up with business news through The Edge Financial Times for my job and personal investment purpose. Huh, not really sure whether I am able to cope with it or not. Anyway, I think it's good for me to be busy as possible.....

Going to attend Pei Li's convocation on the coming Saturday. I believe the convocation should have provides a chance for a gathering with F6 classmates. For another next weekend, I think I shall visit to Muar or B.P to meet with Calix. Already promise him so long but yet can't deliver my promise for the gathering. Hahaha. Hopefully this time can meet with Chloe and Sharon too. It has been such a long time I didn't go Karaoke with them. I am waiting. Then, for another next weekend, which is 30th of March, I am going back to KT to drive my car here. Hmmm, looking forward for all these activities.....

Ooo yaa, recently fall in love with the song - Back to December by Taylor Swift. I love the lyrics very much. Today was desperately learning singing this song. Don't feel bored even I have listen for many times. Hopefully there is a chance for me to sing this song during the gathering with the gang.....

That's all for tonight. May I walk into the past during my searching of my dream later. But which past is better??? December???January??? February??? March??? April??? May or June??? Hmmm, I think, anyone will be great.....

Great Walk Into Past

Blessing

2011-03-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night before weekend. Just finish updated my private blog, then feel like come here and shout out some words.....

Today is my 5th day in Setapak Business Center. All the colleagues there are very nice persons. I learnt quite a lot of new things and for sure I have been scolded by my head few times too. Anyway, I don't have any hard feelings and I knew that my head have the means to train me become a professional ARM. Quite enjoy every time after he scolded me because I used to gain something after that. I am such an open minded guy. Hahaha.....

Within this few days, I have tasted a lot of luxury lunches which I have never try before. Million thanks to my head. Ooo yaa, today after the lunch session, my head treated us a coffee session in a luxury coffee shop called Lil located in Pavillion. I ordered a beverage called half-half. It's a rich liquid chocolate mixed with espresso and ice. OMG, I can never forget the first taste when it melts in my mouth. Next time, if possible, hope to bring some friends who are in the same world with me to there for a hi tea session. Also, dedicated the nice beverage to those coffee lovers =)

After back to office, when I was trying to google some information for my task, I found a news about the serious earthquake which hit Japan on 1.45 p.m. The news said that it might cause tsunami in some nations. Also found a news said that in Terengganu, polices were patrol in beaches to spot if there is any signal of tsunami. When my mom called me to discuss about the new car matter just now, she also mentioned that it's quite dangerous for them because my family stayed opposite a sea. Whatever it is, my prayer for Japan. Hopefully there is nothing happen to the other places, nothing happen to Terengganu. Blessing and Namoamitabha~~~

Great Blessing For The World

E.E stand for ???

2011-03-06T21:50:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I start my job as an Account Relationship Manager. Well, I have a mix feeling today. Not really sure is it the feeling that I am searching for. Previously, when I was doing the training, I hope the training can end as soon as possible so that I can started to master the skill on job. But now, the feeling is kinda a little bit excited, nervous, lazy and hoping.....

Today I have a visit to the Business Center in Setapak. I was trying to use public transport to get there because for this couple of week, I have to take public transport to get there.....

The plan to buy a brand new Honda City is in progress. These few days was busy discussing with my mom about the car. Hmmm, I shall not use the word "discuss" because everything were decided by her. Actually I am just hate to make decision because always don't know how to make a correct decision. Can't blame on me because I was a Cancer. I don't know whether to choose white / metallic grey but then mom said want white. So just listen to her and save my brain cell. Down payment is RM XXXXX and Terengganu's plate is now TBC and mom want the number 8233. Haizzz, how good is it if the plate can be TEG. Anyway, 8233 is the same as my dad's car number. My family just like the number, 3. Don't know why. In actual, I am O.K with 8233 but I don't like the TBC and I have requested my mom to check for an old plate which I want. Hopefully, I am able to get it. What plate is that??? It's secret. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, I am not going to drive the new City here because I was rush to use car and can't wait for the new ones to arrive, so the best way is to use the old Honda City. Therefore, I am such a good boy to let my mom use a brand new car. Hahaha =)

Today was not really a smooth day. Just now when I was in Setapak, I went to have a hair cutting session. Can't believe that when I just took off my spectacle, it just broke that way. I don't even drop it and I just took it off and it just broke that way. I was like, shit!!! Luckily there were many optic shops there and most lucky was, I just need to change the frame. Luckily, my Carl Zeiss lenses which cost about RM 500 last time still can be used. So I just bought a Giordano frame.....

Just now morning have a discussion again with Calix about Bali's tour. Going to celebrate his birthday there. Hohoho, this sound awesome. Anyway, I still need to wait for another friend's confirmation regarding the tour. Hopefully, we are able to join it. Ooo yaa, a sentence for Calix. Bro, thanks for offering help but I am still living in the past.....

Received a call from a friend in MMU who asked me about some job's info in K.L. Got to know that tomorrow is a brand new semester in MMU and the results will be released tomorrow. Before my job as an ARM get started, I shall start my position as a lender of luck first. Great luck to the one in MMU for the results and for the new semester. Great luck to myself and all my CAP's members too.....

I shall have an early sleep tonight. Good night TEG, good night all. ZZzzz~~~~~

Great Luck to the Someone and Everyone Else

Last Day - 04.03.2011

2011-03-04T23:27:00.006+08:00

Say Hi to the day I finish my Credit Associate Program 2's training. Can't believe period of 7 months passed so fast. Today is the last day and we don't have training or attachment. Just went to training center, waiting for the evening whereby one of the head from Commercial Banking hands on the letter of posting to us.....

Within this 7 months, I shall say I did learnt a lot of things from classroom training and job attachment. There were 15 of CAPs in total and everyone came from different background, states and have different characteristics and personalities.....

In this period, I don't really do my best during the program. Many of you keep on saying that I was one of the best performers in the class based on the KPI and examinations. In fact, I am not. Honestly say, I don't really fight for a ranking. I think all of you also knew that I always sleep in the class. My hobby of sleeping even generated during the job attachment in Head Office. Furthermore, you all should knew my characteristic which I like to do stupid act and say dirty jokes. Thus, I don't really care for the ranking and I just want to do whatever I am interested in and forgo those that are not my interest. I enjoyed the "no competition" CAP and I enjoyed the moment spend with you guys. It's just relax and no tension =)

Some of you have asked me whether I feel unhappy with the posting to Setapak and not Head Office. Hmmm, to be honest, I really don't know how to answer. I would like to start from bottom and I don't really prepared to go into Head Office's environment. So it's definitely good for me to be posted to Setapak because I heard that colleagues there were all nice and like to teach. But then at some moments, I feel like it's a waste for not entering Head Office after attended a 7 months training. Hmmm, don't really know what I want. Perhaps I just need to settle down in the new environment and cope with the challenges first. So Setapak is a great place for me =)

Well, I did enjoyed every moment spent with all of you. I think during the program, everyone have perceived me as someone who are crazy and like to do stupid things. Hahaha, someone told me that most of you guys perceived me as Joker. Honestly say, I feel really happy when I heard the word Joker. I just hope that all of you won't feel angry to me because I admit that sometimes my action and words were really annoying and childish. Hahaha. Anyway, I feel glad that I am able to bring fun to the CAPs =)

Today, when all of us saying goodbye and hugging each other, my mood was down all of a sudden. Then just realized that I am kinda hate the feeling of separation. Whatever it is, for those who are going back to East Malaysia and Pinang, I wish you all the best. Same to those who remain in K.L. Keep in touch and I don't really wish this Friendship Cycle will only last for 7 months.....

We are going to have a new life in this coming Monday. I have promised myself to grab as much learning as I can in the shortest period. Hopefully, I am able to master the job skill to work well together with my colleagues. Together, perform as a great Business Center. I am going to make myself as busy as possible so that I can stop myself from thinking too much of other things. View from another perspective, perhaps it's a kind of enjoyment too. Also, hope you guys have your direction as well. I also take this chance to apologize to all of you if my action did offence you guys. I am going to miss you all after this. So are you all going to miss the stupid act, funny and dirty jokes from TEG??? I hope you all do =)

The Fairwell Night in Bayou Cafe

Last Lunch in Bangi Training Center

Great Night

A Night in Jungle

2011-02-26T23:47:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night which I came back from Team Building activity in Jeram Besu, Pahang. It's a 3 days and 2 night activity and there were so many things that I would like to record down here. Therefore, I guess this will be a very long post and if you are able to read all, I hope you will understand the power of feeling. Hahaha.....

The first day when reached the camp site, we have a jungle survival class because we were going to stay a night in the jungle. The knowledge included the method to use compass, map reading, set up a camp site and etc. I did actually learnt all the knowledges during my attachment to National Service and that time I even have a few nights in jungle. Therefore, it's not a problem for me.....

Everything seems to be similar with the jungle survival in National Service. We need to find the camp site that has been allocated for us by using map, carried all the foods, water, shirts and etc. The different things were National Service's jungle survival was longer. However, this time, the jungle survival that I experience was not only about survival. It involved a war whereby we need to fight with 2 other teams and 1 terrorist team (role played by Jeram Besu's Minority). Missions were to grab the other team's flag, fighting using whitewash (water mixed with chalk) where the management has packed 200 packets for each team.....

The tour started on 3 p.m but I am not really want to share in detail about the tour. I just wanted to say that through the journey, I have gained back a lot of old feeling!!!

During the way we travel to our camp site, my team experienced the attack by terrorist, pass through bushes in the hard way, saw different extraordinary insects, touch the thousand years old giant tree. But all these sounded normal to me because what I seen in NS was definitely more than that. However, the most unforgettable scene for me was the scene whereby a couple of butterflies flying together in front of me. They were the same species, in yellow color with dark spot. Tell you something weird, reflect back the time during my NS's jungle survival, I remember I did saw a couple of butterflies flying together in front of me too and that time, they were blue color butterflies with some dark line. OMG, when I saw the scene 3 day ago, I was like damm shocked and I was actually hang in there for a while. What a coincidence scenario that happened again after about 6 years!!! Anyway, I don't know whether the yellow butterflies were a lovely couple or they were siblings. Anyway, my selfishness perceived that they were couple. The only unfortunate thing was that I were not able to bring camera for the activity.....

When we reached the camp site, just do the basic things. Clean up the site, set up camp, camp fire and after that we took the first mover activity whereby we searched for other's team camp site and launched an attack. Ooo yaa, I gained a new experience which I don't get during my NS. Guess what??? I was attacked by leeches. Our camp site in fact was full with leeches and I got 3 leeches injured spots. 1 was on my back and my T-shirt was actually full with blood. Hahaha. Why I didn't experience this during my NS??? It's because during my NS, I worn a set of protective army armour while this time, I only worn T-shirt and sport shoes. Nothing special regarding this matter, it's just for the purpose of memory.....

At the night time, all the teams continued to launched attack, war against each other and it was quite a hard way because we all depend on torchlight. Situation turned worst when our strategy was to off the torchlight to avoid enemy from spotting us. I guessed everyone was enjoying the attack by whitewash. Hahaha.....

The war was actually to train the teamwork between 3 teams. First, all the 3 teams were defeated by the terrorist team. The terrorist team which role played by minority was really strong as they were all already familiar with the land structure in jungle. They can even shoot me by not using any torchlight. Anyway, at last all the 3 teams combined together and we gained the victory. After the victory, it's time to rest and it's the time which I have waited. I am not waited to rest but I am waited to gain back the old feeling. Guess what feeling it is??? Hahaha.....

It's actually a situation whereby I am trying to sense the feeling of midnight jungle and I really get back the same feeling as I am in my NS's jungle survival. I did these things:

1) When everyone was sleeping, I took my torchlight, walk around to observe the power of natural in the jungle. I shall say myself as a very lucky person. Know what I saw??? I found a very big spider on a tree and it's extremely nice spider web. OMG, if you see the spider web, you will definitely shocked. It was such a big and perfect spider web that I ever seen in my life. Anyway, I don't observe much because I am afraid that my torchlight is disturbing the habitat =)

2) Then I found a small snake inside the hole of a giant tree. Hohoho. I guessed this was my most lucky finding. It was just a small snake, not move at all and the special thing was, it possessed a very beautiful skin. The skin was in black color with some yellow spots. I can see that it's pair of eyes was shining when my torchlight was on. Again, I don't observe long because I don't feel like to disturb the animal in the jungle. Every life got their own living. It's enough to see a beautiful thing for once =)

3) Laying on the jungle's land and look up high at the sky. Trust me, you won't able to see any stars on the sky but you will see are the many different leaves of the many different big trees. You will able to get a sense of relaxation =)

4) Try to sense the quiet situation, listen to the many different sounds in jungle and most probably you will heard the basic 3 sounds. Sounds from birds, frogs and silkworms. Try to listen it not by your ear, but with your heart. You will realized that they were actually singing because each time when they came out with a sound, it got a tempo. Just like 1,2,3,4.....1,2,3,4.....1,2,3,4. And when you listen all the sounds together with your heart, you will realized that they were all together in a music band. Unbelievable??? Believe me, I was a musician, when you listen by using your heart, you will heard something that ordinary persons don't hear =)

Basically, all these things that I have done brought me back the feeling when I was in NS's jungle survival because I did the same things too. Only things that different were I don't see any gigantic spider and snake. But i remembered that time, I saw an insect which move like a robot =)

Typically, these were what I did on the first day. The second day when we went out from the jungle, then we have water confident activity and we have a white water rafting. The water confident is normal for me because I already know how to swim after NS. But for the white water rafting, it was entirely a new and excited experience. I can't believe I got a chance to experience this as I can only see the activity in TV. For those who don't know about white water rafting, click on this - http://www.google.com.my/images?hl=en&pq=silkworm&xhr=t&q=white+water+rafting&cp=13&rlz=1G1GGLQ_ENMY361&biw=1280&bih=675&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&sa=X&ei=sDJpTaXhLJG0rAeJm-nCCw&sqi=2&ved=0CDcQsAQ

The following activities were feedback on the jungle survival, business trading games and space ship game. I love the business trading game. It was a game where you need to trade items with other group by using the information that you have. In the end, value for the item will be calculated based on latest market price and the group with highest value will win. I am the leader for my team and even though I can't meet the objective but we got number 2 among the 7 groups and I am quite happy with the achievement =)

Space ship game is game whereby everyone was blindfolded and we need to look for an item assigned to on a field. After found the item, we need to put the item according to the shape set by facilitator. It's not easy because there were total of 24 participants and not easy to coordinate.....

Basically, that's all the programs customized for us and I did simplified it in my post. Just wanted to recorded the feeling that I got from the jungle survival. Ooo yaa, on the second day, we were actually staying in a resort called Country View Recreation Park. Inside the park, there were some animals park for visitors to visit. I saw a special animal which can only be founded in Australia. It's called Slow Lori. This cute animal makes me think back of the "huge eyes" animal in the movie Bed Time Stories and that's make me think of Calix. Hahaha. I think the producer used the Slow Lori concept and apply in the movie. Try to look at this - http://www.google.com.my/images?hl=en&pq=white+water+rafting&xhr=t&q=slow+loris&cp=7&rlz=1G1GGLQ_ENMY361&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&sa=X&ei=JzZpTciAKNCtrAfsyvHCCw&sqi=2&ved=0CDUQsAQ&biw=1280&bih=675

Hmmm, got a call from mom few days before I enter the program. I requested a plan for a family trip to Australia. Huhuhu. If this plan is success, then there were 3 objectives to visit Australia.

1) To see the shy shy koala bear.

2) To jump together with Kangaroo.

3) To see the cute cute Slow Lori.

Just now got a luxury dinner with colleagues. Tasted a very nice mint ice cream. It's free and I tasted a total of 7 scoops. Hohoho, wonderful.....

Lastly, thanks to bank for organizing a Team Building activity and thanks to all the Accordia's professional facilitators of the program. Thanks very much for giving me a chance to get a feeling that I have waited for so long. Blessing~~~

Words for jungle and animals

1) Jungle - I am someone who preserve the natural of the earth and I don't really cut off any tree or branches. All the materials used for camp fire were all dead tree branches. The only pollution was the smoke generated from camp fire. We have no choice but to avoid animal attack and thus, I sincerely apologize for any offence. I Love Jungle.....

2) Gigantic Spider - Your web was really strong and your size was really huge. Hopefully, your habitat won't be disturb and if I have disturb you for the night, I can only say, I am sorry.....

3) Nice skin Snake - You got a nice skin and pair of bright eyes. I don't really know what is hibernate but I would like to ask you a question. Are you hibernating??? Hahaha.....

4) Lovely Couple Butterflies - How many times you blink your eyes then only you were able to fly??? Or shall I ask, how many times both of you have eyes contact with each other then only you 2 were able to fly together???

如果说，蝴蝶眨几次眼睛，才学会飞行

那我需要等多久，才能。。。。。

Great Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

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2011-02-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I get my salary. It's 22th of February today, quite a nice date. Don't know why I love the 22th very much. Hmmm, perhaps it's because of my birth date which fall on 22th of June. In other words, there are 4 more months to go before my 24 years old's birthday. Wondering where am I going to celebrate my birthday for this year. K.T??? K.L??? Or any other states??? Well, I think after my 2010 birthday, my birthday for every year onwards will be a memorable date for me. Hmmm.....

Look at my previous update on Valentine's Day, I just realized that I have not update this blog for about 8 days. Many things happened in these 8 days. There was a day where I broke my promise, there was a day I experienced the lousiest presentation in my life, there was a day where I am not able to answer even a single question threw by the Heads of Department during the presentation, there was a day where I was shoot by the Heads of Department for every single presentation slide, there was a day where I had a Bak Kut Teh tour in Klang with colleagues, there was a day where I watched Sanctum and I Love Hong Kong, there was a day I found a nice purple color's tie, there was a day where I had a full Domino's Pizza dinner.....

Got a chat with Sharon few days ago and I did planned for a gathering with Calix and gang on this coming weekend. But when I just entered into office today, saw an email said that I need to attend a team building activity in Pahang from Thursday until Saturday. Therefore, the plan spoiled. The plan to watch the many new movies and have great meals spoiled. Hmmm, I am going to be posted on 4th of March and I don't really know which states that I will be posted to. Just hope that I am able to have a meet with the best friends before the posting. Blessing~~~

Finally, I attended the most serious post mortem session for the CAP2 in training center today. Discussed about the training program, examinations, presentation and so forth. I mentioned that I experienced the lousiest presentation in my life. But when I see to the comments and feedbacks provided by the 3 Heads of Department today, they actually gave some comments which were not really bad and my group still able to pass the projects. It's out of my expectation. Anyway, I am no longer the one who care about my performance, no longer the one who was excellent. I just want to live my greatest life, search for the many old feelings that I am enjoy in. Sometimes, I am wondering, how good is it if money can buy back a feeling. But then think from another perspective, if a feeling can be value in the form of money, then it might not be a great feeling anymore and I am no longer searching for it.....

I did finished the drama The Seventh Day two days ago. It was a great drama especially on the last episode. I like the last episode because it provided an opportunity for me to get back the old feeling. Hmmm, I am a dreamer and needless to say, feeling is one of the utmost crucial criteria in my life. Well, I shall continue my life tour in searching for the great feeling in life.....

Great 22th Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

The 14th Day

2011-02-14T23:22:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the Valentine's night. Well, I have became a home boy in these few days. The plan to visit Muar for the last weekend spoiled due to my unrecoverable sickness. Calix did called me and said that his father don't mind and ask me to go. But I have still rejected. Anyway, I was regretted for my decision because in fact, I realized that I have fully recovered after he called me. I think if the plan was on, it should be an enjoyable weekend. Hmmm, never mind, going to revisit again before my posting on 4th of March.....

Nothing special happened in these few days. I have watched few movies and drama. Watched Love in Disguise few times. It's just a simple movie but it provided me something. It provided me a great feeling, a great memories.....

Talk about drama, I watched an old Hong Kong Drama named The Seventh Day. It talked about the most beautiful seventh day in August. Another simple drama. Well, seven days were not long but if it were filled with sweet memories, then it worth more than anything.....

Today is Valentine's Day. Colleagues did asked for a movie session just now but I have rejected. Why??? I also don't know. I just know that I was rushing back home just now, rushing for the drama and rushing to get the wonderful feeling.....

Going to have a project presentation in this Wednesday. It is a very important presentation whereby I am going to present in front of the senior management of the bank. Tomorrow going to search for a tie to suit my new bought shirt which I am going to wear during the presentation. Is there any nice purple tie??? Hopefully I am able to get it. Bought a set of cufflinks 2 days ago. It was a guitar shape cufflinks and hopefully it brings me great luck when I cuff it on my shirt on that day.....

Ooo yaa, saw this picture when I on my Google Chrome. Don't know why I was attracted towards the picture. Perhaps it's because I am a color blind and the colors that it applied were just as simple as I can seen. Red, blue and green. Am I right??? I am a color blind, so please correct me if I am wrong. By the way, it's a good concept to apply the 3 primary colors. The combination of any 2 colors create a secondary colors. Just like the combination of a pair of lovers create a love story. Anyway, I think I shall Google the word, Love. Hahaha.....

♥♥♥♥♥ 恋爱通告 ♥♥♥♥♥

在一望无际的草原里

什么都没有

只有满天遍野的星星

那种感觉其实挺好的

可以跟你讲话吗？

Great Valentine's Night

Another Dream

2011-02-10T23:15:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night for Bai Tian Gong. Well, I think I shall mention the same words again - time flies.....

I got into a dream last night. Still remembered I have a weird dream 10 days ago on 01.02.2011 and after 10 days, this dream came. It's not appropriate to reveal the dream as I am afraid it will generate misunderstanding issue. What I could say is, inside the dream, there was a people I wished to see and there was a people I don't wished to see. There was an incident I wished to happened and there was an incident I wished not to happened. Well, after the dream, I just don't feel good, until now.....

A question was raised. Do you ever believe in dream??? I create an example. Let's say you lost your beloved watch and you couldn't found it. But then while you were sleeping, you got into a dream and inside the dream, you saw the watch is now located under your table. So, when you wake up, are you going to have a look under the table??? If you don't mind, share your answer by putting in a comment. Hahaha. In my dream last night, I got an answer for a question which I haven't get for a long time. Now, back to reality, I am thinking of whether to believe the answer in the dream or not.....

Today is not really a good day. In the morning, when I was taking LRT to training center, the LRT encounter some technical problem and it keep on stopping. In the end, I miss the bus and I have to take cab to the center with other colleagues who have the bad luck as well. Hmmm, is it the time to come out with a car??? Haizzz, I am just lazy to thinking of the car issue. What car to buy??? What color to take??? Which bank to finance??? How much down payment to put??? So many questions to answer, just put aside first.....

Also, just now after my dinner, I went to bank in some money for my beloved mom. When I put the cash into the CDM, the processing hang in half way and then it pop up with a message saying that the machine got problem. Needless to say, I don't get any receipt, the transaction failed and I don't get back my money. I really can't believe that I have such a bad luck. For so many times I used CDM, I don't encounter any problems and this time I was screwed up. Nothing can be done, I just fill up a complaint form and wait for those tigers to call me.....

During the training today, I met with Uncle again. I did mentioned about Uncle in my previous update titled Everything Revealed. Uncle likes to share his thinkings and insights of life with us. I really love to listen to his sharing because I feel that both of us shared the same characteristic where we love to think about life.....

Today he shared with us about relationship between guy and girl. He mentioned that your parent cannot control or prohibit you from having sex with your partner. Please try hard to control yourself from the temptation. As a guy, if you cannot control yourself, make sure that you responsible to the girl who you did it with. And for girl, if you are not careful and accidentally get pregnant, can you imagine how sad is your parents??? When there is a pregnancy, the one who get tarnish will always be the girl. Why??? Because the society now is in fact practicing discrimination. They will look the guy with normal eyesight but they will always look the girl who pregnant with a "special" eyesight. Nowadays, regardless of how sporting and open the society is, even they said it is normal for this thing to happen, but in fact, they will still look the girl with "special" eyesight, thinking of the future life of the girl. Therefore, please consider the feeling of your parents and family before you commit. So do you agree with this??? For me, I don't know whether to agree or disagree but I would say, the most crucial is - Responsibility.....

I also thank to Uncle for advising me to go back to K.T for my posting. I am still trying of finding a balance point regarding that matter. Finding a balance point in The Earth of Golds.....

Great Bai Tian Gong Night

Realization

2011-02-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night of the 7th day of CNY. Well, many things happened within these few days. Just wanted to record down here.....

Went to the clinic in training center on Monday. The doctor verified that I got coughing, flu and slight fever. Hmmm, I thought I have recovered from the fever but it's not. She gave me some medicine and these few days, I worn face mask whenever I go. Just feel more comfortable to socialize with the others with a face mask. Infection to me, myself is nothing but it's not good if I spread the virus to the others. Anyway, I can feel that I am getting well soon.....

Ooo yaa, mom keep on calling me in these few days to asked me about my sickness. Hmmm, mother's nature love again. Hahaha, mom told me that she helped me to Bai Tai Sui today. Thanks very much =)

Have a reunion dinner with my god family on the past Monday night. We have a great dinner in Daorae Korean BBQ. Heard before the restaurant few months ago and now finally I have the chance to entered. Just wanted to said that, all the dishes, soups, steamboat were extremely nice. Didn't really expected that the restaurant can have such a tasty BBQ beef. Just the first slice of beef into my mouth, my mind suddenly come out with a question: What ingredients that the restaurant used to seasoned the beef??? Hahaha. Dedicated the foods to those who love Daorae and looking forward for my second time. Also, didn't forget to thanks to my god dad and god bro for the treat =)

After the dinner, we have a simple gambling session in my god sister's house. Overall, I lost RM 4. Hahaha, not much but really enjoyed the session with beloved god family =)

Just now went to shopping in G2000 with my colleagues. I bought one formal shirt in purple and one long pant in black. Hahaha, I think I have falling in love with G2000. In total, I got 5 formal G2000 shirts. The brand is in good quality and fulfill all the professional criteria as I have learnt during the grooming class. Great.....

After that, we have a Lou Sang dinner together. All the foods were not bad, unfortunately it's not really an enjoyable dinner. Hmmm, anyway, I hope great luck is with us after the Lou Sang.....

Ooo yaa, I received a call from Calix during today's lunch hour. He asked for the confirmation regarding the visitation to Muar in this weekend. Due to the reason that Chloe plan to visit Muar, He was trying to arrange if I can go together with Chloe. Haizzz, I still haven't give him answer because my sickness still not yet fully recover and therefore, it not good to spread the virus. Hopefully, I can recover before the weekend and then the plan will on. Just now saw some posts in FB and I guess there is something happen to the couple. I don't really know what happen but I sincerely pray hard that nothing bad happen and wish them a lovely Valentine's Day.....

Talk about Valentine's Day, just now when shopping in The Mines, I saw a pair of couple rings in promotion held by Tomei Jewelry. Both rings were very nice in design and prices were not really expensive, approximately RM 1k. Well, I don't know why I always get attracted to couple rings in jewelry store. Saw a nice pair too during the tour to Singapore. Hmmm, perhaps they were creative enough to capture my attention. Hmmm, now thinking back, how good is it if..........

My training will be finished in 4th of March. Every colleagues are now thinking of their future. What about me??? Going to attend an appraisal interview before the posting and now I was thinking whether to stay in K.L or to apply for a posting back to K.T. Hmmm, currently I really in dilemma. Realizing that the very first dream has already broke in last year, so is there still a need to stay in K.L??? Another consideration is, what if after 1 and 1/2 years, I really go to work in a Singapore's bank / go to pick apples in New Zealand / work in Australia, then perhaps it's just good to go back to K.T. I can spend some time with my parents. Haizzz, yes or no??? I don't know.....

During the dinner just now, I heard from a colleague from Muar who said that Muar was attacked by flood too and there were many peoples being evacuated from their houses. Sincerely pray hard and I hope those who were in Muar got the bless.....

Saw another post in FB again. Calix was involved in accident. I sincerely pray hard that he is fine and every bad things leave him.....

Great Blessing

Great Luck

2011-02-07T00:24:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night before my training get started again. Hmmm, believe it or not, I just reach my home in K.L. I followed my uncle's car back and the journey took us 13 hours. Today I did experienced the worst traffic jam in my life. What is the reason??? It's because all races celebrated Chinese New Year.....

Well, recently I am not really feeling well. I am not sure whether it's because of the flu and coughing or there is any other reasons lie behind. I hardly get headache but recently I did experienced it frequently. Just easily feel tired and moodless. Hopefully it's just because of insufficient sleep and not other reasons. Also, hopefully I can recover faster. Blessing~~~

Just a simple update for tonight. Tomorrow going to have another reunion dinner with my god family. I am looking forward for it =)

As I Lender of Luck, again, I am disbursing my luck to the someone. I am disbursing my great luck and not my bad disease. Hahaha.....

Great Luck to the Someone

05.02.2011

2011-02-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the night before I leave K.T. Well, last night have a long post and I just realized that the post consisted of many typing errors. Hahaha, going to make some amendments later.....

Today just wanted to have a simple update. Hmmm, just now morning, few best friends visited to my house. Have a nice chatting day in my house. They mentioned that I have a frequent update of my blog and it seems like I am writing my daily diary here. Hahaha. Well, can't deny that The Earth of Golds is my diary. But there are no any special purposes, just wanted to put down some records, to shout out my feeling, sharing and concerns as well. But nowadays, I have not update it daily, perhaps once in a few days or in any special occasions or mood =)

After the visitation to my house, they asked me to followed them for other visitations. At first, I rejected due to my flu and coughing. But at last I still followed them because they were too good in pursuing. Hahaha. By the way, along the visitation, really thanks to the caring and concern from all my best friends. They gave me Fisherman's Friend, prohibited me from taking heaty foods, granted me 100 Plus, plain water, Kiwi Fruit Snack and etc.....

Finished the visitation at about 6 p.m. I went to my grandfather house to meet with the huge family on my mother's side because we have another reunion dinner. As usual, it's a simple dinner and chatting night =)

That's all for today. Ooo yaa, I take this chance to apologize to Fong Li, Fuh Xiong, Tai Koon, Pei Ting, Kexin and Shin Ying because I am not able to join the late supper. Today was really a tired day because I just slept for 3 hours last night. Anyway, guys, don't worry, I will remember the round table that I have promised. Hahaha =)

Great Last Night in K.T

The Story in 03.02.2011

2011-02-05T04:11:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to my 4 a.m. for the third day of CNY 2011. Well, I just came back from my grandmother house 10 p.m. just now. I am back 1 day earlier for this year because need to rush back to K.L on tomorrow.....

So on 02.02.2011, I reached grandmother's house on 6.30 p.m. Then just there, watching the revelation of magic's tricks in TV and played with my little cousin. Soon, my uncle's family reached and all family members were finally in reunion. As usual, we have our reunion dinner and a concern chatting about each other's life. Needless to say, this year, I was the one who got the most concerns. They questions were like: What is your job scope??? How much is your salary??? What is your job title??? Got wife already??? Where did you stayed??? Do you plan to further your study??? Hahaha. I guessed this is normal during a reunion dinner. Am I right???

After that, the Generation X has their movie and chatting session in the living room while the Generation Y went to upstairs for chatting, watching movie, trade movie and gambling. So, do I need to reveal what movies that we trade??? I think you all can guess the answer when there were all 6 males inside the room. Hahaha. If you are really so innocent, then I give you a hint, the movie started with the first alphabet =="""

When the clock hit 1 a.m. and when everyone were slept, I was the one who hang in there until 3 a.m. I was laying on my lovely sofa on the small living room at upstairs and watched an awesome movie. It's called The Drummer (战鼓) starred by 李心洁，房祖名 & 梁家辉. I love that movie very much. I think those who love movie will love it as well. Therefore, I dedicated the movie the those who love movies. Actually, I also don't know why I love to stayed at the small living room whenever I went back there. Perhaps it's because there was a big balcony beside the room. I used to stand at the balcony to see sunset during evening and during midnight, I love to stand there to see the many trees and listening to the silkworm (蚕) voice. That night, after finished the movie, I spend about 20 minutes at balcony, feeling the nature, listening to silkworm, enjoyed the alone moment and thinking back of some memories. Such a great night that I have.....

After the unforgettable moment, I walked inside the living room, feel very lazy and then I just shut down my PC and straight away slept at the sofa. There were actually a room for me to sleep but I just felt lazy to walk in. Perhaps, it's because the sofa was nice to sleep as well. Hahaha. When 9 a.m. reached, I sense that someone was beside me. Guessed who??? It's my grandmother. She covered me with a blanket. Shall I titled this as Grandmother's Love in 03.02.2011??? However, everything was too late. Hahaha. After I woke up, I was in fact caught in cold and got into fever. This mean I was sick for my 1st day of 2011 CNY =(

During the morning session, I am still O.K. but after the lunch, I was suffering. Headache + Dizziness + Previous Cough + Flu + Tired + Chill. OMG. Honestly said, I am a guy who was weak and always attacked by coughing. However not fever please. I was hardly attacked by fever and now I am fall. I hate the feeling very much. I felt so helpless for that day. So, what I did was consume 2 tablets of Panadol and sleep for 3 hours. After woke up, felt O.K. but then after the dinner session, my feeling of fever came again and I was suffering again.....

As usual, nothing I can do. Consume another 2 tablets of Panadol on 10 p.m, covered myself jacket, blanket and worn a long pants. After a 10 hours sleep and a whole sweating night, finally the next day I was free from fever. Unfortunately, the coughing and flu were still with me. Shit!!!

Basically, that's how I passed my first day of CNY 2011. Congratulation. When friends were sick, I always claimed that they don't know how to take care of themselves but now who is the one that don't know take care of himsel??? Hmmm, The next day, everything was normal. Chatting with family members, gambling and movie. Watched another movie, Love in Disguise (恋爱通告). Another great movie whereby I recalled back the old memories, feeling and insights. Thanks to Lee Hom. I got the feeling from your movie. After that, back to home at 10 p.m. just now.....

Received a call from Gary on 11 p.m and then I have a great drinking session with Gary and Ah Song in McD. Hahaha, the same place and same time as previous year. It was a great night spend with them and there were many topics being covered. Topics about life, love, career, money and etc. Well, can't believe Ah Song encountered the same feeling as what I encountered. And just realized that the world is now moving towards a darker and unfair side. Hmmm, it not a good sign. By the way, I think after my 1 and 1/2 years bonding with the bank, I am going to restructure my life. Going to find a life which I really want and it's not like now, earning a high salary but with a life which I don't really enjoy. But for now, life and money, I chose money first. Why??? Because I have ever lost something important because of no money. In short, I lose to money. I will not going to let it happen anymore.....

We live in a realistic world. Money actually acts as an indirect medium of happiness. With money, it's not necessary that you will happy but without money, it might indirectly cause you to be unhappy. Try to thinking back your sad stories, there were many many many reasons that will cause you feel unhappy but when try to relate all these reasons, you might realized that the root cause is MONEY. I never believed the power of money until I have lose to it.....

No worry, I am still the one who I am. K.L is not that powerful to change me to become a money face person. The insight is very simple, with money, the probability that I can provide happiness to myself and my love one is higher. See that, I am using the word PROBABILITY, not the word CONFIRM. I am still using my hard earned money as I wish as long as I can get happiness. Won't really become a good saver. If you understand me, you will know that what I really want is HAPPINESS, not MONEY. I think the one who can see this, if not mistaken, should be Calix.....

Within this 1 and 1/5 years, I will get my international recognized OMEGA exam, collect more money and invest more. Hopefully, after this period, my way for searching my dream life will be much more easy. Staying in K.L and continue to become an Account Relationship Manager??? Or show the OMEGA and work in Singapore's bank??? Or follow Kian Song to pick apples in New Zealand??? Or fly to Australia and get a job whereby I can contact with green nature??? Long planning~~~

It's a long update for today. I love this blog post. Great Job!!!

Mother's Love for 02.02.2011

2011-02-02T12:31:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the day before Chinese New Year and Kuala Terengganu. Well, I reached KT on 5 a.m. this morning. As usual, it's a night of looking back.....

So just now, when I reached, my brother went to fetch me in the bus station. After reached home, the first thing to do, for sure is to take a bath. Then on the computer while waiting for my hair to dry. Anyway, I shouldn't on FB just now. Hmmm.....

When I was about to sleep, my mom woke up to do some food preparation for the CNY. As usual, she keep on asking whether I am hungry, what food I want to eat and etc. The sentence that she said was : Are you hungry??? What you want to eat??? You want to eat bread??? Then I said: I don't want food, I want bed. She said again: There are some egg tarts also inside refrigerator. Or you want to eat Maggi??? Then I said again: I don't want, I just want to sleep. Then when I was lying on my bed, still she came into my room and asked me: I go to cook some maggi for you. OK??? Again, I insisted that I want to sleep. Hahaha. Mother is still a mother, the love for the son is always there.....

Woke up at about 11.30 a.m. Just when I open my room's door and headed to the bath room, my mom who was sitting in the living room suddenly said the flood in Johor in extremely serious and then she asked me how about my friends in Muar. I was shocked when she asked that question. Didn't really expected that she still remembered. Hmmm, then I just answered her, I think should be nothing because they were not in Segamat. Hopefully, there is nothing. I told her that the one who was badly hit is my lecturer, Mr. Fendy. Hmmm, sincerely pray hard for that.....

After that, stomach started to get hungry and then luckily my mom has already prepared her special homemade Sea Cucumber Oyster Chicken for me. Therefore, I had a great brunch just now. Thanks to my lovely mom =)

Later, when my dad back from office, then we will be headed back to Kg. Penarik, not far, about 1 hour driving distance. Hopefully, I have internet connection there. Also, may this year a prosperous year for all. All bad things go away please.....

Great Mother's Love

The Dream in February 2011

2011-02-01T16:18:00.009+08:00

Say Hi to the first day of February 2011. Well, think about February, Chinese New Year is coming and the day for couples is coming as well. Hmmm, last night was not really a sleep well night because I was awaken by a weird dream.....

Hmmm, just after I woke up in the morning, I straight away wrote something about the weird dream. No other purposes, just wanted to record it down before it disappear from my memory. But then I found out that it's not very appropriate to write in so detail, so just deleted it.....

Now, I just came back from KLCC. Walk into my room, lay on my bed and suddenly feel very dissatisfy if I didn't voice out the dream here because this place is for me to shout out loud. So take this chance to voice out the simple plot of the dream here.....

Well, the dream was about a tour to Egypt and I was travelling there with Calix and few friends. I think the reason that I had this dream is because Calix did asked me before for a tour to Egypt last week. Hahaha. A dream that travel to Egypt is not weird. The weird thing is that there is a guy appeared in the dream. The action that he committed, words that he said, OMG, it's like shit, man!!! All of us hate him I think. I was wondering how come he can appear in the dream. That's why it is a weird dream. Some more, there is also a situation which I don't wish to be happened, in fact, happened in the dream. OMG. In the end, all these things woke me up. It's not scary and horrible but it's considered as a nightmare for me.....

Can't believe I have such a dream for the new day for February. Whatever it is, it's just a dream. Even if it does happen in reality, I don't wish to see that, please. Well, perhaps I shouldn't be so emphasize on the dream. But just now, when I woke up, the feeling is really like..........hell. I can't believed until now, I still remembered every scene in the dream.....

Haizzz, talk about other things. Just now had a lunch session with Christopher in KLCC. Well, he is still the same, not change much. Great to see him after the graduation ceremony. I wish him all the best in his career life.....

Tonight bus on 10 p.m. Wish all my classmates have a nice gathering session tonight. Really feel sorry for not able to join them. Before I end, I wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year. Just now read a news in FB that mentioned about the rising water level in Muar. Hopefully nothing bad happened. I sincerely pray hard for that. Ooo yaa, hopefully the plan to visit to Muar in this Chinese New Year is ON.....

Great Packing for Luggage

31.01.2011

2011-01-31T22:31:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the last night of January 2011. Perhaps I shall prepare to say Hi to the first day of February 2011 as well. Hahaha. Well, so fast, another month has passed. Like it or not, the earth is still turning. The only earth that stays static and not turning is The Earth of Gold.....

For those who are working in KL, tomorrow is a public holiday. I am going back to KT by bus on tomorrow 10 p.m. This time, I am not only bring back some Ba Gua to KT, I am also bring back some viruses to KT. It's called the Virus of Cough. Haizzz, I am wondering why I have such a weak antibody. Still remember last year, during CNY, I was attacked by the same virus and now, for this CNY, it attacked me again. Seriously, there is nothing I can do other than to consume all those fucking pills.....

Today got the first annual bonus from my bank. The amount is not huge but it's really exceeded my expectation. Honestly say, I don't really expect for a bonus because for all these 6 months, I don't really work and earn money for the bank. In fact, I was attending a long period training and I am just using the resources of the bank. They pay for my high salary, lunch, training costs and etc. So even they don't give me annual bonus, I can't really put a blame on them but yet, they paid. Therefore, I should have feel satisfy.....

Just now received a post from my beloved Mr. Fendy. He mentioned that his hometown, Segamat was having a serious flood and he can't even go back to home. He is currently staying in a place set up for flood victims. No matter how, I sincerely pray hard for all the flood victims. May everything recover as soon as possible. Blessing~~~

今年，可说是财源滚滚来的一年。感谢州政府，也感谢银行。钱是钱，前是前。钱再多，也买不回从前，很可惜。但不管怎样，还是要感恩。谢谢。。。

Great and Safe Journey for Tomorrow

1/2 Year = 6 Months = 184 Days

2011-01-27T23:20:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Friday. Well, finally the 6th month has come. 1/2 year sounds like very short. For 6 months, it sounds moderately short while 184 days seem like sound quite long. Hmmm, 27th. I think 27th has become such a sensitive date for me regardless it falls on which months.....

Look at the number, 27. For me, 2 is a very nice number, I just love it but 7 doesn't seem to be my favorite number. In fact, I think I have started to hate number 7.....

27th January. A date that I have waited for so long. I thought that 184 days should be enough but yet it's not. The day comes and I just realized that 184 days not even enough to make a Cancer guy's awake.....

Living in the past is not a good sign especially when everyone surrounding you are moving forward. As a human who stay in this unfair world, we shall step by step moving forward. It's a cycle. Perhaps, there are many beautiful dreams waiting for you to discover in every step you move up. However, maybe I can't really put myself into this statement. Perhaps for me, the dreams in the past were much more beautiful and perfect.....

I don't know how long can I sustain my Past Tense Dreamer characteristic. Since 184 days doesn't enough, then what about 365 days??? Or 730 days??? But if 2012 really comes, then I have only 693 days. But what if 693 days also not enough??? Am I going to take the Past Tense Dream and continue to sustain it in another world of dream??? Hmmm, tonight suddenly got a lot of thoughts and questions. Hahaha.....

Whatever it is, 27.01.2011, a walk of sensitive for every 27th. Dream is still continue even though it's a Past Tense Dream.....

Great Dreamer

The Mighty Car - JGA 5268

2011-01-23T21:44:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Monday. This post is for the purpose of record down the happy moment where I spent with Calix and gang.....

Friday

I went to Taylor University to meet with Calix, Chloe, Queenie and a new friend called William. We had our dinner in the restaurant used for practical for Taylor's students. It's a simple luxury dinner because there were peoples served us. Dishes for that day were vegetables pie, lamb steak, chocolate cake and etc. That's my first dinner with Calix after Batu Pahat visitation. Quite an enjoyable moment =)

After the dinner session, we had a simple chatting night beside the lake in Taylor. Such a great night view and there were a lot of funny topics being raised out. It's just the feeling was quite weird because I was sitting in the middle of 1 couples and 1-soon-to-be couple. Hmmm, just realized there were many friends already entered into relationship. Many friends are able to celebrating 2011 Valentine's Day. What about me??? I am still standing on the same point. Didn't move at all. Anyway, it's still an enjoyable moment.....

We went to Chloe's house after the session. Basically, we were just have a simple rest before shoot up to Genting. Well, that was the first time I went to Genting together with Calix. The moment where we experienced the cold wind while walking from car park to Starbucks will always remain in my memory. Basically, it's just a simple Starbucks night. Hmmm, Genting Starbucks is always the Starbucks outlet that I love the most. It not only stored coffees, it also stored the most memorable memory for me.....

As usual, we had our coffee, hot chocolates, cakes and a simple chatting night there. The topic for that night was about their love story and I am just a listener. It's kind of special night and then we went back on about 4.30 a.m. and reached Chloe's house at 6 a.m. After that, needless to say, we spend our night at her house.....

Saturday

We woke up at around 10.30 a.m. After preparation, we went to Mid Valley for our whole day outgoing session. Due to our hungriness, we had our luxury lunch in Tony Roma restaurant. Because we have heard that the meal in Tony Roma was in huge size, so we just ordered 3 meals and shared among 4 of us. But when the foods reached, just realized that it's not as huge as we perceive. By the way, we were still full. I have brought Calix and Chloe to Chili's and Tony Roma. Our next meal will be in T.G.I Friday =)

After the lunch, then came the moment which I have longed for long time. It's our 2 continuous movies movie session. We watched Homecoming first the followed by Great Day. Queenie just joined us for Homecoming because she needs to meet her friend. Well, both were awesome movies. According to Calix, Homecoming is a movie which consisted of a lot of funny scenes and promote positive values while Great Day is a movie where you need to watch by your heart and then you will realized the messages and values. It's just great to watch the movies with friends who were in the same world as me. Feeling has back and it's marvelous. Anyway, after the 2 movies, a lot of memories, feelings and thoughts appeared in my mind. I just feel like..........Hmmm, unexplainable.....

We finished our movie session on 7.15 p.m. Then 3 of us just strolling around in Mid Valley. Plan to shop for something but unfortunately there was no fruitful shopping. When the time reached 8 p.m. we had our prosperous dinner in Manhattan Fish Market Restaurant. We ordered a seafood platter. OMG, the platter was extremely nice. It consisted of herb rice, potato chips, fish, long leg crab, squid and prawn. Didn't really expect that I got a chance to tasted seafood with Calix in K.L. By the way, a special topic arise during our dinner. We plan to have a fishing session in a big ocean. Well, this CNY, I am going to ask my dad regarding the fishing rode and fishing accessories that he sell last time. Don't know whether there is still any stocks left. If yes, going to grab from him and then may we put our dream into realistic. First station - Tasik Kenyir in my lovely hometown. Hahaha, Calix, no worry, I got many holes regarding ships for fishing in Tasik Kenyir. Hopefully the dream comes true and then you can visit to my new home in KT. My mom is always waiting =)

Basically, that's all for the 2 days 1 night tour. Thanks for Calix, Chloe and Queenie for the Great Day. The feeling that I have longed for such a long time have been reached. The rapport between me and Calix is still there and I believed it is always there. I really feel happy that after graduated from MMU, I am still able to keep in touch with this friend even though we were apart. In fact, the times that I meet him is even more than the times I meet my MMU's friends who stayed in KL. Already 7 months I left MMU but within this period, I have meet with Calix 4 times. So, in average, we meet once in 2 months. Pray hard that this situation can be continue. Perhaps, the situation whereby I visit to Batu Pahat or Muar once in 2 months time and he visit KL once in 2 months time will be good. May the friendship keep on continue, blossom and long lasting =)

曾几何时，因为没有钱，因为没有车，我输掉了很多很重要的东西。Calix说，这个世界是很不公平的，当你接触的人越来越多时，你就会发现这个世界多么的不公平。唯一公平的就是每个人都要死。现在的我，钱，我有很多，全部都是靠我自己努力赚回来的。车呢，上两个星期去看了car exhibition。现在在等3月4号，到时如果真的确定被posted在KL工作的话，就肯定会出一辆车，希望一切顺利。钱，可以买得回以前的时间吗？？？如果可以的话，我会愿意将户口里所有的钱，买回我在MMU的时间。我不贪心，最后两个sem就好。Hmmm, whatever it is, it's impossible. It's just I am still living in the past and reluctant to looking forward. Just to shout something nonsense. Do ignore if readers think that it's nonsense. Hahaha =)

Ooo yaa, as a Lender of Luck, I am disbursing my luck to the someone.....

Great Luck to the Someone

I look old with the formal blazer

The Couple

Starbucks Night

Pina Colada

Our Drinks

Dedicated to those Who Love Pasta

Dedicated to those Who Love Western Foods

Dedicated to those Who Love Foods

Foods of Love

Lender of Luck

2011-01-19T23:29:00.008+08:00

Say Hi to the night before Thaipusam. Well, I reached my KL's home at about 11.30 p.m. last night. It's totally worth to went back to KT this time. Really have to thanks to the state government for organized such a grand second "convocation" ceremony for me and most importantly, thanks for the motivation given =)

Yesterday, when the Menteri Besar shake hand with me, he did asked me whether I am study or working. I said I am working in a bank. Yeah, proudly to say, I am working in a bank. I realized that many peoples do envy and look high at those who were able to entered into a bank. Well, for me, I don't think there is any special thing. Basically, it's just a career, an occupation where I need to earn money to support my living. In short, it's just one of the character that appear in my life cycle.....

Well, bank acts as Lender for clients who need financing. Then the bank earned some interest incomes which they charged to clients to compensate for the risk that the bank takes.....

My training will finish on 4th of March and most probably I will be posted as an Credit Executives whereby my job functions are to evaluate, analyze and write credit proposal for those businesses who apply business loan for their business. When attending the credit training, the text book required us to think ourselves as Lender, think of we are lending our own money so that the credit proposals that we write will be in an objective view.....

I would say, in order to be objective in performing my task, I will treat myself as a Lender. However, I would also like to become the Lender of Luck for the someone who might in need of luck.....

To be honest, I have no idea whether the someone need luck or not. The someone might not even need my luck at all and not even bother to borrow luck from me. But yet, I am willing to become the Lender of Luck. No worry, it's all my willingness to lend. There is no any interest rate charged. There is no need to pay interest or principal. It's just based on my own willingness and this blog post is the contract of lending. It only required one signature and that signature comes only from me.....

Interest Rate = 0%

Monthly Installment = 0

Principal = 0

Loan Tenure = Infinity

Great Luck to the Someone

--- Lender of Luck---

Mother's Love

2011-01-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

Later 10 p.m. will go back to Kuala Terengganu. I am going back by bus. Not able to join Wei Loon for the flight because today was another first day of my job attachment in HQ and therefore it would be very rush for me if I want to go to airport. By the way, tomorrow night will come back to KL by MAS.....

Just now, after finished working hours, I went to KLCC to buy some Portuguese Egg Tarts for my lovely parents. Portuguese Egg Tart was my parents favorite foods and it is hardly to find in KT. So, I just bought some for their breakfast tomorrow. But then when I just reached home, guess what happen??? My mom called me and asked me what breakfast that I want to have for tomorrow. Hahaha, another coincidence thing. Hmmm, mom is still a mom. She is still the same, always asked me what foods that I want to eat whenever I want to go back KT. Previously when I am going back from Malacca to KT, she will also prepared foods that I like. Now is still the same. Really thanks a lot =)

It has been quite a long time didn't take a long distance bus. Hmmm, the feeling is like.....I also don't know how to say. Hehehe, alone in the bus can provide an opportunity for me to think back a lot of things. It's good also to get back the feeling. Hahaha, just wait and see how later =)

Great and Safe Journey to KT

Kuala Lumpur, Terengganu, Batu Pahat

2011-01-14T23:11:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the day before weekend. Finally I finished the group project and now waiting for presentation. Hopefully, everything will be going smooth for the new year.....

Last night got a tag from Calix in FB. He planned to come to KL for the next Taylor luxury dinner in this coming Friday. Hahaha, talk about this, there was actually a coincident thing happened. Yesterday when I was on my way coming back home, I just planned to tag him in FB and tell him that I planned to have my second visit to Batu Pahat. But then when reached home, on the FB and then I saw his tag. Hahaha, shall I called this a rapport??? Hmmm, it's really a long time didn't experience such a rapport with this best friend after leaved MMU. Again, the feeling has come back =)

I am going back to KT in this coming Monday night to attend a ceremony. It will be a rush because I am going back to KL on Tuesday. Mom called me just now to confirm the time and I did requested her to buy me few packets of keropok. She then asked me which types of keropok that I want, is it the same type as she bought for me to give to Calix last time. Hahaha, can't believe my mom still remembered that. Then I answer yes. It's exactly the same because I am going to give the keropok to Calix also. Hahaha, may the Pang's family can try some keropok during this CNY. If not mistaken, I remembered that his sisters like the keropok that I gave last time very much =)

Since Calix will come to KL this weekend, then I think I might as well postpone my trip to Batu Pahat to a date after CNY. Really can't wait to meet them because I was hunger to watch Tian Tian Hao Tian with them, karaoke and for sure, some great foods. Hahaha, well talk about the movie, can't believe I can't find any friends to accompany me to watch that movie. They just perceive that that type of movie is not worth watching. OMG, I am really speechless. Whatever it is, it is important to get friends from the same world to watch the movie. Only then it will generate a great great feeling. Looking forward to get back the feeling of MBO in Malacca =)

Hope the plan will be going smooth on Friday. May I reach KT safely on Monday. May everyone has a great weekend =)

Great Plan for Friday

世界，要有爱才完美 2

2011-01-10T23:21:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the night of 10.01.2011. The blog post for tonight is titled 世界，要有爱才完美. I still remembered previously I got a blog post which has the same title. That was in 19.12.2009 where I posted it after watch the great movie Avatar. A look back can be link as below.....

http://kimthor87.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post.html

Just a short story to share for tonight. Just now I have dinner with my colleagues in Old Town in Times Square. After finish the dinner,then we went to Starbucks to compile our final assignment. I leave Times Square at 9.45 p.m. and walked to the nearby LRT station which was about 10 minutes walking distance from Times Square.....

After I crossed the main road. I was walking in front of a young girl and in front of him was an blind old man. I observed that the old man was using his stick as a support for direction. At once, the old man walked skewed to the right side and going to hit the wall of Pudu Jail. Then the girl hold him and direct him to the correct path. After that I think the girl was in rush because she walked very fast and ahead of the old man.....

Then I took over the helping situation. I didn't hold the old man because I am afraid that he will feel uncomfortable. However, I walked beside him closely and keep on monitor the road in front of us. It's just a straight road and whenever I saw his walking skewed towards right or left, then I hold his arm and direct him to the correct path.....

After that, another guy who walked quite fast has passed both of us. When he noticed about the old man, he straight away hold his arm and keep on guide him along the way. When all of us reached LRT station, the old man was still continue his journey but the guy and me need to take LRT. I heard the guy told the old man to be careful as he need to stop there.....

That's all about the story. Honestly say, for so long I thought that the world has change. Change to become loveless and everyone was so selfish for their own sake of benefits. But tonight, I realized that there are still loves in the world. I don't know whether that's a coincidence situation that happened once in 1001 times (OMG, today is 10.01. Hahaha). But I did saw the love between human in real. Although we can't help everyone in this world, and we don't really guide the old man until he reach his final destination, but at least we offered our help until our limit.....

Great Love in the World

Feeling

2011-01-09T15:09:00.005+08:00

Say Good Day to Sunday. Well, yesterday was a memorable day. Johnson and Chun Wei came to K.L to shop for some new shirts for CNY. Therefore, Wei Loon and me have a meet with them.....

All of us meet in Times Square at about 12.30 p.m. It has been such a long time all of us didn't meet up. Really feel great for the meet. I really miss them very much. Miss the time when all of studied in MMU, miss the time when we went to have satays, miss the time when we went to Genting and miss the time we shared our heart story.....

We had our lunch in Gasoline. For me, it was really a great lunch. Not because of the foods and indeed the service was sucks. It was great because we have our Kao Pe chatting session, a lot of funny jokes and laughing were there. What I can say is, the feeling has come back.....

Well, talk about feeling. I am a guy who emphasize on feeling very much. I also don't know why. I like to search for feeling. Like to search for the feeling where the people, situation, environment, weather, music, food, topic and everything match with what I want and what is my mood on that time.....

Hmmm, suddenly remembered a sentence that came out from Calix's mouth. That time we walked into U-Center near Ixora to buy somethings. Then he talked about my personality, he said for him, I am the kind of person with some kind of artistic characteristic. I don't really concern about his saying that time. But now when thinking back, I think what he said is true. I am a dreamer, a dreamer who can't stop searching for his true feeling. Perhaps, this type of characteristic is too complicated for some peoples. Whatever it is, I don't want to change. Hehe =)

I spend the whole yesterday in Times Square. Basically, I am just strolling around. Wisely and Quenny also came to joined us yesterday. Johnson and Chun Wei have bought a lot of shirts and for sure, there were a lot of heart stories shared too. We had our dinner together also. Just the bad thing was Wei Loon leave earlier because he got something to do. I was assigned to plan for the next gathering. Therefore, looking forward to meet them again, looking forward for the next feeling.....

Hmmm, all of a sudden, I miss the old time. Don't know when all of us can get back into the old time again??? Hahaha. Few days ago had a steamboat for dinner. The steamboat was sucks. Really miss the feeling when I had the porridge steamboat and crabbie dinner in Melaka with Calix and gang. Miss the time when I have mid night drink with Kap Siao Group also. Well, I think I shall go to Batu Pahat again within this month or next month after CNY and Valentine's Day. Going to contact with Calix and ask him when is him available. Hehe, really can't wait to get back the feeling of crabbie dinner, MBO Cinema and Karaoke session.....

Attached below was a photo where 4 of us took together during the time when we were in Genting. We called it the photo of 4 God of Gamblers. Hahaha. Yesterday, we did took a similar photo where 4 of us patterned again. Just wait for Chun Wei for the upload =)

Pattern Kaki

Ooo yaa, I am falling sick again. As usual, coughing and running nose. It's not that serious compared to the most serious time when I was doing my last 2 semesters in MMU. But currently, I am voiceless. Yesterday, Wisely said that he miss my JJ voice. Hahaha, just wait for me to recover and then I will try my best to sing 她说，我还想她，背对背拥抱，第几个一百天，无尽的思念.....

Going to meet with friends later. See you guys in the next gathering.....

2011 First Post - Singapore

2011-01-04T22:40:00.012+08:00

Just finished update my daily private blog. Then now it's the time for me to have the first update for 2011 for this Earth of Golds =)

Today is the third day I came back from Singapore. Well, second time traveled to Singapore, it was so happy and yet so sad. Aha. Before I went there, I shouted in my blog "Hopefully after back from Singapore, I can have a new start". But just when the car started to travel to Singapore, matters that appeared in my mind make me wondering whether I am able to have a new start or not. It seems like very hard. Hehe, whatever it is, I am just wondering. Huhuhu.....

The second time travel to Singapore. The same Clarke Quay, the same Mint Ice Cream, the same Esplanade, the same Bossini, the same Giordano, the same Bread Talk, the same City Hall, the same Merlion, the same "Doors are closing" and the same "Please mind the platform gap". Well, everything seems like remained the same. But is it still the same??? In fact, it's not. Hehe.....

Hmmm, for me, Singapore - a city of mystery, a city that was full with memories, a city where I once kept my promise, a city where I miss somebody.....

Finally, 2011 stepped into my life. Everyone seems like have their new vision, mission and resolution, What about me??? To be honest, I am still living in the past. Hmmm, Cancer is still a Cancer, always love past tense. Hehe, whatever la.....

For 2011, I really don't dare to come out with any vision or mission because I am no longer the previous Kim Thor who stayed strong, determined, fearless and burdenless in Melaka. Perhaps, it's enough for me have a simple wish. I just wish that the previous Kim Thor can faster come back and conquer me. Hahaha. Blessing~~~

Photos as below:

Clarke Quay

Mint Ice Cream is Still my Preference

Kim Thor

Clarke Quay Again

The God Family

It's Me

Nice

A City Where I Once Kept My Promise

A City that Full With Memories

Sky Garden???

Say Great

Choong How + Kim Thor

The Awesome Dessert in MOF

My Green Tea Ice Cream from Hokkaido

Another Great Dessert

Teriyaki Salmon

The Great Rice

Kim Thor + 3 God Sisters

Nice Crabbie Dinner - Dedicated to Those Who Like Foods =)

Specially Dedicated to Calix =)

Dedicated to Those Who Love Foods =)

Slow Head

Salted Egg with Fried Pork Meat

Cooked All the La La Zai and Eat All the La La Zai =)

Choong How + Yan Ni

Looks Familiar???

Kim Thor

Kim Thor Again

The God Sisters

Spectacles + Less

What Pattern is This???

My Cute God Nephew

Me Again

Mavis is Emo + Ing

MRT Station

The Christmas Gift from 2nd God Sister

Merry Christmas???

Ooo yaa, today saw a stupid and fucking guy in Training Center. Guess what??? He pull out about 6 to 7 sheets of tissues from the container in the toilet just to dry his hands. Every time when I want to dry my hand, I will just used the hand dryer and even I took tissue, I will only took 1 sheet and that stupid guy took 6 to 7 sheets. I hate peoples who don't preserve the resources in the world and don't know how to love and sustain the earth!!!!

Great Love to Earth

5th Months - Quick Recap of 2010

2010-12-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the 5th months. Tomorrow night will be going to Singapore, to countdown for the new year and to visit my god sisters. Hmmm, year 2010 will be ended in few more days. Time really flies. Aha, looks like I have mentioned this sentence many times in my blog. Don't really like the time which flies so fast but at the same time, hope that it can flies as fast as possible. Don't really know what I want. Perhaps, 2010 is a year which full of memories, both sweet and sour.....

Most probably, this post will be the last post for year 2010. As what I update in 31.12.2009, let me make a quick recap of my first-time activities in year 2010.....

1) First time ride on motorcycle after got my license 5 years ago - Thanks Wei Loon

2) First time experience 初九拜天宫 after living for 23 years - I don't dare to declare myself as a Hokkien

3) First time went to Genting 4 times in a year - Unforgettable memory

4) First time entered into Casino and won some monies - Great experience

5) First time fall so deep and yet, the feeling is still there - I listen to the advice by 张小娴

6) First time went to Singapore - I miss Universal Studio

7) First time went to Batu Pahat - Thanks to Calix and Chloe

8) First time sit in front of the windows and counting down for the rain - I miss the time when I closed the windows and covered myself with handmade blanket

9) First time graduated as a first class degree student - Thanks to parents, lecturers and course mates

10) First time realized that there is only one thing that will last forever in the world, and the thing is called nothing - I was so innocent

11) First time realized that I was a kind hearted person - Welcome

12) First time understand that a wrong timing can caused everything to be turned out wrongly - Do I have another chance which will be in a right timing???

13) First time attended so many job interviews - I got 3 offers

14) First time got a permanent and high paid job - No longer depend on family

15) First time worked in K.L - I don't really like this place

16) First time act so irrational and irritating - Speechless

17) First time stay awake for the whole night to do assignment - I will still do it if I got the chance. No regret

18) First time wear coat - Everyone said I looks like a manager

19) First time using Debit Card - Thanks to my bank

20) First time launched my personal private blog - Got scolded and I realized that it was my fault

21) First time dine in Chili's, T.G.I Friday and Subway - I love foods

22) First time using 2 hand phones - 010 + 017 = 02

23) First time see doctor with medicine charge of RM 90 - Thanks bank for paying for me

24) First time I can't do what I have promised - Refer to statement 16

25) First time experience insomnia for so many nights in a year - I have no regret

26) First time.....

27) First time.....

28) First time.....

Today is 28th of December and I got 28 first-time experiences in 2010. I think it is actually more than 28 and I just record down the 28 memorable one. As you all can see, another 3 first-times from statement 26 - 28 are keep in blank. But do they really blank??? No, they are visible, but in my private blog =)

Previous year, my wish for year 2010 sounded:

I hope the 4 months in the last semester can pass slowly and last longer. I am not the greedy one. How good is it if in the last semester, every normal 1 second can pass as slow as every normal 10 second.....

For the coming 2011:

I wish my family, friends and everyone stay healthy and happy. Please take good care, holding the true value and be the real own. For myself, I wish that I can be the one who was in MMU previously. Weak and yet strong, "do" whatever I like and "don't" whatever I dislike.....

Great Night

Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T22:50:00.006+08:00

Say Merry Christmas to all before the Christmas ends in 1 more hour. Well, Christmas was always a memorable festival for me since I joined MMU. In my memory, previous Christmas were celebrated with Calix's group and Kap Siao's group. One year was a More Cafe and Bedtime Stories session while another year was Sibaraku and Treasure Hunt's session. A look-back can be link in below:

http://kimthor87.blogspot.com/2008/12/merry-christmas.html

http://kimthor87.blogspot.com/2009/12/christmass-treasure-hunt.html

Previosuly, celebrations were circulated on cinema and food session. This year, although I have left MMU, but celebration was still about the same, cinema and food =)

Last night, me, Cin Lo, Lim Hwa, Shin Ying, Pin Boon and Katharine out to celebrated Christmas Eve 2010 in 1 Utama. Hmmm, due to the traffic jam, I reached there at almost 8 p.m. and then went to fetch Cin Lo with Lim Hwa.....

We had our dinner in Fish & Co. I ordered a New York Fish and Chip. Wow, that food tasted great. Add together with a simple chatting session, the gathering was just perfect. Looking forward for another Fish & Co. session. Ooo yaa, it has been quite a long time didn't meet with Cin Lo. It's a great opportunity that she joined us. Hahaha =)

After the food session, we were just strolling around and then bought something in Jusco. I had a mangosteen ice cream. Not bad. Ahaha. We bought Christmas hat as well. When the time reached 11.30 p.m, we went to watch a movie called Gulliver's Travel. Hmmm, for me, it's not really a nice movie. Didn't really meet my expectation but can't deny that the movie provided a good value =)

Session finished at 1.30 p.m. and I overnight at Lim Hwa's house.....

Today, woke up quite early because have a teeth treatment session with my dentist. It's the last simple treatment and everything going smooth. Thank Lim Hwa for fetching me. Just wait for my car to arrive next year and then most probably we are going to have more gathering =)

After that, I went to Pavillion to meet with my God Family. Nice to joined them for this year Christmas. Basically, we were taking photos with those Christmas decoration and then went to Starbucks for a hi tea session. I had my Peppermint Mocha and Chicken Finger Sandwiches. Yeah!!!

Well, it's really hard to get a friend to accompany me to Starbucks because most of them perceive that it's a high expense cafe. Feel happy that my God Sis are Starbucks's Kaki. Well, not to say I am rich and like to hang in Starbucks Coffee. But I just like the environment and beverages, especially the one in Genting. Hehe. Now already working, I earned my own income and no longer using family's money. I don't feel guilty for spending my own hard earned money. Well, money was earned in a hard way and I shall spend in a happy way. That's my life =)

A lot of peoples always thought that I am a guy who are prudent in spending. Yeah, can't deny that I was quite prudent during my university life (except my last 2 semesters). Hmmm, it's not that I am prudent. Just wanted to say, I am different with many of you who took study loan. When you take study loan, you only need to take responsibility to yourself. I don't take study loan and all my expenses were covered by my parents. They earned their money in a hard way, I just don't want to simply spend their hard earned money. That's why I study hard during university's life. It's not totally because of myself but it's also because of my responsibility to them as well. Just hope they understand that their money was not wasted in covering my study fees and now it's proven. Everything ended now. I got a permanent job and fixed salary, I can spend my money in whatever way I like and for sure I am not going to forget who raise me up. Just want to say, I am not a Second Generation Joe. I spend what I earned =)

Hmmm, seems like out of topic. Hahaha. Alright, let's continue. After the Pavillion session, I went back to house due to the heavy tiredness. Have a great evening sleep =)

Basically, that's all for my 2010 Christmas. Simple and yet memorable. I am looking forward for 29th December to travel to Singapore for a New Year countdown. It's should be fun =)

Below are some photos for sharing:

My Kola Tonic

Lim Hwa + Kim Thor + Cin Lo

Preparing for Christmas

The Team!!!

The Four

Kim Thor + Cin Lo

Shin Ying + Cin Lo

Last night don't really sleep well in Lim Hwa's house. Got a few dreams. Hmmm, I don't know whether I should feel grateful for the dreams or not. Whatever it is, last wishes to all, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year =)

Great Christmas Night

First 2010 Christmas Gift

2010-12-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to 21.12.2010. Well, I just update my daily private blog, now update the open blog. Hahaha, seems like it's all about blog. Hmmm, just 2 days ago I mentioned that I am not going to have a frequent update for this blog unless there is any memorable matter, and then the next day, which was yesterday, I got a gift.....

Yesterday morning, when I entered into the lecture hall, then Clover and Emily handed me a surprise Christmas gift. It was my first Christmas gift for this 2010. It was a box contained 2 gifts, a wallet and a belt. Really thanks both of them for the gifts, Thank You very much. I appreciate it a lot.....

Well, I will wear the new belt. But for the wallet, I am not going to use it now and will keep it first. There is nothing wrong with the wallet and in fact, the wallet was nice and great designed. I appreciate whatever gift from my friends. Hmmm, it's just I have a very weird characteristic. When something has followed me for a long time, I feel reluctant to change them even though they were damaged. Exception is when they are really can't be used anymore. Since I was small, whenever there is people say " Hey, your bag (example) has been used for long time already, please change it la." Then I will say, 有些东西用久了，有感情的.....

That's my character. For my old wallet, even though it was highly damaged, but yet I shall say that it still can be used. Just feel reluctant to change it as it has followed me for 6 years. Really got feeling towards it. Not lie.....

I have a Pentel Automatic Pencil too in my pencil box. The head of the pencil was spoiled also, but yet I am still using it. Know why??? Because it has followed me for 8 years. Kim Thor shout out loud: Zhen Yong, I am managed to keep the pencil for 8 years!!! Hahaha. I Still remembered there is one time I left my pencil case in CLC. I was crazily looking for the pencil case, it's actually because of the pencil, other than my expensive financial calculator.

Another thing is my bag which I used in MMU. I remembered I bought the bag with Calix accompany during my 1st year 2nd semester. Wherever I go, I will bring along the bag together and after I have used it for 2.5 years, then it's now spoiled. The damages were serious and that time I am still using it when outing with Wei Loon. I think he remembered that, hahaha. But now, change to Padini executive bad already and yet, the MMU bag is still with me =)

Ooo yaa, today is 12.21.2010. Well, 1221, one-two-two-one, a nice date and I still remember =)

Below are some photos for sharing:

New Wallet

New Belt

New Wallet + New Belt

Old Wallet

Can You Spot the Damages???

This Is More Obvious

Today was a tired day. I have woke up automatically again today at 5.30 a.m. and then can't fall asleep anymore. I think this has became a routine which I hate it very much. Again, didn't concentrate for today's class. Hahaha. Haizzz, Dear God, I sincerely pray hard that you granted a sleep-to-7 a.m. for me. Namoamitabha. Have to sleep after this~

Great Night

Last Update???

2010-12-19T23:17:00.006+08:00

Say Hi to Sunday. Well, yesterday didn't update my blog because I was staying in Lim Hwa house. Actually, yesterday morning I did went to see dentist to follow up for my dental treatment. Everything going smooth. At the evening, I went to meet Lim Hwa and Fong Li in 1 Utama for the purpose of visiting my grandfather at night.....

By the time I reached 1 Utama, it's already 6.30 p.m. and then we went to search for foods for dinner. There were quite a numbers of restaurant but then at last, we walked into a restaurant called New York Deli. Basically, there was western food and I ordered a Latino Chicken Chop, Lim Hwa ordered a Teriyaki Chicken Chop while Fong Li ordered a seafood pizza. My dish tasted not bad but just too salty.....

After that, we headed to my uncle's house in Klang to visit my grandfather. Well, glad to see my grandfather was in a healthy state. Wish him a nice travel to China this Monday. Basically, we just doing nothing there, play with my cousins and accompany my grandfather watch 3 kingdoms. By the way, it was such a great night to gather with relatives =)

We headed back to Lim Hwa's house and reached there at about 12 a.m. Have a meet with Shin Ying, a friend who I have not meet for a long time. Then, together with Pin Boon, 5 of us went to have a drinking session. A great night for me =)

I slept at about 3 a.m. that night. Today woke up at 10 a.m, while waiting for Lim Hwa and Fong Li, I just stayed in front of the computer and online. At about 11.30 a.m, as what I promised, I treated both of them a Dim Sum session as our brunch. Ordered a lot of foods and it was indeed a full brunch for me =)

After that, have the opportunity to watch Social Network. Hmmm, finally I have the chance to watch the 2 hours movie. Well, let me think what to comment about the movie. Alright, the movie was out of my expectation, or shall I say the personality of the FB founder was out of my expectation??? It was a story about business and friendship. I don't know how true is the story of the movie, just feel that the founder was not behave well. Or maybe because he has his own genius thinking and don't really know how to socialize with the others??? I have no idea about that. One thing that I was shocked was he tend to scolded and accused his girlfriend in his blog after her girlfriend broke up with him. Hahaha. And the reason he set up the social network site was partly because of the broke. Hmmm, he did it and now, he was the youngest billionaire in the world. Congratulation!!!

Just now have a dinner with Fong Li's family before they sent me home. Hmmm, thinking back the old time, I think I know Fong Li started from kindergarden. Until now, it was almost 18 years. My memory with her was that we used to help each other when we faced problems during primary school. Until Form 6, she was still my best friend and provided me a lot of supports for whatever activities that I organized in Form 6. The same happened to all the classmates, Fuh Xiong, Tai Koon, Shin Ying, Lim Hwa, Hui Ru, Cin Lo, Pei Ting and all the rest. I will always remembered that you all have assisted me to achieved my dream which was to organize a singing competition and it was great one. Got a call from Pei Li just now and realized that she was in K.L, hopefully we all have the opportunity to meet her. Also, looking forward to meet you all this Chinese New Year...

These few days were happy days for me because it has been a long time didn't meet up with all these old classmates. If Cin Lo can meet us in I Utama that day, then it will be great too. Special thanks to Lim Hwa, Fong Li and Shin Ying for the caring these 2 days. Appreciate it a lot =)

Ooo yaa, after watch the Social Network and listen to the advises provided by Fong Li, I gain some new insights. I think it would be better for me to update my daily blog in a format. Thank Fong Li for the reminder. I have launch a new private blog just now for my daily update. Everything is about the same as this blog except the privacy issue. So is it means that this will be the last blog post or I am going to shut down this current blog??? Definitely not. I am a dreamer and I appreciate all my memories. This blog keep most of the sweet memories in MMU and I will always remember the one who initiated me for writing blog. Not going to have frequent update here. Probably it will be like last time when I used to update it if there is anything which I think is memorable. So, the next update for this blog probably will be on next week, Christmas. Welcome if there is an update =)

I am not a bad guy, I am not crazy, I am not emotional, I am not harming, I am not playful, I am not pervert. I am just a Cancer zodiac guy who true to his own feeling. Thank You.....

Tonight will share the last song and the last movie:

Last Movie - 天天好天

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvmL4V0r4JA

This is a Malaysia's chinese movie.

It has all the same characters as Woo Hoo.

I saw it's advertisement in bus yesterday when headed to I Utama.

Feel that it is nice movie.

It's a movie talk about love between family relationship.

I think She will love this movie.

May She has the chance to watch it when the movie is up.

Blessing~

祝

天天好天

Last Song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2VvIR9oTZIA - 原唱 - 陶吉吉

I love this song very much when I was in Form 4.

I remembered I once sang this song in karaoke before I left MMU.

That's the first time I sang this song in karaoke.

Is that the last time???

I Don't Know

Thank You

Great Sleep to 7 a.m

1.

2010-12-17T23:07:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to the day before weekend. Well, last night's sleep was not really a good one. I am able to fall asleep, but don't know why recently I will always wake up automatically at 5.30 a.m. and I was supposed to sleep until 7 a.m. Then after wake up, cannot continue to sleep anymore. Don't really like this type of situation. My god bro told me that this happen because I am not able to put down all the stress and fully relaxing myself. Well, sound true also, every time when I wake up, the my brain will straight come out with those matter. I need blessing~

Today, after wake up, there was nothing I can do. So just open up the FB. Well, the first post that I saw was attracting me. It's just a simple click inside, then everything were revealed. Hahaha, by the way, I was not shocked because few friends already inform me about that matter. What I seen this morning was just a truth. Aha.....

Hmmm, I don't really know why I will behave like this. Honestly say, the previous Kim Thor was not behave in that manner. Previously, not to say long time ago, just talk about the nearest time during my university life. I enjoy my life every day. Have fun with friends, study with pleasure, sing hard, eat nice, got recognition in Banking & Finance and etc. I can live with myself, stay free, steady, dashing and refined Don't have any stress and I can easily put down whatever sadness matters and don't bother about any problems. But now, it seems like I have lost the foremost steady and dashing characteristic of mine. Don't really smile happily and used to act irrational. Hmmm.....

Why like this??? Calix was my best friend and he knew me very much. When I visit to B.P, I once asked him why I will behave so irrational and this is not really the Kim Thor that he knew. Well, his answer is "Because you have act extremely serious this time and your stubborn has caused that too. However, stubborn is a good thing because it makes you stronger." Perhaps, it's true. Previously, I don't really committed to a high level of seriousness but this time, I used to be committed. I was a rational person for so long but this time, I lose to it. Therefore, stubborn seems don't make me strong and in fact, it makes me weaker. Haha. I also hope that I can get rid off from this behavior but yet, I failed. Since I can't get rid off it, then by as well let it be.....

Today when sitting inside the LRT, an uncle came in from Masjid Jamek station and asked me how to go to Bukit Jalil. Then I informed him that I was going to that station also and asked him to follow me. Then I teach him the way to see the LRT route. He told me that he was from Singapore and that's the first time he took Malaysia LRT. Important point is he praised that Malaysia's LRT is good. OMG, then I just answered him sweatily, I think Singapore's MRT is much more better. Then he said Malaysia's one is not bad too. Hmmm, whatever it is. Let it be and by the way, I did a great thing again =)

Tomorrow will have an outgoing session with my god bro. Then will go and meet Lim Hwa and Fong Li in Sunway. After that will go to visit my grandfather. Hopefully, everything going smooth tomorrow.....

Again, please don't perceive this blog post as an emotional post. In fact, it is not and please don't ever perceive it as a blog to gain sympathy. If those are the purposes, I might as well post it in FB rather than this Earth of Golds. It is just a voice out of whatever my true feeling in my blog. Thank You~

It's Saturday. May everyone has a lovely weekend. So do I. May both of Them enjoy the weekend as well. Blessing~

Song for Today - 无眠 - 原唱 - 苏打绿 (Shared Before)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2TtliknCEA

不管要多少时间

多少眼泪

多少落空来等待

不管你是不是会回来

其实我也不明白

为什么如此傻傻的期盼

你是我仅有的爱

我想你

Great Sleep Well Night

16.12.2010

2010-12-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

R1. Say Hi to the 16.12.2010. Well, can't believe I really didn't sleep for the whole last night. Hahaha. It's part of Emo night and it's part of study night also. Today's actually got an exam for the last class of Investment Banking. 350 slides need to be finish in 1 night. Hohoho. Luckily, I am still able to conquer the exam.....

Haizzz, sometimes just feel like I am a useless person. Already finish my degree and now still have to attend training, doing nothing while taking high paid salary. Some peoples might see this as a good thing. Well, I shall say you see me good, I see you good =)

Today is a tired day. Can't really write much. This weekend will be full with activities. Sometimes feel lazy even though it is an outgoing activities. By the way, I am a working person, perhaps I shall fully utilize my weekend =)

That's all for tonight. Perhaps, tomorrow will write more =)

Song for Today - 凌晨3点钟 - 原唱 - 张智诚

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvTL31lNJoU

如果时钟倒着走

我不会再让你走

时间改变了很多事情

我却改变不了时间

虽然我改变不了时间

但我不想让时间改变我

只可以说

我还是一样

没有变

Great Night

一年了

2010-12-15T22:31:00.005+08:00

15.12.2009 - 星期二，我发现自己原来。。。。。因为某些事情，我失眠了

15.12.2010 - 星期三，我发现自己还是。。。。。因为同类的事，我将失眠

原来

一年前的我

跟

一年后的我

还是一样

还是没有变

有些事情

答应得很容易

却发现

自己原来没有那么的潇洒

我答应了的事情

我做不到

对不起

恭喜

~ I'm O.K ~

Appreciate

2010-12-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to The Earth of Golds. Hmmm, thought that last night would be a sleepless night but luckily still able to fall in sleep. It's just have a nightmare at about 5.30 a.m. and that drag me up from my sleep. Well, not to say it's a nightmare, it's just suddenly feel like got something pull my legs. But actually this is already normal for me and it used to happen once a while. I also don't know why. Maybe sometimes got too many things to think about and that stress has cause that to happen.....

Well, say goodbye to yesterday. It's just some things happen and make me feel so moodless and emo. Talk about today. Today still continue the Investment Banking class and today focus more on bond and mergers and acquisitions. All these things I have learnt before in University. Feel great that I am the degree holder of Banking and Finance from MMU. I learnt a lot of things that others don't get in other universities. By the way, I am not to compared who got more knowledge, I am willing to share my knowledge. It's just suddenly feel proud to be MMU student =)

Another thing is that I feel great to have Mr. KT as my trainer for this few days class. My impression to him is that, he is a trainer which teach seriously and make sure that all the participants understand what he is teaching. Besides, he loves to share his knowledge about CFA. Another crucial point is that, he behave in such a good manner, polite, motiveless and very gentle. Hope that I can be a good friend with him =)

15.12.2010 will comes in 1 more hour. Soon, a lot of festivals will visit. Time flies and so fast, it will get into another new year. Hmmm, it is a good thing for time to flies??? I also don't know. If it's really flies, I wish when I wake up tomorrow, then it will be year 2013. Just feel like want to see what will happen in future, what will change and what still remains. Somehow, I am afraid of encounter all the upcoming festivals, afraid of encounter the new days Why??? I also don't know??? Don't really know what I want. Sometimes, just hope the time can stop moving, I still don't have the preparation to leave all the past tense. It's moving too fast and I can't follow up. Can give me a chance to enjoy a longer enjoyment???

Anyway, just a sudden voice out of my dream. I am a dreamer, a dreamer who dream in his Earth of Golds. By the way, everything is just a dream. It's impossible that time will stop tic tac+ing. Hmmm, may everyone, regardless of those beside me or apart from me, have a happy and healthy life. I appreciate friendship, appreciate memories and appreciate my dream. Readers, trust me, everything I said here is true from my heart. Appreciation of friendship, memories and dreams, I did it. Just a trust and everything will be fine. Blessing~~~

Song for Today - 期待爱 - 原唱 - 林俊杰 + 金莎

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HdeWPCt0pg

期待

期待你发现我的爱

无所不在

我自然而然的关怀

期待

会期待

是因为

心里的

那一份

真爱

Great Appreciation Night for Friendship, Memories and Dreams

Say ~ Not ~ Listen

2010-12-13T22:47:00.004+08:00

Hi there. As usual, last night was a sleep well night. Have enough sleep and today was indeed a great class, Introduction to Investment Banking. As you all know, I love investment and therefore, today was paying full attention and learnt a lot of things.....

Got a chance to know a new friend. He is a trainer for the course and holds a Chartered Financial Analyst qualification. I really admire those who hold this qualification because it was very hard to get this qualification. Plan to study for this paper. When??? A couple of years later??? I also don't know.....

Hmmm, don't really have good mood for today, in fact my mood for today was just as same as it's weather, heavily rain. Think a lot of things while lying on bed just now. Realized that the world is full with hypocrite and liar. I am a good guy. I don't do any bad things. I really don't do any bad things!!! But why good luck can't stay long with me and there is always bad luck came upon. Why I can't get the blessing???

Last night have a sleep well night, what about tonight??? I don't think tonight can sleep well. Perhaps it will be a sleepless night. So, that's all for tonight.....

Song for Today - 讲不听 - 原唱 - 光良

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFT9yRQ9y_I

是我讲不听

谁劝都不理

不顾一切

就是爱你

只要你一声叹息

就能动摇我心

是我讲不听

追根究底

这种个性

吃亏注定

当我脆弱的时候

只要你说我爱你就行

就是讲不听

谁劝都不理

就觉得

只要在心里

默默爱着你

那就行了

Great Sleepless Night

A Great Thing A Day

2010-12-12T22:11:00.004+08:00

Say Hi to 12.12.2010. So fast it comes to end of Sunday. Time really flies. Well, last night don't really sleep very well and I am actually slept quite late last night, around 2.30 a.m. I think. The reason was because of updating the blog and also hard to fall asleep when I laid down on the bed. Don't know why there were so many things to think about for last night. But I think should be normal. It happened once in a time. Perhaps it's a great thing =)

Today when to see dentist to do some treatment. Well, dentist expense was really high but luckily bank did covered it for me. Although not cover all, but I only need to pay some and therefore, I should have satisfied.....

After that I went to The Mall to buy my lunch. Just planned to have a simple lunch as the dentist told me not to take hard food first. Ooo yaa, today I did something great again. Guess what??? When I reach the LRT interchange station, Masjid Jamek, a guy from Pakistan asked me the way to go to PWTC and so coincident that I am going to The Mall which located at PWTC LRT station, so I just walk together with him.....

Have a simple chatting with him and realized that he was a holder of Master in mechanical engineering. He did went to Melaka to do a presentation for his paper few days ago. When we reach PWTC LRT station, I am afraid that he can't find his way to the trade center hall, so I just bring him to the hall and then only went to The Mall. After that, a simple shake hand ended the journey.....

Well, I am not praising myself for being generous or praising myself as a good guy. Just want to say that there were many nations in this earth and each of them develop their own communication language. Therefore, it is important that we come out with a global communication medium. What is the medium??? English??? Definitely not. For me, the global communication medium is Respect. If everyone hold this value, I think everyone will stay in peace, helping each other and there will be no war but world is full with love. How good it is if I can do a great thing a day. It should generate a smile for my day =)

Due to the teeth treatment, I went to Pudu for the pork porridge again. Well, there were a lot of peoples today. All were in family outing for dinner purpose except me, have an alone dinner again. Hahaha. Still, the porridge tasted nice. After finish it, then I have a bowl of bitter tea. Hmmm, all of a sudden, I miss Bukit Beruang Pasar Malam. Used to have a bitter tea every Wednesday with Wei Loon them. How good it is if we still have a chance.....

Tomorrow is Sunday. May everyone start the day blissfully. Blessing~~~

Song for Today - 最幸福的事 - 原唱 - 梁文音

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8tGsNt_2kw

我最幸福的事

当过你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩饰

让我们想当时

拥抱最后一次

最幸福的事

吹蜡烛时

你总为我许愿的手势

为最爱的人

在左边心口保留位置

最幸福的事

爱情

本来就没万无一失

没关系

我的左边心口

依然保留着那个位置

Great Night

Once In Love

2010-12-12T00:38:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the new Sunday. As usual, talk about my sleep for last night. Yesterday slept quite late but still, it was a sleep well night. Then today woke up quite early because already familiar with the 7 hours sleeping time. After that, I went to have a breakfast with my god bro before went to visit my god dad =)

Reached my god sis house at 11.30 p.m. Long time didn't see my god dad. Well, glad to see that he is in a healthy life. Basically, just sit at there, accompany him watching movie. Hahaha, we watched the old drama series from Astro, Genghis Khan. After that, at about 2 p.m, we went to have our lunch at the nearby chicken rice shop. It's simple, but yet I feel satisfied =)

After that, my god bro and I went to UKM to fetch his girl friend who are doing research at lab. Have a simple visitation to the lab and get the feeling of chemist who's work was done in chemistry lab. Then we went to have our dinner at a restaurant called Old Man Restaurant. It was a well known chinese restaurant which I always heard my god bro said. Finally today I got the chance to visit it =)

Basically, we ordered 3 dishes. They were Fried Bitter Gourd with Salted Egg, Fried Bean Curd with Crab Meat and Dong Poh Pork Belly. All the dishes were really tasted nice. All the foods in the menu were very special which I don't think can be found in other restaurants. Hahaha, wait next year when I got my car, I shall bring Calix and gang to the restaurant. Don't worry, I am not going to lost the way again, hehehe. By the way, dedicated all the tasty foods to Her. May She have great foods in Her place.....

After the dinner, we went to watch movie, Bruce Lee, My Brother at Pavillion. Well, it's a story about love, a story about friendship; a story about friendship, a story about love. No other comments. Hehehe =)

That's all for a simple update for today. Ooo yaa, it's Sunday already. May He Drive carefully and She reach safely. Enjoy and blessing.....

Some photos for sharing:

Song for Today - 爱过 - 原唱 - FIR

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kbMxwM0bjz0

亲爱的你

不该回头

那歌声

太多错

哼着唱着

听着心痛

于是眼泪便成寄托

亲爱的你

别不放手

别期待

无法去实现的承诺

就算爱过

总是以为

自己的歌声

是多么的动听

可是

没想到

为你唱的那首歌

会有那么多错

我几时

才可以把那首歌

当作是

爱过？

Great Sunday

3 Litres

2010-12-10T22:46:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the coming weekend. Well, last night was indeed a damn sleep well night. I don't even feel tired or feel like want to sleep when attending the briefing in Treasury Department today. It was so different with the normal days where I used to feel asleep during classroom training =)

My god bro just told me that 2 of my god sis who stay in Singapore have bought some red wines to welcome us to Singapore. Hahaha, that's really make me feel like can't wait to go there and meet them. Tomorrow really need to go to exchange for some Singapore currencies. Hehehe, fully utilize my staff benefits which I got from serving a bank =)

Well, what movie to watch for this weekend??? Social Network or Bruce Lee??? Both??? Or watch those movies where I got from friends. Hahaha. I think most probably will watch those in cinema la. Hehehe. Hmmm, just love the feeling of relaxing in the cinema chairs while covering my white and black jacket on my body. That's what I always did during the visitation to MBO Melaka, Am I right, Calix??? Hahaha, whatever it is, it's a kind of enjoyment which I love so much =)

Well, today a colleague asked me that am I drink a lot of water every day. Then I show her my Tupperware bottle. I told her that I drink 3 bottles of the water's volume. 1 bottle is equivalent to 1 litre, so 3 bottles are equivalent to 3 litres. Hahaha. Then she said that it good to consume a plenty of water daily. Hmmm, I think among all my friends, there is only one friend who have observed that I consume a plenty of water daily. That's was Calix and he once warned me that don't drink too much as it might generate some bad effects. 2 litres per day should be enough and he said don't drink too much water during night time. Hmmm, I don't know how true it is. But I already used to this pattern. Hard to change. That's why until now, it's still 3 litres. Hmmm.....

Ooo yaa, today I did something great. I gave a seat to an old man from India in LRT. Not to say how good am I and perhaps, it's just normal for peoples to take this action. But I would like to say, how good it is if everyone can have this attitude. Perhaps, the world will be flood with love, which is a good thing =)

Just now have my dinner in a food court called Chinese Village. Already 5 months in K.L. and I realized that every time when I have food in food court or restaurant, for sure there will have beggars who come and wish for some donations. Also, they like to sit on the floor nearby LRT stations with a small bottle in front of them. Why there are so many beggars in this so called developing country??? It is because of the poor management of government who can't boost the life quality of the citizens??? Or those beggars are just coming out to scam for money??? Or they are just too lazy to work and just hope to get money with an open hands??? I don't know the reason but I just hate to see the same person with the same injured legs sit on the same LRT station with 5 months non-recoverable injury. A scam??? Damn it.....

For whatever reasons, I just hope the quality of life can be improve to a better standard. Pray hard.....

Song for Today - Not going to share a song for tonight. However, I would like to share a movie which I got from Clover. It's called I Love You, Beth Cooper. Just finished watch it just now. It's an old love story movie. Can't really say it's a good movie but I did like some parts of the movie. Share the quote from the last part of the movie which I think is meaningful and makes me warm.....

Beth: Thank You :( ..........For loving me :)

Denis: Why is it not to love :) ???

Denis: Hey Beth, see you through the reunion. If both of us still single, I will marry you :)

Beth: That's the promise :)

Denis: Yeah :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYtVbpjk8cE

Great Weekend

Await

2010-12-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to my 10.30 p.m. Well, last night was a sleep well night. Just feel like don't want to wakeup for this morning. It's totally different with my usual woke up. After that, I just realized that it's because of raining. Hahaha. Raining day provides a great sleep and I bet everyone would agree with this statement =)

For those friends who read my blog, you all might realize that I always talk about my sleep for previous night during the 1st opening paragraph. Hmmm, put it in this way. Sleeping is very important for me because that's the only period where I can put my body on rest, avoid myself from thinking whatever matters, to look for my dream, to perform the impossible and to meet with those friend who I hardly to meet. I am afraid of the feeling of insomnia and therefore, whenever I have a sleep well night, I will record down at here as it shows a blessing for me. Almost 5 months I stay in K.L, I think I shall have familiar with the life and it has been a long time I don't experience insomnia, hopefully this is sustainable.....

As usual, just now have an alone-dinner in Pudu and still, I can't run away from the pork meat porridge. Hehehe. Well, I already familiar with having alone-dinner. It sound bored but sometimes it's another kind of enjoyment also because I need not to tolerate with other's time. It provided a personal space for me to think for something and to observe the surrounding.....

Share with you all what I observed just now. The porridge stall was owned by 2 old man. Maybe I shall call them Asterix and Obelix. Hahaha, I am just kidding anyway. Saw a kid who eating his porridge while reading Harry Porter. Saw a cat under my table who use it's leg to scratching it's neck. So cute. Just when I want to take a photo, it walk away. Saw a couple who shared a bowl of porridge and saw an uncle who ordered extra pork meat for his porridge. See??? So many things that can observed. Having an alone-dinner have it's enjoyment just as having dinner with friends. By the way, porridge isn't enough for me, so I bought a take away Ba Zhang =)

Tomorrow will have an introduction in Treasury Department in Head Office. It's great as I can sleep longer. Ooo yaa, the Petronas Chem stock which I planned to buy last time was closed at RM 5.54 today. Looks like it don't really shoot as I predict. Hehehe. Whatever.....

Hmmm, recently got quite a number of movies from my colleagues and housemate. Tomorrow is Friday, may my weekend accompany by those movies and Mamee. Blessing =)

Song for Today - 纯真 - 原唱 - 五月天

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Sp1R1pk8Nw

长长的路上

我想我们是朋友

如果有期待

我想最好是不说

你总是微笑的你

总是不开口

世界被你掌握

期待

不说

路上

朋友

微笑

Great Dream

It's Wednesday

2010-12-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Wednesday. Well, today was really an extremely tired day for me. I did sleep very early last night and can sleep very well too. Just don't know why it is still a tiring day for me. Again, I fall asleep in class again. Hmmm, can't really blame on me because I did used to have a sleep after a full lunch in Melaka last time. Hahaha, looks like I haven't get myself rid from the previous life.....

I have started to love the job as an Account Relationship Manager. Indeed, it required an analysis skill in order to look into the performance of those commercial customer. Hopefully, I am able to cope with that job after finish the training. Blessing =)

Received a message from Calix just now regarding the confirmation of my visit to Batu Pahat. Hmmm, feel sorry to him because can't give him confirmation yet as I will follow my friends they all for the visitation. Just afraid that they will sudden change the plan as what they usually did. Hehehe.....

Just now took a cup of Korean instant noodles as my dinner. It was a cold rain night just now and slurrrppping of a cup of hot instant noodles was indeed a kind of enjoyment. Also, did not forget Mamee who accompany me for my night.....

Got the copy of Social Network from Helmi last week. Helmi said he downloaded that movie quite a long time already. Just realize that there were a lot of movies do actually come out in cinema in foreign countries since very early. But just after a long time then only it started to play in Malaysia's cinema. If not mistaken, the movie is about the story of Mark Zuckerberg. Quite interested with this young billionaire. Plan to watch it tonight with Mamee but then when play it, just realized that it don't come with subtitle. OMG. When the movie just started, it was already a fast conversation between a guy and a girl. Can't really catch those sentences. Hehe. Perhaps, I shall spend RM 12 in Times Square this weekend =)

Basically, that's all for today. Nothing special, it's just as simple as ABC =)

Song for Today - 一天一万年 - 原唱 - 游鸿明

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eO93Hx_ksus

我想你的每一天

强过在人间的一万年

我流浪在春来秋去之间

却将整个寒冬

塞进了心里面

下这大雨的这一晚

我流浪的心

在想你

Great Night

Day and Day

2010-12-07T21:59:00.003+08:00

It's time to update my blog. Well, last night was a sleep well night. As usual, just feel like not enough sleep. After the working life got started, I will automatically wake up after 7 hours of sleeping regardless of whether it is holiday or not. Hmmm, still, I miss the life in Ixora. Every morning after wake up, brush my teeth, take my bath, then sit down on the chair and start to look at my Compaq. Such a beautiful life =)

Just now have a meet with Queenie. There was a change for the plan because she went to color her hair with her friend. In the end, I only meet her up on 5 p.m. in Times Square and it was just an 1 hour meet.....

Have a nice chat with her. Glad that she is willing to share her story. Also, would like to thank her for her advise. Well, Queenie, Sometimes peoples were just living in an environment where they can't even control the surrounding and themselves. Therefore, sometimes it would just as good to let it be. This is the survival mechanism. Readers, am I right??? Whatever it is, I am still try my best to cope with the so called new environment =)

After that session, I went to meet my god bro and Eizan in The Mall. Have the opportunity to know 2 new friends, Han and Michelle. All are musician and photography kaki. Hahaha. Both of the new friends were very friendly, glad to know them =)

Just now saw the comments that Wei Loon leave in my previous update. It has been such a long didn't get his comment. Whatever it is, great to see he is coming back to blogspot. His comments just make me reflect back the old time because last time, whenever I have update, for sure he will come and leave some words =)

Tonight going to sleep earlier. Promise myself, god bro and mum that I am going to have an healthy life start from today. Honey, fruits and vitamin should be a must for my daily life. Hopefully, a healthy life will contribute a happy life for me =)

Song for Today - 她说 - 原唱 - 林俊杰

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zt2PuFlibZY

等不到天黑

烟火不会太完美

回忆烧成灰

还是等不到结尾

她曾说的无所谓

我怕一天一天被摧毁

一天又一天

一个月又一个月

Haizzz

我怕

Great Night

Holiday

2010-12-06T23:30:00.004+08:00

Say Yeah to the night before a public holiday. Well, today was a tired day for me because last night don't actually sleep very well. Not to say not well, it's just because of a weird dream whereby an old Malay man open my room's door. Then the dream woke me up on 5 a.m. After that, I can't really continue my sleep. Hmmm.....

Today's class was risk analysis class. An interesting class but I don't really concentrate well after the lunch session. It's just tiring. Feel so sorry to the trainer who was so keen in putting us as professional credit analysts. Anyway, still got 3 more days to go and hopefully, I won't disappointed him again.....

Today saw my colleague, Arz who sit beside me having once a month stomach ache. OMG, she was really suffering. I can see tears keep on coming out from her eyes and her pair of eyes were turning black. The one who always joking with me turned quiet today. Even I don't experience that but since I was small, I did knew that women will suffer much during that period because every time when my mom experienced that, she will feel very dizzy, energy-less and just laying on bed. Every time when I saw her like that, I just feel pity to her and then I will stop making noise in house. Guys, whenever your girlfriend experience that, remember to take good care of her. She need you during that time.....

Just now have my dinner at McD. Don't know what happen to those fast food restaurants. I did went to few fast food restaurants in different locations in these 2 days and every time when I entered into, there were crowded with peoples. Just now also the same, I queue for 20 minutes to get my fillet-o-fish.Hmmm.....

Today is the 3rd day after reactivation of MSN and FB. Chat with a lot of peoples in MSN just now. Well, see a lot of friends change their profile picture and posted different shout outs in their wall. Haha. FB now should have became a need for peoples to express their feeling and socialize with peoples surrounding. Hehe. Just like I have my daily update for my Earth of Golds. It's all about expression =)

Tomorrow morning will go for a dentist session because I would like to utilize the RM 400 employee benefits set for dentist as the year is coming to an end soon. After that will go to KLCC to meet with Queenie. Basically, it should be food and cinema session. See how tomorrow.....

Ooo yaa, it's holiday. May You enjoy your tomorrow. Blessing.....

Song for Today - 爱错 - 原唱 - 王力宏

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQ2LIMgpz6U

我从来没想过

我会这样做

从来没爱过

从来没有爱得那么认真

还记得

我问说

为什么会这样？？？

他回答

因为你认真了

谢谢

Great Holiday

Dream for a Dreamer

2010-12-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to the night before hectic day. Hehe. Luckily this Tuesday is a holiday. Ooo yaa, going to meet Queenie in KLCC this Tuesday. Quite a long time didn't meet her even though we have been in KL for few months. Haha. Hopefully, the plan is on.....

Today was a simple day for me. For this weekend, I didn't follow my god bro to visit my god dad. Just stay at home reading the text books and continue doing the assignment. I hope my god dad is doing fine there.

Just now went to Jusco to look for some Honey and also to take a lunch there. Plan to take lunch at McD but there was so many peoples there. Plan to shift to KFC but KFC was even more crowded. In the end, I end up have my lunch at the food court. Have a chance to eat Takoyaki. Hahaha. The 3 pieces Takoyaki really make me think back the old times when I hang out with Wei Loon, Lian Jie and De Kai in Jusco, Melaka. Just remembered that Wei Loon likes the food very much. I even still remembered that there was once upon a time, we went into Sushi King for some simple sushi, he ordered the Takoyaki and then claimed that Sushi King's Takoyaki taste bad. Hahaha. Those days.....

Talk about Honey. Well, I am still the same, everyday still consume a glass of Honey when I wake up. Unfortunately, just now not able to get the brand which I bought every time. I think Jusco is out of stock for that particular Honey. Nothing can do, I just bought another brand. By the way, Honey is good for health. It is highly recommended to all my friends =)

Just now have a chat with Wei Loon in MSN. A nice chatting with him and a lot of old memories being recalled back. We are the same, when stay alone or feel boring, our brain will automatic generate those old memories. Whatever it is, just frame all those memories and when we are free, take it out and try to find back the old feeling. It should be another kind of enjoyment. Hahaha. Remember, don't make it happen, just let it happen.

Basically, that's my life for today. Simple and boring but I am satisfied. Ooo yaa, just now my brother has send me my passport. Hahaha. This Tuesday will go KLCC exchange some Singapore Dollar. Kim Thor shout out loud: Singapore, Wait For Me!!!

Song for Today - Just A Dream - Singer - Jason Chen and Joseph Vincent

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qp0KaC90KIY&feature=related

I Was Thinking About Her

Thinking About Me

Thinking About Us

What We Gonna Be

Open My Eyes

It Was Only Just A Dream

If You Ever Love Somebody

Put Your Hands Up

Can't Deny That

Every Things Was Just A Dream

Why???

Because I Am A Dreamer

A Dreamer Who Put His Hands Up

Great Dream

Reactivation

2010-12-04T22:50:00.004+08:00

It's 11 p.m. again. Aha. Last night cannot update blog because overnight at training center hotel. Well, talk about yesterday, yesterday morning, the bank organized an associates conference for us and the conference was hold by total of 5 speakers which have many years of experience in leading those big corporation. It's a good opportunity to attend the conference and I believed all of us should have develop a skill to become an effective leader.....

At the night time, it was the Associates Graduation dinner for our dinner in previous badge. It was a great dinner as the Group Managing Director has attended the dinner. This has given us a motivating courage to strive towards excellent.....

I have a chance to knew a senior from FSTEP program, Chin because I was assigned to share the room with him. Well, he was really a nice guy and I really feel very grateful to knew him as he teach me a lot of of knowledge in future's index investment. We have almost 3 hours chatting in our room. He also shared with me his life when studied in Australia. It's really an awesome night =)

Well, working in K.L. indeed has it's pros and cons. Honestly say, the pros are that I have the chance to know a lot of peoples from different background, I willing to learn from them and develop a life long learning, I realized that I am just a small piece in the world and there are still a lot of things to learn if want to success. CGPA of 3.83 was equivalent to nothing. Cons are the environment here is sucks and life is hectic.....

After chatting with him, I planned to study hard for my CCP and Omega professional paper. If I am able to pass the exam, I plan to get the stock broker or futures broker license. After collecting enough money, I plan to pursuing my study in Australia. Part time working + part time study + Australia's environment would be an enjoyable days for me. I am a dreamer, keeping myself with this dream =)

Give me some times. Hopefully, the day when I success will be the day that I am able to buy back the time that I have missed and continue pursuing the thing that I have lost. I am still keeping the promise.....

Today's morning, we went to accomplish our corporate social responsibility. My group went to Hospital Serdang and we have a meet with kids who were suffering disease and hospitalized. Well, as I mentioned in previous update, I am in charged for the origami activities. However, there were not much kids there and I only able to teach few of them to fold the fighter jet and ship. Therefore, I am just folding those stuffs myself and then give to them.....

I am really suffer a hard feeling when saw those kids and babies suffering disease and laid on their beds. Got to knew 1 boy who was hospitalized because of child abuse. OMG, can't really believe there were peoples who will beat a child who looks so cute and smart. There is nothing that I can do. Basically, I am just try my best, play with them and bring them fun and joy. I sincerely pray hard that they recover fast from their sickness and injury. Blessing.....

Today 04.12.2010, the day I reactivate back my old MSN and FB. A friend asked me in MSN why am I willing to reactivate back all those social networking stuffs. I don't really know how to answer. Hmmm, I think recently I am able to enjoy sleep well nights. Thing has became static and it's hardly to change. I just want to say that I am a good guy. I don't do any bad things. I am true to myself, true to my own feeling and keep my own promise. I don't know what will happen in future. Perhaps just give some times to myself. I can't change the world but maybe in future, environment will change it. Nobody knows what will happen right??? Whatever it is, 04.12.2010, a memorable day. All the best and congratulation!!!

Just now chat with Adeline and realized that MMU has started the mid sem break. Wish all my best friends in MMU an enjoyable holiday. Take good care =)

Below of some photos for sharing:

Photo with Group Managing Director

Red and White

My Room - Valentine's Room

He Got a Pair of Big Eyes

Song for Today - I am sorry to say that today's line a bit lag and I can't access to Youtube. So, just wait tomorrow =)

Great Night

Intersection

2010-12-02T22:19:00.010+08:00

Hi there. Today have an early update because feel quite tired. Last night indeed was a sleep well night. It's just because sleep quite late on last night and so tiredness has come to visit. Hmmm, tomorrow is not a working day for me. It will be a conference day and night time will be Associates Dinner night. Hopefully it will an enjoyable day =)

After the dinner, then all of us will stay in Bangi Training Center Hotel for a night. The next day, which is Saturday, we will accomplish our corporate social responsibility which is to visit the orphanage in hospital. I have been assigned to Hospital Serdang. There are a lot of activities, story telling, coloring, origami, educational games and so forth. I am the leader for origami activity and tomorrow I will teach all those kids to fold a special fighter jet. I just log in to friendster to take the photo below. It's origami!!! I will teach the kids to fold the jet as shown in below photo which is in white color in the middle =)

Well, talk about the photo. I think that time was having a midnight session with Calix in McD. Can't really remember who else joined. Seems like Tyan2. Queenie seems got joined too. Or Shery or Ee Hue??? Haha. Don't know. However, that's not important. Important thing is we were crazily into Origami by using McD Brochures. Hahaha. That was happened during my second year if not mistaken. The most happy period in University and I miss it =)

Just now had a dinner with Wei Loon at Pudu. Saw a long lost friend, Jie Yee. Hahaha. Have a nice chatting session with her. Glad to know that she got boyfriend already. Or shall I say, a friendly boyfriend. Aha. See??? Another friend who entered into relationship. Hahaha. But just now she was careless. Haha. Guess what??? When she introduce the guy, she said "This is my friend, Mr. Ng". Then when the Mr. Ng went to order food, then only I ask her and she just admit it. Hahaha. Haiyoo, girl, if that's your boyfriend, then should proudly introduce as boyfriend. Just like when your boyfriend proudly introduce you as her girlfriend, for sure you will feel happy. Am I right??? Hahahaha. Make him happy la. By the way, I am just saying la. Maybe they got their reason. Who know. Whatever it is, blessing =)

Well, another week will pass soon. Friday will come in 2 more hour. May He drive carefully and You reach safely. Enjoy the nice weekend. Blessing.....

Song for Today - You and Me - Singer - Olivia Ong

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBaRc-28UAU

Take a Trip Down Memory Lane

Things Have Change

One Thing Remains

That They Will Always Have Each Other

An Even Though Those Days Have Gone

They Know Here Is Where They Belong

There's Some Kind of Magic In The Air

Feel The Warmth

The Only Summer Breezes Can Bring

Sweet Little Notes of Spring Begin

You And Me

You Stand On Line A

I Stand On Line B

And Both Line A and Line B Are Parallel Lines

No Intersection

Thank You

Great Night

Taste of Love

2010-12-01T23:38:00.004+08:00

A hello to the 1st day of December. Last night was able to sleep very well. Thank you very much. Ooo yaa, just in the previous update, I mentioned that it has been a long time I don't remember any of my dream, and then today when woke up, I realized that I have a dream last night and the dream was indeed a weird dream.....

Actually, my best buddy, Calix appeared in the dream. However, it was really weird because in the dream, it seems like I have did something bad to him. Then he called to me and ask me whether I have betray him and me, without hesitation, straight away answer him Yes. Haha. Then he was very angry and hang up the phone. Hmmm, it has been a long time I don't see Calix in my dream. I think the dream happened because yesterday, when I was having my dinner, Calix SMS me and told me that he bought an iPhone4. Hahaha and the dream is related to phone also. So shall I say it is related??? Hahaha. However, for whatever so reason, I won't betray him =)

Today, my colleague told me that she has tag a photo of me in FB and the photo was that I am sleeping while doing CA. So, just now, for the very 1st time I log in to FB. Hahaha. Luckily the photo was not ugly and there were many colleagues been taken sleeping photo as well. Anyway, can't believe that just a short period didn't log in to FB, then just now saw in my wall that many friends have announced that they have entered into relationship. Hmmm, looks like this year is a good year. Perhaps next year, 2011 will be another happiness year for the couple too because if see in separation, 11 means a couple is holding hands and in a relationship while 20 means the couple has get married. Wow, how creative am I. Ahaha. May all the couples can hold their hands and walk till the end.....

1st of December, World Aids Day. Just now saw few articles in newspaper and all were actually urged those who involve in sexual relationship to do some safety and prevention step. There were few comments leaved by public. One sound like this. "It's just hard to take safe and prevention step when your girl was freaking hot" and another one sound as "There was less sensation when you are using condom". It's sound a bit funny but for those who ever want to enter into sexual relationship, remember to take safety and prevention steps especially when you don't really know well about your partner. It's not only a matter about pregnancy but also about disease. Some more, HIV can infect baby in pregnant also. So dear friends, please don't blow your future =)

Just now have a birthday celebration for my colleague. Then I have a chance to chat with another colleague from another program. He is from Muar and I did know him long time already but only today we have chance to chit chat. After the nice chatting session, I told him that in future, I believe both of us can be very close friend and he told me that he sense that too. He said that for the first time he meet me, he feel that I was special and have the kind of artist's characteristic where I prefer to drunk in my own world and won't care of what others think about me. For the second time I meet him, he already asked me am I a guitarist or a singer. Hmmm, for me, I would say that he really know how to see people because he can see my personality clearly. Sometimes, I just feel that I can really get well along with Muarian. Hmmm, the one who appeared in my dream last night is one. Aha. Just feel that I have the same thinking with them. I miss Muar!!! Wait for my car.....

Hohoho. That's all for today. I am really tired enough. Goodbye my Earth of Golds. See you tomorrow.....

Song for Today - 爱情余味 - 原唱 - 张信哲

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxti3eyB-eA

你爱过的心

我要怎样才能换得回

爱情的余味

难道只是我的一场误会

你都收回

我无所谓

所有的伤悲

由我来面对

我都无所谓

因为这就是爱

Taste of Love

Great Night

Future

2010-11-30T23:19:00.005+08:00

Happy last day for November to all. Again, last night was a sleep well night. Hehehe. It has been quite a long time I don't really remember my dream during the night. Hmmm, hope tonight can have a sweet dream.....

Today's attachment was a briefing conducted by a Head of Department. After finished the briefing, she assigned us into 3 groups and assigned us a group assignment. We have 3 hours to complete the assignment. Basically, we need to brainstorm and generate ideas for marketing strategies. I am glad to say that our group's ideas and presentation earned a good response from her. I am also glad that I have suggested a gift which was quite useful to the plan. It's just come out in my mind all of a sudden. I shall say Thank You.....

After that, we continue our session with another senior. He shared with us some experiences about life. Well, different peoples have different perceptions and needs for their life. Some willing to jump aeroplane in other countries, some willing to remains single, some willing to work, collect money, travel and when money finish, then work, collect money and travel again.....

Hmmm, I think for me, because I have parents to be take care to, so sometimes I really can't do what I really like to do. If I am a single man without any burden, perhaps I have really choose to work, collect money, travel and then work, collect money and travel again. The life like this would be as simple as ABC. It's just nice. Whatever it is, there are boundary for my freedom. As the son for my parents, I still hold the responsibility to them. Just see how in future. Maybe after few years my networth increase to million and then I will imigrate to Australia with my parents. Hahahaha. Who know??? Nothing is impossible.....

Ooo yaa, finally I believe the sentence, nothing is impossible. Why??? Because there were previous matters which I think is impossible has now turned out to be possible. So, I am really should absorb from the experience. Learn from the past =)

Tomorrow going to learn about trade's system. Hopefully, it is an interesting class =)

Song for Today - 镇守爱情 - 动力火车

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9_DRPJK76c

把被你折磨看作成就

苦痛也就能换成守候

山守着云也没说什么

一定会有以后

我拿铁石心肠

镇守这爱情

你是我留不住的生命里

尽力强留着的唯一

会有以后吗？

不懂

那会是多少年以后？

不懂

先睡觉

可能以后

就是明天醒来过后

阿哈

Great Night

I Can't Fly Together With Time

2010-11-29T22:47:00.003+08:00

Here comes to the time to update blog. Aha. Yesterday can sleep very well and today don't really feel to wake up. Hahaha. Suddenly, I miss the time when I was in Ixora. That time, if don't have 8 a.m. class, then normally can sleep until 10 p.m. What a great life is that, hehehe =)

Today was the first day attachment in Trade Center in Head Office. Basically, we just sit inside the conference room and listen to the briefing given by our supervisor. Feel very great because it helps me to recap what I have learnt before in Bangi. The overall learning process for today was quite relaxing =)

My god bro just told me that the next month for today will be the day we visit to Singapore. Miss the time when I visit to Singapore with Kap Siao group. Hope that I can have the chance to meet with friends who currently work in there. Also, looking forward to see the 2 cute kids, Brian and Mavis =)

Recently keep on heard that peoples surrounding me said that time flies. So fast, it comes almost to the year end already. Few festivals are coming soon, Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day. So fast, another year going to pass. Think deeply, many things happened in this year. 4 times visitation to Genting, 2 times visitation to Singapore if consider the coming tour, 1 time visitation to Batu Pahat, very first time stage performance after couple of years, graduation, working and so forth. Hmmm, continue walking on the path of life.....

Basically, that's all for today. Didn't expect that today's feeling was actually quite good. I thought it would be grey day for me. How good is it if the feeling can continue sustain. Pray hard.....

Song for Today - 千年泪 - 原唱 - Tank

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eqb-UF4NK8s

一段路分两头

爱了却要放手

无事东风走过

扬起回忆如昨

穿越千年的眼泪

只有梦里看得见

我多想再见你

哪怕一面

我好想

我真的好想

Great Night

Second Update for Today

2010-11-28T22:46:00.005+08:00

This is the second update for today. Well, looks like updating of blog has become a must daily activity for me. Hahaha. Hmmm, what about talk about my blog.....

Previously, during my university life, I am actually seldom update my blog. Why??? Perhaps, it's because of busy life, because of laziness, and because I only update it when there are memorable and happy story. But now came to K.L, the Earth of Golds has became the only place that I can shout out all my feelings and expressions. Whenever there were happy times or sad times, I will write down all in this blog. An update a day really makes my life comfortable. It should have became a task for me before I sleep. The blog is true and real as it shows all the true emotions about myself. I feel that my life is full with this blog.....

Nowadays, I think those who came consistently to my blog should be Kexin and Fuh Xiong only. Hehehe. I think there were not much readers visit my blog as compared to last time because there were no more comments. Hehehe. This might because previously when everyone were in University, we were all free but now all working already, so busy-ness might not allow us to do so. For example, my bro, Wei Loon seems like has stop blogging. Aha.....

Also, I like to share a song a day. The song that I first shared was 一生中最爱. It was so nice until I just can't don't share it. Hahaha. I love to share those songs which I think have a great lyrics and music. If you all realized, I will always paste the part of lyrics which I think is meaningful. Then I will add some own composed sentences to it. It might sound like very emotional but I just like to try and create some meaningful sentence. I will feel satisfy when I am able to create a meaningful sentence. Aha =)

I got the text book for CCP already. Started from tomorrow, I shall arrange my daily timetable as working, studying, drama and update blog. I think my life shall be full with these arrangement. Just hope that I can, for the best, make my life now just as similar in MMU. The previous life was just as simple as ABC =)

Just now have a dinner in KFC. Ordered a snack plate and cheesy wedges. Hahaha. Can't run away from the cheesy food whenever I walk into the restaurant. By the way, a simple dinner just now trigger my old memories when I had KFC dinner with Kap Siao Group. Miss them a lot.....

Tomorrow is Monday and I will have a job attachment in Head Office again. It's great because I can sleep longer. Hahaha. Anyway, all the best to all for the 5 weekdays started from tomorrow =)

Song for Today - 假如 - 原唱 - 信乐团

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLJkqM-DtA0

假如时光倒流

我能做什么

找你没说的

却想要的

假如我不放手

你多年以后

会怪我

恨我

或感动

假如时光倒流

我想

我会选择简简单单的去爱

简简单单就好

Great Cold Rain Night

Untitled

2010-11-28T14:48:00.003+08:00

Last night slept at around 3.30 a.m. Well, I can only hang until midnight during weekend. The session during midnight is somehow quiet, cold and provide a private area for me to have some thinkings. Sometimes think for future. Think about which state shall I apply for after finish my training, think about my financial plan after come out with a Honda City and perhaps think about the way to generate more money.....

I am not a person who see money as a crucial criteria in my life. But I realized that the world that I am living in now is a world stand on reality. The fact is that money can't buy everything. But without money, there are a lot of things that you can't buy. I never blamed that I was not born in a rich family. In fact, I feel lucky to born in the family because my parents try their best to fulfill whatever I need. Thanks to them.....

Many peoples think that expenses in K.L. is very huge. But I have stay here for a couple of months and my expenses for my shelter and foods are just about the same as I am in Melaka previously. It's just depend on how you use it. Whatever it is, I am trying my best to increase my net worth and I am trying on that with my own ability. I am not going to depend to my family or anyone. I am not going to be a Second Generation Joe. When I was small, my father has teach me that if you want to waste money, then you must have the ability to earn money. I agreed with that. Trust me, I am not going to let myself lose to money.....

Basically, today I am just staying at home. My god bro asked to join my god sis they all for a karaoke session but I feel like lazy to go. Actually, I did planned to watch a movie, Bruce Lee My Brother. But then, just feel like lazy to go out. Don't know why. Hahaha.....

Last night I have, for the very first time signed in to my old MSN after about 2 months. Just to get into to check my email and chat with some long lost friends. Got a chance to chat with Teck Kang. He is still the same, still like to hang on midnight. Hahaha. Just now have a chat with Ivan as well. From the conversation with both of them, I realized that MMU seems like became more worst. Heard that there were a lot of new policies created and add more burden to to the students. Some more, there are sexual harassment cases happened too. Therefore, for those female friends who are in MMU, whenever you all go, please don't be alone and try to get someone, especially guy to accompany.....

Just a simple update for me to spend my time. Hehehe. Gonna have a movie using my notebook. It's just great to lay on bed and watch a DVD accompanied by Rocky biscuit sticks =)

Song for Today - Wait for tonight's update. Hehehe =)

27.11.2010

2010-11-27T23:11:00.005+08:00

Today have spent half day at outside. My god bro brought me out at 11 a.m. and then went to fetch his girlfriend, Yan Ni. Then we went to have brunch at Papa Rich. After that we headed to Times Square for the purpose of buying new lens for my god bro Nikon DSLR D90 and I would like to buy some shirts from G2000 as well.

Hang around in Times Square and I have a glass of bitter tea. Saw a lot of Christmas decoration at there. After that, a friend, Eizan came to join us because he know well about camera. Then we headed to Plaza Low Yat to spot for the lens. My god bro paid almost RM 1300 for new lens and wireless flash. Wow. Then we have a tea session at Old Town. Ooo yaa, I had an extremely nice white coffee at there. Don't know why the white coffee that I had previously was not as tasty as today's one. Hahahaha.....

There was a Korean food fair in Times Square. My god bro and I shared and bought a bottle of soya bean which costs about RM 12. Just heard that the soya bean was very tasty. So just want to have a try. But now still very full and it's kept inside the refrigerator. Hahaha. Also, I bought a canned Starbuck's coffee. It's from Korea and has a very nice designed can. I think I have fall in love with Starbucks =)

Afterward, we went to Pavillion because I would like to buy some formal attire in G2000. I got 2 long sleeves shirts. As what I had plan, one in light purple and another one in white. It's great. We actually planned to go to Fahrenheit to buy some shirts in Uniqlo. Heard that the shirts there were in nice cutting and very nice to wear but unfortunately, there was a time constraint. But no worries, there are still a lot of weekends coming in. By the way, I need to say that the Christmas decoration in Pavillion was awesome. It's just amazing and there was snowing scene for the decoration. It's just like real snowing. How great it is =)

We had our dinner at Sakae Sushi. I ordered a hot green tea and as usual, there were only 2 types of sushi that I had, which were Tuna Mayo and Egg Mayo. I don't really know how to taste Japanese foods but I am crazily into that 2 types of sushi.....

After the dinner, then was the journey of going back home. Reach home at about 10.30 p.m. Basically now, I am just online and make a simple daily update for my blog. Today is 27.11.2010, can't believe it reached so fast. Time flies, but can I fly??? I don't think I can. Hahaha. Maybe I shall request the help from Birds of Paradise. Hahaha =)

Song for Today - I have difficulty in assessing to Youtube because of slow internet connection. So tonight don't have song to share. Perhaps, tomorrow shall compensate for it =)

Great Night

Rainbow

2010-11-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

So fast and it reached Friday again. Reflect back the time when Calix visit to K.L, it's already 1 week passed but it's just like yesterday. Hahaha. Well, last night was a sleep well night and I actually slept quite early. I think it's about 11.30 p.m.....

Today attended the last training conducted by Uncle. Again, today's class was full with funny things and laughing. Feel very comfortable in his class. Hope there is chance to meet him again during training in future =)

The stock Petro Chem listed in market today. During the afternoon closing, the stock closed at RM 5.47. The final closing price for today is RM 5.31. The movement is within my expectation. Looking forward for the stock price movement in next week.....

I didn't follow Wei Loon to go back Melaka this weekend because I did received a news from friends that G2000 got 50% promotion. So tomorrow going to shop for some shirts. I really like the G2000 formal attire. Just to say, it's good quality. Tomorrow plan to purchase 2 long sleeves shirts and most probably will purchase 1 in light purple and another 1 in white color. White color is to be wear during dinner in next week. Other than that, I am going to do some revision because the text books for CCP and Omega exam have reached. Just hope that I am able to get the 2 professional certificates, get an increment in salary and prepare for my future plan =)

Just now have a chicken rice dinner in The Mall. After that spend a lot of time in a DVD shop. Plan to look for some old movie but unfortunately, no one is attracting me. Hehehe.....

Today is a simple day. It's just just now experienced the very first time of the LRT's technical problem after 4 months here. The train move very slow and keep on stopping. It has wasted a lot of time. Whatever it is, just hope that public transport service can be improve to a better level.....

It actually reach Saturday already. Hmmm. As usual, may You enjoy, take care and most important be careful in everything. Blessing.....

Song for Today - 彩虹 - 原唱 - 五月天

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dXaus0pbDE

你的爱就像彩虹

雨后的天空

绚烂却叫人迷惑

蓝绿黄红

你的爱就像彩虹

我张开了手

却只能抱住风

蓝绿黄红

我分不清

因为我是色盲

所以当我张开手

就只能抱住风

很冷

Great Awake Night

Great Rainy Night

2010-11-25T19:44:00.003+08:00

Just came back from work. While waiting for my housemate to use the toilet, I shall utilize my time to make a simple update first. Hahaha. Last night I didn't take the coughing medicine but yet I still able to sleep well. Hahaha. Luckily I didn't keep on thinking about the stock.....

I actually have a conversation with my dad last night. It's regarding the investment into a stock named Petronas Chemical which will be listed in Bursa Malaysia tomorrow. The business is 69% owned by Petronas and I actually plan to bid the shares using RM 5.20 on tomorrow. I have did some analysis on the stock and I predicted that the stock, when listed tomorrow, shall surge to RM 5.80 in couple of weeks.....

However, when my dad heard about that, he revealed everything to me. He told me that we don't have the track performance of the company as the company will only be listed tomorrow. Also, the KLCI hit 1,500 points and therefore the stock is priced too high. In addition, my dad also told me that the paid up capital is too high which is RM 800 million. In short, he disagree on my plan.....

I believed that chance is only once. It will be listed on tomorrow and time is actually very important. I realized that the stock is priced too high but I believed that investor's confident will drive up the price. I have miss the chance of buying into MMHE and the price surged RM 0.70 in couple of weeks. I just don't want to miss the second chance.....

There is nothing I can do. A little bit disappointed with my analysis skill because I miss out the analysis which my dad revealed to me. However, even though we don't have the track performance, but I still think that investor's confident will surge up the price. Whatever it is, let wait and see whether my prediction come true or not.....

My dad said I was too rush and desperate into stock investment. Well, I admitted that. Last time, I thought that he is the one who are desperate and can't believe that now myself fall. Hahaha. I just don't want to keep my money in the bank which provide low interest rate. I want my money to grow faster. It is good to have such thinking??? I don't know.....

Luckily last night didn't keep on thinking about which stocks to invest until can't fall asleep. But just now during lunch break keep on reading The Edge to spot some potential stocks. Hopefully, luck will be with me always =)

Today still continue on the loan recovery class conducted by Uncle. Uncle's class is always interesting. I actually hate to study law after the business law subject in MMU. But yet, now I am interested with Uncle's class because his class is full of funny things and he actually make us easy to understand the subject rather than just memorize them. Thanks Uncle =)

Wondering whether I should follow Wei Loon go back Melaka or not this weekend. Because previously promised my god bro to go search for some new shirts. Perhaps, I shall think about it tonight.....

Song for Today - Already familiar with sharing song during night time. Now is still early. See if later I have another update, then I will share. Hehehe =)

Great Rainy Night

Everything Revealed

2010-11-24T23:05:00.006+08:00

Last night was not a sleep well night. Laid on the bed, brain can't stop thinking again. Haizzz, kinda worry that the long lost insomnia going to visit me again. In fact, I should have already recover. Don't know why this few days got so much things to think.....

Today learnt about loan recovery. Lectured by a very professional lawyer who has teach me before. We called him Uncle. Uncle's class is always interesting. It's not only about the training topic but also a lot of matter related to life. Uncle tend to teach us a correct way to behave in our life. Really enjoy his class.....

Just after the tea break session, he raised a question to me. He asked me why I would choose to stay in K.L rather than K.T. In K.T, the cost of living is much more lower compared to K.L. Some more, I no need to wake up early and no need to experience a hectic traffic and the unfriendly citizen. The answer that I gave to him is there are more opportunities here. Then he told me, that's just an excuse.....

Then he explained to us that most of the youngster tend to choose K.L because of a colorful life here. The city life is enjoyable compared to life in the so called kampung life. After all, he asked me again the reason that I choose K.L rather than K.T and requested me to give him a compelling reason. Then I told him that K.T life is too slow, I would like to stay in K.L and take some experience first. I will go back K.T, but not now. It's maybe a couple of years later.....

Then Uncle feel satisfied with my answer and he actually praised me for that answer. I don't know why. It might because he thinks that I am honest enough. However, I am not. Both reasons that I gave were just excuses. Those who know me for sure will know that I hate K.L but yet I still fall on K.L now and will be bonded for 2 years. S what is the real reason behind the scene???

Still remember the time when I attended few interview sessions. There were 2 banks approved my application. Bank A, which is the bank I worked for now offered me a vacancy in K.L. and Bank B offered me a vacancy in Kelantan. Kelantan is very near with K.T and my parents and most of my friends actually suggest me to work there because Bank B has well reputation and salary offered by both banks were not much different. However, I don't really consider much that time because there is a strong factor motivated me to go K.L. I am not going to say what is the factor now. Perhaps, in future I will say it out. Someone who know about this asked me whether I have regretted or not. The answer is, I don't know.....

Something happen just now. A conversation with someone reveal something. I wish my stupid and stubborn can stop but yet, they just don't want to. Haizzz, there is nothing I can do. Anyhow, most probably tonight will be a completely sleepless night for me. I shall go and have the coughing medicine now to put me in sleep....

Song for Today - 你要的不是我 - 原唱 - 林俊杰

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5bc_fkAudk

你要的不是我

心碎的失去轮廓

曾经给你的感动

只是情绪的波动

能给的不是我

放任你沉溺自由

掩饰不了我的笨拙

就连说话也会颤抖

不是我

Great Sleepless Night

Yesterday or Today

2010-11-23T22:27:00.004+08:00

Today was indeed the most tired day for me in this few weeks. I did sleep well last night. Straight away fall asleep after laid on the bed but don't know why today, after woke up feel so tired. Perhaps, it's due to insufficient sleeping hours because last night slept quite late.....

We continue the grooming training for today. Today I have learnt about how to match tie with shirts, what attire considered as professional attire, every single corner about a shirts, dining's manner, how to introduced customers to boss, how to exchange business cards with others, how to be gentle to girlfriend and everything about etiquette. Girls also learnt about few ways to tie their hair. I would really thanks to Ms. Wendy, she was really professional and conducted a good class =)

Just now have a alone-dinner in Pudu again. Don't know why, I just like the pork meat porridge. While waiting for my porridge, I saw the next table having some Si Ham and La La. All of a sudden, I called the waiter and ordered a plate of steam Si Ham. I also have a glass of bitter tea. Well, a simple pork porridge, a plate of steam Si Ham and a glass of bitter tea have really trigger my past memories again. Haizzz, for now, everything are just memories. Please don't say that I always like to thinking about the past and don't willing to look into future. I think it's normal for a person to reflect back his old times while having dinner alone especially when the location and foods were just as similar as what in the past. Anyhow, again, it's just memories.....

My mom just called me just now. I told her that I will come out with my own car in next year, probably about February or March. Plan to come out with a Honda City. I think I shall be affordable. May my wish can come true. Sometimes will wondering, what if I have come out with a car when I was first in K.L??? Is yesterday still yesterday??? Or it will still remains today??? Don't know. Just a simply thinking. When I get my car, the first state that I am going to visit with my car for sure is Malacca. Going to Nadeje Patisserie, MBO Cinema, eat Si Ham, 886 Restaurant, Capitol Satay Celup, Go Go Karaoke, More Cafe and so forth. Just wait.....

Song for Today - Now That She's Gone - 原唱 - 林俊杰

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDadyTQ3EY4

I Don't Know How To Be Strong

When My Love Has To Move On

I Am A Song Without A Soul

Now That She's Gone

What's Left of Us is This Song

She's Gone

But He's Still There

Great Night

Untitled

2010-11-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, today was a tired day for me. Last night don't really have a sleep well night. Can't straight away fall asleep as usual after I lay on bed because brain keep on thinking of something. But luckily I still can sleep after about 1 hour "too much thinking". Therefore, today feel quite tired.....

Today was a grooming training. Basically, it trains you how to keep a good appearance, from your hair until your leg nail. It also trains on how to keep a professional look and how to make yourself look attractive. Hahaha. The bank pay a high charge for the training. Imagined that charge for 1 participant was RM 750 per day. Tomorrow still have another day, so the costs incurred was RM 1500 per participant and for your information, there were 15 of us participated.....

The class was really fun. During the morning session, we learn about the way to preserve a professional look, attire's color matching, face shape, hair style, height measurement, body measurement and so forth. Trainer told us that shirt with sexy colors for guys were pink and purple. Hahaha, perhaps I shall buy a purple color shirt next week in G2000. Also, I am glad that I have a perfect height for my body's height whereby the measurement was separated into 4 parts. By the way, I was caught with my long finger nail. Hahaha. When the trainer grab on my hand, I straight away pull my hand and put inside my ticket. It was so funny =)

During the evening session, girls learnt how to make up while boys learnt on how to take care of their face skin. Boys were teach 5 steps to take care of their face. This included washing with facial form, scrubbing, masking, toner and moisturizer. There were a lot of things learnt but I just can't elaborate all in details here. Looking forward for tomorrow's session =)

Basically, that's all for today's simple update. I miss Muar's foods very much. Currently thinking of following a friend back Muar in this coming weekend. If really got go back, then might call Calix for meet. Perhaps can meet with Uncle and Aunty Pang, Aminah and Ribena. Hahaha, just miss the time when I am visiting Muar =)

Song for Today - 很想你 - 原唱 - 张智成

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roAkiGb5w0s&feature=related

我很想你

你知道吗

如果可以

就让我再见你

美好微笑

清澈眼睛

好确定那场分离只毁了我

一个而已

I Miss You So Much

Great Night