03.09.2011

Finally it comes to the day, the last day in K.T. Well, I am going to drive back to K.L. on 6.00 a.m. later with Cin Lo. May we have a safe journey. Blessing~~~

Reflect back the 1 week in K.T. The feeling for this time was totally different. I am able to get rid off the so many tensions arise from the work. It was like an enjoyable trip in a small fisherman village nearby the sea. In fact, it is.....

A million thanks to Wei Keong who had brought me to so many activities. We went for swimming for every evening, night fishing , seaside photographing, sushi, Bak Kut Teh and so forth. How good is it if I am able to pass my daily life with the aforesaid activities. Perhaps, it will only happen in my dream until I come back to work in K.T. Well , realizing that the previous dream is no longer achievable, I am now in the midst of consideration to come back for work. But the probability looks like very low. Hmmm, by the way, I wish Wei Keong a fast recovery from the mental & physical hurt. Blessing~~~

Ooo yaa, the seaside opposite my house is still the most comfortable place. The scene was so nice with the special seashells and little cute animals. Nice storage for my memory. Indeed, it is.....

A little scare of going back to the city. Nevertheless, reality is still a reality. I still have to face it. So now officially announce a goodbye to K.T., Facebook, MSN and The Earth. Anyway, take care, good luck and all the best.....

Miss You Miss You

but

Where Are You???

Try To Look For Your Shadow in the Seaside

but

I Lost Myself in the Ocean

and

Love You You

A Song I Sing Without You

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)

27.08.2011

Well, such a great coincidence to have a blog post on 27.08.2011. So, 12 + 1 = 13. What this means??? If you are smart enough, give a guess. By the way, it's really a coincidence that a "misunderstanding" has happened today. Take note.....

This should be the 1st blog post after the last post on, approximately 4 months ago. Can't believe that 4 months have passed. I thought it's only 3 months. So is 4 months a long period??? I would say it's so long and yet so short.....

After a 9 hours driving, finally I reached K.T. at 5 p.m. today. I am back this time with Cin Lo by driving her car. Just back from a tea session with my Form 6 classmates and finally I drove my new City for the third times (only). Such a great car with powerful pick up. In fact, I am extremely tired for this 27.08.2011 but yet it is a sleepless night. In fact, it is.....

Back to K.T. and I have the opportunity to connect to the cyber world. As what I mentioned in previous blog, I shall be back after few more months. Today officially connected to Facebook, MSN and this particular Earth which has not been turning for few months. The feeling is like.....hmmm.....indescribable.....By the way, it's only for a week. After that the myth should continue. So it should be O.K......

Have a great chatting with mom just now. I have not been meeting her for about 6 months. Nothing much other than to tell her my latest news. Also, realizing that many friends have been concerning with my current life, perhaps it's time for me to reflect how I actually pass my life thus far in the strange place. Anyway, officially declare that finally I have been working in K.L for 1 year. Congratulation Fucker!!!

My life is as simple as ABC. During the weekdays, the alarm rang at 7.45 a.m. It will then be readjusted according to 3 tiers which were 8.00 a.m., 8.05 a.m. & 8.10 a.m. So I woke up at 8.10 a.m. After clean up myself, then I will enter office sharp by 8.40 a.m.....

The lunch time is set on 12.00 p.m. I had almost every of my lunches with my colleagues. Official working hour end at 5.45 p.m. but I will leave office at between 8.00 p.m. to 9.00 p.m. Peoples tend to ask why I stay until so late in office. Answer: It's good to behave as a workaholic rather than thinking too much on some other non-benefit matters. Long working hours can direct my attention to my job. At least, it's generating income for me. Sincerely, I hope this really work. Focus.....

Next session will be the alone-dinner at the nearby restaurant and then I shall reach my home at between 9.30 p.m. to 10.00 p.m. Next thing to do is drama / stock investment news / revision for examination.....

Within the 7 months classroom credit training and after 5 months as an Account Relationship Manager, I have to take 4 exams. It's compulsory. The 1st exam was OMEGA. As what they claimed, it's an international recognized credit skill assessment with 13 modules. Each modules with 12 questions and we need to get at least 8 questions correctly for each modules then only we are consider as pass.....

For the sake of motivation, HR proposed that those who passed all 13 modules for the first attempt will be rewarded cash RM 1K. For the exam, I passed modules 2 -13 but failed module 1 with 7 questions being answered correctly. So I am shocked of 1 question in order to pass the exam with the first attempt and the RM 1K just flies without wings. In other words, the 1 question that I got it wrong was worth RM 1K. Can't believe I did experienced the word "Failed" for the first time exam after I joined the corporate world. So the so-many As that I got from MMU are mean to be nothing. But in fact, they were nothing other than just an alphabet.....

The second exam was the Life Insurance Exam which I passed with grade C. Well, it has been such a long time I didn't get a grade C. Not even 1 subject during MMU times and again, it first appeared after I joined the corporate world. Congratulation again Fucker. Hohoho.....

Third exam was General Insurance and I am lucky to passed with grade A. Fourth exam is Certified Credit Professional (CCP) coming soon on 10/09/2011. For this paper, I need a bunches of luck. Anyone willing to spare???

Sounds like there are many areas that I need to attend to. But one thing good about the work is I have the opportunity to taste various fine quality foods which I never have the chance to try before. Most important thing is, the pay is not from my own pocket. Thank You.....

Alright, let's turn to weekend. Weekend is the 2-days which I always long for. For every Saturday when I open up my eyes, the first question appeared in my mind is - what time I am going to have my fine coffee??? Ooo yaa, for every Saturday, I will go to Espressmente Illy in Pavillion to have a glass of coffee. It's either Half & Half, Marocino, Greco All- Italiana, Mandorlino, Shakerato or Neve Fondente.....

Then I will go to The Loaf Fine Bakery to get my Red Bean Walnut Bread and a Cranberry Cheese. The moment after I tasted the coffee and the breads, I shall felt the satisfaction in my life. Last session is Times book store where I spend the rest of day reading books. A way of accumulating knowledge before the I leave here with 30K.....

That's all for the sounded-to-be-boring Saturday. For Sunday, sometimes I repeat the 3 sessions and sometimes I spend it in office. That's my weekend. Doing things I like without any prohibition in freedom.....

Mom was a coffee addicted and I told her that I shall bring her to taste the coffee when she visit to K.L. But then she raised a great question - When did you start to fall in love with coffee??? I didn't provide a single answer to that question. But after a deep thinking on the bed, I realized that I have a purpose to taste the coffee. The purpose was indescribable until you taste it without integrating it with sugar. I once brought the couple there and they both fall in love with the place. He said his signature drink was Mandorlino and it was indeed an extremely special coffee.....

I did some studies in Times about coffee as well. That day coincidentally got an opportunity to taste the best Italy coffee - Lavazza in Bukit Jalil. Wow, the name already reflected the elegant of the coffee. For so long of my coffee tasting, I am now able to differentiate the Illy Coffee from other coffee. Maybe it's because of it's special taste. Still remembered that there was one time when I went to Nadeje Patisserie, the moment when I stepped into the shop and smell the coffee, I confirmed that they are using Illy coffee and it's true. Bravo.....

Pavillion is now my second home in K.L. Everything I need were there and the memory was stored in the roasted smell. As the memory fluid, it fills the emptiness without the needs of touching the circle.....

Great Great Night

with

Love You You

by

A Sleepless Fisherman

in

A Silent Beach

at

Terengganu

on

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThkPbcYspj0&feature=player_embedded

~~~ Nice Nice Song ~~~

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)

For the Someone, I Am Sorry

Say Hi to the last night of April. The Earth of Golds for tonight is to purposely apologize to the someone whom I have acted so irrational. Sorry for my irrationality within this long period and sorry because I didn't hold my promise.....

Just wanted to say, I am still the Kim Thor that you knew last time, still the good guy that you perceived. Regarding my irrationality within this period, it's an exceptional case. I have never been so irrational in these 24 years. I think you also knew that.....

Whatever it is, sorry is useless. But there is nothing I can do. So, a sentence where I am so selfish and where I am swallowing my pride: I am sorry and may you grant me a forgiveness. Also, may you don't felt regret for knowing me. If you are still who you are, I am pretty sure that you will grant me. So please don't F*** again. My sincere Sorry and Thank You.....

As usual, as a Lender of Luck, I lend all of my for the someone for the remaining days. May everything go smooth for whatever activities that will be attended and may the someone take a great care.....

I have cancelled the P1 Wimax internet service started from tomorrow. So I hereby officially declare that I am off from the cyber world. In other words, I will not be able to visit here within this period. I shall be back later, but don't know when. Anyway, no worries, it won't be few days later or few weeks later. Hopefully, this will complement the determination to off the irrationality. Blessing ~~~

Talk about recently. Last week had a gathering with Calix, Chloe and Sharon in Batu Pahat. It's such a great gathering with foods, seaside, DSLR, karaoke, singing recording, cakes and so forth. Hmmm, don't know when Calix will update all the photos and my singing. Quite a numbers of our singing were recorded, 假如，很想你，Melody，镇守爱情，可惜不是你，枫，趁早，她说 and etc. Don't know when can I get the copy. Still Waiting.....

Next weekend will gather with them again in Genting. Just now just discuss about the booking of room. Looking for the Genting's night to get back some old cold feeling. Meanwhile, in 22nd of May, we will have another gathering in Melaka as Chloe has an examination there. Hmmm, 22nd is always a great date. I left Melaka on 23th of May 2010. If I visit it on 22nd of May 2011, it's means 1 year has passed. Hmmm, time flies. Don't know what will be the feeling at that time. Another Waiting again.....

Talk about today. Today have an outgoing session with Lim Hwa and Fong Li. The purpose is to return something to Lim Hwa. Had a movie session together and we watched T.H.O.R. Yeah, it's T.H.O.R., my great movie. T.H.O.R. was such a strong man. How good it is if I were him and how good it is if I have the hammer. Just like the time when I was in MMU. No fear and no irrationality at all. By the way, I finally found someone who has the same name as me. I don't think it's easy to find this name. I love it.....

Ooo yaa, I introduced them to have a fine coffee session in Pavillion's Illy. Love the coffee there very much. As usual, I ordered a Half & Half. It's a half chocolate and half coffee beverage. I think for every weekend, I shall go there to have a coffee session. Lay my true love on it.....

Basically, that's all for the temporary last night. Guys, please feel free to drop by at this Earth of Golds even though it is out from update. Help me to sustain it. Life goes on. Thanks You.....

I Will Return, Farewell - T.H.O.R.

4 months Ago

4 Months Later

Half & Half

A Wish in A Dream

Say Hi to the night before Friday. Well, today was a not productive day in office. The whole morning was spent on site visitation to Shah Alam. Hmmm, a 2 way driving distance of 70km. Luckily, I am not driving my new City here. Sayang sayang~~~

On the afternoon, the technician came to install my new PC. Took around 90 minutes to settle. Anyway, I like the new PC. Bigger screen and faster speed. I shall become more productive after this. Anyway, today learnt some new things again. Got helped customer solved some problem. I feel satisfied.....

Finally I tasted the most luxury fine dining meal in my life today. We were in a German's style restaurant called El Cerdo. It was a restaurant famous with it's pork meal. Foods were awesome and waiter and waitress were all professional. When the waiter took the order, he provided professional suggestion regarding the quantity and taste. Great ~~~

I ordered an iced tea called Love at First Try. The beverage makes me thinking back the memory again. Once you have a try, you will never forget the taste. Just like now, waiting for another try with the same beverage again. But I no longer have the chance and yet I am still bringing with a fake hope, which is to have a second try. Haizzz, what to do??? Who asked me to be born as a Cancer. It's a fate.....

Whatever it is, talk about the foods. The first dish was a asparagus soup. First time tried on an asparagus soup. It's great and I love asparagus.....

Second dish was white asparagus with German's ham. OMG, I really never tasted a white asparagus and German's ham before. Everyone also agree that the ham was awesome. 100 marks given. The third dish was a salad. The salad is an unusual salad it added a high quality cheese. The cheese was in cubical and if you know me well, I am a cheese lover.....

Fourth dish was a German's sausages. The dish contained of 1 bacon and 4 different flavors sausages. The grilled skill by the chef was awesome. I think after this, my love to sausages rise to another level again.....

Fifth dish was pork rib. Again, the grill skill. OMG, it's just juicy and we tasted it by using our hands. The professional service provide each of us a bowl of lemon water to wash our hand. Thank You. Sixth dish was a dish called Paella. Creamy rice stick with some chicken meat. Kinda special taste which I never try before. The rice also very special. Size is more bigger than the ordinary rice I consume usually.....

The seventh dish was the main course. It was a half roasted suckling pig. The skin was very crunchy and the culture is, you have to take a plate, knock on the wooden plate 3 times, then use the plate and cut the pig. After that, you make your own wish, then throw the plate inside a basket they prepared. So in the restaurant, we keep on hearing plate breaking sound and big hand clap. Special. I did make a wish just now secretly. What is the wish??? If you wish to know??? Read the last paragraph of this update.....

Lastly, I ordered a homemade Rum and Raisin Ice Cream. OMG, trust me, you will forget the taste once you have tried it. Just like your deep love story. Forever remains in your heart. Till now and forever.....

End of the session, the restaurant prepared us a special beverage which comprised of martini, vodka, lime and salt. Another unforgettable taste. The warm in the throat remains.....

Asparagus Soup

Love at First Try

White Asparagus + German's Ham

Salad with Fine Quality Cubical Cheese

German's Sausages

Juicy Pork Rib

Paella

Roasted Suckling Pig

The Power of Plate vs. The Crunchy of Pig's Skin

Homemade Rum Raisin Ice Cream

Martini + Vodka + Lime + Salt

Want to know what secret wish I make just now??? Alright, let's un-secret it now. I wish you were here and then I shall bring you to fine dine in El Cerdo. And then I will tell the waiter: Kindly prepare a special Irish Coffee for this special lady. I will ordered the piggy meal and let you make a perfect cut off. Looking at you while you making a wish before throwing the plate. It should be a wonderful night. Whatever it is, this will be in my dream tonight and perhaps, every nights.....

A special meal makes me miss the missed again. Something, once it's inside your heart, you will remember it all the time whenever you are. Why??? Because you bring your heart together whenever you go. Even you been purposely working for 11 hours a day, you will still remember it because your heart still be with you when you were working. Whatever it is, I dedicated all the great foods to the someone so special.....

Great Wishing Night

Protest Is A Mean of Protect

Say Hi to the night before I have my first site visit to my own customer's factory. Can't wait for tomorrow because tomorrow will have a brand new experience, will have the most luxury fine dining dinner in my life, and most important, it is Friday.....

Today have a luxury lunch in Pavillion. It's a Spanish restaurant and I have tasted a variety of foods which I haven't taste in my life. My main course is normal, a seafood spaghetti but yet it tasted so nice. I think it's because of the herb that they used. There were many side dishes which were so special and I can't remember the name because the names were in Spanish. I like a side dish which is the seafood baked rice, it was so creamy. My last dessert was Peach Crumble. I think that's the most special dessert I ever tasted. Believed me, if you taste it, you feel so warm. Combine with my special fruit drink, banana + strawberry + orange, the lunch was a perfect one. Dedicated those nice foods to food lover.....

This week will go to PC Fair. I am going to buy a GPS and maybe a new handphone. Feel like to get an Android phone but somehow I like the touch sense of Iphone. Hmmm, need to make decision again. I hate it. Hehehe. At this moment, I really can't wait to have the gathering with Calix and gang on next weekend. Calix said he has planned for so many activities to welcome me. I really can't wait. May everything going smooth and the plan is on. Blessing~~~

Last night was not really a sleep well night. Woke up in the middle of my sleep after a dream. Hmmm, it's not a nightmare, it's not a great dream. Just a normal dream and it woke me up. Anyway, luckily the time when I woke up was 6 a.m. So I just keep on turning on the bed for 75 minutes before I prepare myself for another day.....

That's all for tonight. Will it be a sleepless night tonight??? I hope it's not. Please don't drag me back to the previous disease again. I beg.....

Great Miss the Missed Night

2 Hours = 120 Minutes

Say Hi to the night which I was in the midst of feeling good and feeling bad. Hmmm, today I received a brand new PC for my working. Can't believe Head Office specially come out with memo and assigned new PC to each CAP members. I received the PC on evening. It's HP brand and the specs are quite good. Thanks.....

Currently I am using an old PC. Actually the old PC still in good condition and I have used it for almost one month. Sometimes just feel imbalance. Why??? Because those staffs who have work for few decades and those top performer never get a new PC. But I am just a new staff who have not produce any results and yet I got a new PC. Any HR professional??? How you guys view this imbalance matter??? I remembered there is one term used to describe this situation, but I am just too forgetful.....

Also, congratulation to my center for being the champion for 3 consecutive months. Our center got incentive for this and tomorrow, we will have a superb and extremely luxury fine dining meal. Can't wait to taste the special meal. Looking forward.....

Last night have a simple discussion with Calix and Chloe regarding the gathering. Most probably will be on next weekend in Batu Pahat. I shall walk the plan which is to have a meet with Calix and gang once in two month. I just don't want to let the friendship become far and far. Some peoples might say, as long as the friendship is in the heart, it is sustainable. But I don't really believe in this anymore. Things changed and everything changed. Yet, I am still standing on the same point, looking at the same sky. Whatever it is, from graduation until now, we have met few times even we were in long distance. I feel thankful.....

Haizzz, guys, do you ever not respecting yourself??? For so long, I am not respecting myself. I made a decision of not to do something, but yet I can't control myself and keep on doing it. I view and I view and I view. I don't keep my promise and I am in fact hurting myself. It's hurt, man. When can I stop it??? I don't know. I thought a busy job can act as an anaesthetic for me. But in fact, it's not.....

Whatever it is, there is nothing I can do. Haizzz, let's share my working day's hours.....

11 hours - Working

7 hours - Sleeping

2 hours - Meal

2 hours - Driving & Bathing & Washing Clothes

Total up is 22 hours. There is still 2 hours left for a day. What is it for??? I shall say, it's the time used to blogging and it's the time used to miss the missed.....

Great Luck, Great Night

Smell

Say Hi to the night which I update my private blog with the 27th post. Hmmm, up to date, it just consisted of 27 posts in total. Not a big deal. Just feel good whenever I shout out loud in the blog. Thank You.....

Tonight is not really a good feeling night. Haizzz, I also don't know why. Kinda disappointed. The previous few nights were totally different. I felt so great for the previous few nights. The feeling was indescribable. That's why for the past few nights I slept very late. I just don't want to let those nights simply pass because I would like to sustain the great feeling. I was so innocent by thinking that the great feeling will remains for the remaining nights. Until tonight, I just realized that tonight was in fact a weird feeling and cold night. Hmmm, maybe I have overestimated myself. The THOR which is so strong and yet so weak. Strong in one matter and weak in another matter. Whatever it is, I am not perfect. The imperfect which still care.....

Watch the 12th episode of The Rippling Blossom. There was a scene where the hero and the heroin chatting with the sea. Hmmm, it makes me think back the late night where I spent in the seaside down stair my house. That night was not a lonely night as I was accompanied by the sand, wind, sea voice and smoke. OMG, how I wish I am there now. At least I can tell the sea - I Miss the Missed!!!

Ooo yaa, I don't feel comfortable in office these 2 days. It's because of the new smell from my new working shoes. Hmmm, can't believe the smell can be so strong. It just makes me feel a little bit dizzy and feel like vomiting.....

Another thing, I have started to use perfume. My dad was a perfume collector and the cupboard in my house was full with perfumes. It's no more spaces for perfumes and then my mom requested me to bring some back to K.L. and use them. Actually I don't like to use perfume, I also don't know why. But since it's a gift from my mom, I will rather listen to my mom's advice where a little perfume makes a great man, especially when you are meeting customers. Thanks to mom, thanks to Estee Lauder.....

Humans need to change in order to adapt themselves to the surrounding. You might not like something previously, but you might have like it now. Why??? Do you ever think about this???Hmmm, maybe you change because of something, or maybe the something has change you. It's either one or combination of both. Agree??? Think about it.....

Talk about smell. Well, I really feel like to smell the seaside now. It has such a special smell. A smell that makes me feel so quiet, warm, harmony and comfortable. A smell that trigger my feeling of miss the missed.....

If Only You Smell the Great Luck I Spare to You