Sunday, February 24, 2013

这几年, 大家都累了



很快的
来到CNY的最后一天
元宵节
没什么特别
还是一样回银行工作
还好
有一顿不错的晚餐
Genting Klang
驰名的福建面
LaLa
Sotong

说到吃
这几天也吃了不少好吃的
开工酒
New Joiner Lunch
Open House
Fusion Haven
明天还有银行的Appreciation Dinner
在香格里拉
Hmmm
是有点累咯

也很快的
在银行三个月了
跟老板一个月一次的一对一谈话
得知了很多Feedback
老板说
很满意我的表现
所有同事都对Thor只有赞没有弹
对我的Credit Write-Up觉得很Impressed
26岁就这么Qualified
CCP
OMEGA
继续留在银行界的话
前途肯定无可限量
要我继续Keep It Up
做出表现来的话
他也比较和Management谈我的要求

第二天的New Joiner Lunch
跟大老板握手时
Surprisingly
他说
I See You Everyday
You're Already in the Office When I Reach
And You're Still There When I Leave
I Really Appreciate Your Contribution
二老板再加
Yeah
This Guy is Really Hardworking
Even After I Take My Dinner and Go Back to Take My Things
He's Still There

说这么多
不是因为要Show Off
只是觉得
之前那间银行跟现在这间银行真的差很远
之前不管多么勤劳
都不会有人感激
反而越做越糟
最后还被TransferBranch
即使到最后
我靠自己的勇气
想办法申请到Corporate Banking
一个我最想进的Division
Division Head也见了
她也Confirmed要我了
还主动帮我向HR申请Transfer
最后
就因为自私的上司们
不肯放我
我失去了我在银行界的梦
Realize到一句
人是要靠自己的
我选择跳出那间银行

也好
来到这间跨国银行
它真的很Value Employee
想一想
就连大老板也知道我的朝711
还会感谢我的付出
我要的就是这么简单的Appreciation
为何之前的Organization做不到呢???
当然
单单Appreciation是不够的
薪水最重要
我要的还有
钱钱钱
别叫我知足
好听就是知足
不好听就是没有上进心
我不懂
这是那部电影说得
哈哈哈哈

算了吧
做什么都好
凡是要看两面
还是要感谢之前的它
没有它
我没有今天的CCP还有OMEGA
也要感谢之前的他
没有他
我没有今天这么强的Credit Write-Up
还有信心
记得
是信心
不是Arrogant

昨天跟旧同学Gathering
感觉不错




Cing Cing + Cin Lo + Pei Ting

Cing Cing我公司的Door GiftIpad Mini,都已经有Ipad了,不懂要怎样
ThorIpad Mini多少钱
Cing CingRM 900++
Thor没关系,RM 500我跟你买下来
Cing Cing我卖给我姐姐好过!!!

Pei Ting我等下想吃Haagen Dazs
Thor我给你看一个东西 - Haagen Dazs RM 10 Voucher @@
Thor我特地留这个Voucher给你的啊,几有你心
Whispering谢谢CalixVoucher,哈哈哈

Thor沁乐啊,改名啦,改成小乐
Cin Lo我比较喜欢我妈妈改给我的名.....
Cing Cing你的沁很少人用Hor.....
Thor其实她的名是很美的,三点水,一个心,又有快乐的乐 @@

Hmmm
这几年
大家都累了
累了
真的很累了.....

I Saw You in My Dream Last Night
Unexpected
Appreciate if You Could Come in Again Tonight
Thanks
                        
Sunday, February 17, 2013

Last Night

Alright
Done with the 1 week CNY holiday in KT
Going to fly back to KL in 7 hours without using my own wings
As usual
I don't think I can sleep well tonight
Hence
I guess its better to prolong the night by facing internet at this hour

Going to leave parents for an unknown period
May mom faster recover from her coughing
Blessing
Its really a great chat with dad about stock market
I gained a lot of insights
A sincere thank you to both of you for this week and for the past 25 years

Had many meet up sessions with friends in this week
The unforgettable BBQ session
Thanks everyone for every sharing
Everyone were just remained the same
One friend said that I became more arrogant
Honestly
I don't really know whether I have changed 
If yes
I hope I changed to a better one
Talk about arrogant
Sincerely
My authentic self were not arrogant at all
I am still who I am
But I really need to project an arrogant image in order to mirror a strong self confident
This is to generate stronger bargaining power when dealing with customers
One of the requirement formy position
Anyway
I believe those who know me well should understand
Please bear with me

Glad to know that Ino had successfully recovered the relationship with his GF
His waiting for more than 1 year finally bear some sweet fruits
Congratulation!!!
Thanks for the advise during the seaside night
Hopefully this year will be a brighter year for me

Great chatting with TK and KK as well
Learnt a lot about civil and software engineering
Job scopes, duties, cranes, aerial lifts, construction, progressive claim and etc 
What to do
My job required understanding of various business models for different industries
Work-Life Balance
Thanks for your advise
May you achieve your dream very soon

Great session with Xan as well
The topic just can't run away from banking, credit and investment
All the best in your path towards the loves one

This year
Other than hoping for a higher level in working life
A friend said
No matter how
Must get into a relationship this year regardless of dogs and cats (translate from Chinese)
Wow
That's funny enough
Really enough enough
Hahahaha

I remembered a friend once said
Don't get into a relationship just for the sake of getting into a relationship
Well
True enough
The world is too mystery
It then caused peoples to become miserable
Hahaha
Sometimes it's not you, who are going to make the decision
It depend on many other factors
And the worst thing is we can't change the world
It's not about courage or prowess
Humanbeing
Once you have got the experience
Then you will realize that changes are the hardest thing
Especially when the current distance is just great enough
It's great enough until I don't bother to know even a little bit more
So
Shall we use the same sentence???
Don't make it happen
Let it happen
I hope I put it in practice
Haha

Alright
See You in My Dream
Great Night
Great Great K.T. Night


Friday, February 15, 2013

Coffee Lovers

Alright
Post Valentine's Day
As usual
Nothing special
Just a simple meet up with friends
Having my favorite Mango Sago Ice
Hahaha

Well
If I were to recall back the previous memories during Valentines's Day
Hmmm
Seems like I couldn't recall well
The memories were quite blurry
Let it be
Let it Be
Haha

Google is celebrating Valentine's Day as usual
Not only that
It was a tribute to George W.G. Ferris Jr. by celebrating his 154th birthday
What a creative interface via combination of Valentine's theme and Ferris Wheel
2 pronged strategy
But I had really smile watching different animals celebrating their Valentine

Going back to the city of reality in Sunday
Should have started counting down the days
A short turnaround time of 1 hour via flight
So
See you in K.L.
See you in Genting
See you in Cameron Highland
See you in my Dream

Well
Sunday
I guess I am going back to Bank after reach K.L.
The mail box should have exploded
As usual
Hope to settle some smallish matter before start a brand new working day
Brand new working day
Brand new schedule
I have indeed promised myself early this year
After CNY holiday
I am going to enter office by 7.15 a.m.
1 hour of Financial Times
15 minutes of my usual cereal breakfast
15 minutes of email reading / cleaning
8.45 a.m.
Start the war

Definitely going to grab my Illy's cappucino this Sunday
Last drink was a couple of weeks ago after back from Malacca
Notwithstanding the 5 minutes distance between the coffee shop and my office
But I really got no time to taste just a cup of coffee
Almost forget about this until I saw the post by Illy today

Coffee Drinkers are Better Lovers
Agreeable???
Give me a chance and I will definitely prove it
After so long
I guess I am mature enough
Fully equipped with the standard qualifications
Hahaha
Anyway
Do remember
Let it happen rather than make it happen
No worry
The life as a Cancer remained
The silency resumed and I know nothing
Nothing at all




So
I am a Coffee Drinker
I Guess I am a Better Lover As Well
How About You??? 
No Worry
Back to the Picture
I Assure You
The Time I Finish 1 Shot on Bed Will Definitely Longer Than The Time I Finish 1 Shot of Espresso
Hahahaha
Hahahaha
Kim Thor Say So



Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Untitled

Fourth night in Kuala Terengganu
Came back from grandfather's house
Joke of the night
Grandfather's Ang Pow amount rises corresponded with inflation rate every year
What a considerate grandfather =)

Got some info from uncle with regards to his company's performance
Good to me who have been one of the minority shareholder 
Pray hard that the business is sustainable with improving sales and indomitable net profit
I need money, money and money

Great chat with father these few days about stock market
Every investor is supposed to form his / her own investing strategy
Similar to a credit writer
Every credit writer is supposed to form his / her own credit writing style
Never influence by others
You are who you are

Looking at US stock market now
One of my favorable stock is gaining its new high
Thanks to my post last night

I was hiding in my home these few days despite CNY celebration
Just wanted to spend more time with parents
Perhaps the CNY mood is cooling as the age is growing 
No doubt everyone in the office keep saying that I am still very young
But I just never learn about self satisfaction
Well
Just wait and see what will happen this year
By the way
Tomorrow is going out for the whole day visitation
Hopefully it will be a good day with great mood

Got a RM 300 voucher for one of the hotel in Cameron Highland
Going to expired in April 2013
Really hope that I am able to utilize the voucher and I really miss the hill so much
Went there with Calix and team half year ago
The fresh air, food taste, joy and fun were all in my mind
I guess it would be a perfect life if I could stay there for few weeks
Anyhow
This is only a dream
A similar dream of having RM 40 million in my life
It's just suit the perfect dreamer
So
Are we going up the hill???
I hope we do
If only you don't mind

Dad received the Longchamp today which he ordered from UK for mom
Mom definitely felt happy with her new toy
Especially when she loves simple design
Hmmm
What about you???
Which brand that you prefer the most???
If we have chance to meet up in Pavillion one day later
Let me know please
Then I shall show you the way to the shop
Hahaha



Gathering with Calix and Team a Couple of Weeks Ago
We Went to Nadeje Patisserie As Usual
Memories Remained
But
Coffee Changed 
Just Like Changes in Peoples
It Explained the Vaporization of the Very First Original Layer Cake's Taste
No More Illy Coffee
It's Now Called I-Tokyo
The Coffee Was Served Cold
Freezing the Sweet Memories
Forever and Ever
Damm!!!



Once in a Year Gathering
Great One
With Every Touching Song
It Reminded Me About the Vanice's Tear
Realizing that
We Were Not As Far Apart As I Thought



Initially 
I Couldn't Understand The Reason That Makes You So Pricey
I Then Realized That It Happened When Maurice Met Lacroix
I Need Not to Rush
Soon
3 Years Time Will Pass
And You Will Be Ticking On My Hand


Monday, February 11, 2013

10.02.2013

Say Hi to the 3rd night in Kuala Terengganu
Say Happy Chinese New Year to all beloved
Well
the frequent used sentence
K.T. in K.T.....Kim Thor in Kuala Terengganu
has seems to be traditionally liked by those Facebookers
Perhaps I should be more creative with regards to this posting
Still
I am who I am

This year was an exceptional Chinese New Year for me
Longer time to spend with my own family and my home
Reached K.T. at 6 am Friday and chit-chatting with mom for few hours before resting
I enjoyed the moment pretty much

While cleaning the bedroom
I inadvertently found my very first electric guitar - Vintage
The bag was perfectly covered by dust 
Honestly
I am not sure whether the guitar is still usable

The second electric guitar - Ibanez was in K.L.
But both gears seems have been neglected for few years
Watched Glay's Expo in Youtube and I really missed the moment when we perform on stage
Somehow
Considering the need to unlock myself from the memories
There is a plan to sell off all the gears and then get myself an Acoustic Guitar or an Ukulele
At least I need not carry an amplifier in order to get the soul from the guitar's sound

Acoustic and Ukulele
I think I should be able to recover the previous fingering techniques 
Interested with Ukulele since MMU time 
It happened after I watched the cute Korean Kid's performance
With my previous 6 strings fingering technique
I guess it shouldn't be hard to master the 4 string instrument
I realize that my love towards music is still ongoing
It happened after I re-listen to T-Square music during the daily bus and LRT time

Going to schedule my timetable properly
Realizing that it's an unsustainable way of working till 11 p.m. every day
It would be better to enter into office by 7.15 a.m., leave at 9.00 a.m.
At least I have some time for myself
Apart from reading financial times and working on credit paper

Ooo yaa
Found the convocation album as well
The 2 photos really make up my day
It was once an ordinary one
It was now a feverish one
Thank You

Going to invest in US stock market soon
A faster way of accumulating my wealth
Is this one of the new year resolution???
Not sure
But I would really enjoy 
When my heart beat move in tandem with the fluctuating share price 

Google is celebrating CNY as well
I love the CNY interface
I love the Snake and the maze
It reminds me the Nokia time when we play a game called Snake
Hope the newly hired CEO from Google is able to transform Yahoo into next Google
Then I would sincerely say Thank You

Looking forward to the Hanoi tour in April
I hope it would not be an April Fool for the best friend who are going with me
I pray hard that everything going smooth

Honestly
It was extremely easy to recall back the old times especially during CNY
Not sure why
Perhaps it was due to the great emphasize on this festive season
And all that has happened during this festive season
Anyhow
A sincere wish from me
Happy Chinese Year

I was happy to see that Terengganu is riding on improving track
Great meeting up with parents
It was interesting listening to them about hometown stories when you are away 
Other than gathering with family and friends
There is nothing better than visiting the seaside at the night time
It's a must to re-enjoy the feeling
Trust me
It's just as simple as re-enjoy 



One Good Thing About K.T. 
I am Able to Lay on a Beach Chair
Facing the South China Sea
Feel the Soul of the Wind
It Was 12.30 a.m.
And I Was Thinking of You


Sunday, January 20, 2013

20.01.2013

20.01.2013
一个很美的日子
这么快
一月就过了20天

这两个星期
有很忙很忙
每晚都做到11点才回家
这样的生活
很踏实
也很堕落
也好啦
没多余的时间
想一些无谓的东西

又再一次过回搭地铁的生活
在地铁里
最喜欢就是留意每个人的一举一动
看着每个人都为生活忙碌
我就会不停的想着
到底我活着的目标是什么
而大家活着的目标又是什么呢
从小到大
就是一直找着这个问题的答案
找着
找着

昨天得知了一个消息
两位好朋友分手了
认真的
我不得不说
Expect the Unexpected

还记得
第一次和你见面
就在豪记鸡饭粒
那时候的我
留着长长的指甲
也还记得
吃着鸡饭粒的时候
打给另外一个好朋友
午餐时间
这位朋友还在睡着
Hmmm
一切一切都还在我记忆里

一直都以为
经过了这么多
你们可以好好的走下去
也许当中发生了很多我不知道的事吧
也或许
这些年
大家都在成长过程巅峰的时候
遇见好多好多不同的人
改变了自己
身为局外人
我没什么好说
身为好朋友
我尊重你们的决定

昨天的那一幕
跟两年前在Sunway Pyramid的那一幕一样
不一样的是大家的角色
很抱歉
我真的不懂该说些什么
因为那是我预想不到的结局
听到你说有申请去澳门工作
我也很安慰
希望一切顺顺利利
还是那一句
澳门
比这个世界任何一个地方还要复杂
成功的话
要好好照顾自己
朋友
我永远祝福你

接下来的日子
我想
大家也很难可以再像以前那样
开开心心的叙旧
朋友
一个接一个的Drop Off
还记得一位朋友说过
身边的朋友
平均每5年就会换一次
Hmmm
如果真的要换
我希望那时间可以拉长一点

昨天睡醒
赖床的时候
想起在MMU的时候
当时的我
每天早上睡醒
除了上课读书msn
最期待的
就是收到朋友的msg
约吃饭看戏唱歌

想一想
还是那些年
思想单纯的时候最好
没有高收入
没有贵咖啡
有的
只有你我他的世界
遗憾一下
感慨一下

昨天你问我过得怎样???
我想都不想的回答了一句
我很好
其实
如果坦白一点
这些年
我过得并不怎么好
我也不知道为什么
也许
还没真正习惯一个人生活吧
Whatever It Is
还是那一句
Life Goes On and On

Great 20.01.2013
Great Sunday Night

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Love in Silence

看来
一个星期会Update一篇Blog
这样也不错
至少有一个寄托

在银行一个月了
进度还不错
慢慢的适应了环境
偶尔拜六礼拜也会回去工作
就像这两天
也就几个小时而已
不是因为工作多
只是一个人在家真的很闷
压力是一定会有啦
但至少现在的我
每晚都睡得着
都忘了多久没有失眠了
睡得着是件好事
逼近我答应过自己
不可以再重复那一年所过的生活

这两天也没怎样
就是一个人在Pavillion过
因为银行就在Pavillion后面
咖啡
没有喝到
就找不到心情
一个人逛着
走完整间Pavillion就回家
很无聊吧
我也不想
但没办法
周末
就是寂寞

想一想
其实我要的也不多啊
只是在周末
希望有朋友陪我吃早餐
要西式的
下来
再看一部电影
然后来一顿丰富的晚餐
就这样
不过份吧
但就是很难实行
算了吧
我也只是怨一下

对了
今天Digi线很好
看了一部很久以前就想看的电影
一部泰国爱情片
初恋那件小事
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUokRKQtJ1g
忘了当初是怎样知道这部电影
只记得那时候很想看
但是一直都没有机会
今天总算了了这个念头

蛮不错的一部电影
有看到流眼泪

一段四个女生的友情
一个家庭的亲情
一段爱情故事

一颗纽扣
圆圆的
一个为了爱情
不断Self Developed的女生
一个男生
Love in Silence

人呢
总是容易错过身边美好的一切
也许
每个人都渴望着一段可歌可泣的爱情故事
我呢???
不知道

记得刚写Blog的时候
答应过自己不可以写有关爱情的Post
但不懂从第几个Blog开始
I Break the Promise
Hmmm
Whatever

还是不要胡思乱想吧
吞一粒伤风丸
一觉睡天亮
明天有两个client要见
还有Weekly Meeting
希望一切顺利
你也一样
Blessing