Ice Kacang Puppy Love 2

Ice Kacang Puppy Love doesn't mean the second movie of Aniu but it's my second blog post regarding the movie. Yesterday I actually had an outgoing session with my colleagues in Sunway Pyramid. It’s actually a dinner session and I reached there alone at about 6 p.m. It’s actually my first time entered into the mall and then I decided to walk around alone before I went to meet them. When I walk passed Speedy, the shop was showing a movie where there was 1 botak kid chatting with a 1 small girl. It’s Ice Kacang Puppy Love. I was really stuck there for about 5 minutes and it reminded me a lot of memories.....

I walked into Speedy and the first DVD that I saw was Ice Kacang Puppy Love. It was putted on the top of the first rack near the shop’s entrance. I took the DVD and have a look on it. But then have a simple smile and put it back.....

After that I have a meet with my colleagues, walk around and you know, again I saw another shop showing that movie. Then I was wondering why I keep on get exposure to this movie for almost 2 weeks during my outgoing session in few major shopping mall. Actually, for the 2 weekends, I have hang out with my colleagues to few major shopping mall in K.L and these included Mid Valley, Pavillion and Times Square. During the times when I spent time in these shopping malls, I have already 4 times saws some VCD shops showing this movie and the time in Speedy was the 5th time and after that, the 6th time. All of a sudden, I recalled back the newspaper showed by my housemate regarding the tax charged by Malaysia’s government on the movie, I would really wanted to support Aniu again by purchasing the DVD. But unfortunately, the shop which showed it the 6th time to me was just an electric appliances shop. They were selling LCD and not VCD.....

Then I try to look for a VCD shop and you know, there is a Popular nearby and when I walked inside, again the same movie was putted on the top of the first rack. I have a talk with the promoter and realized that it was the last stock. Wow, not bad. The DVD got a very high demand. Hahaha, without considering much, I took the DVD and paid for it. It’s not only to support Aniu, but I would also like to find back some of the feeling during the days in MMU.....

It’s a great Sunday today and I watched the movie for the second time. The same movie, same plot, same feeling and the same tears from me. Just realized that I did remember everything, everything and everything related to the movie.....

Still remember the first time I watched it with Wei Loon, Johnson and Chun Wei.

Still remember Chun Wei was looking at me when my tears fall down.

Still remember I slept overtime and I rushed to MBO Cinema with Wei Loon to watch it for the second time but when reached MBO, the worker told us cinema room got problem and cannot watch.

Still remember the feeling of upset with MBO and then headed to Jusco and bought some chocolates from chocolate fair before have a dinner with Huey Lian and gang.

Still remember I keep on listening to the theme song, 纯文艺恋爱for infinite times.

Still remember the time when I took out my Ibanez guitar and searching for the chords of the song.

Still remember the song was in G key and started with Em plucking.

Still remember Tyan2 send me a link in Facebook showing the chords of the song and I told her I have already found the chords.

Still remember Tyan2 send me sms teasing me said that she going to watch the movie again and too bad I fail to watch it for the second time and that time I was in Pantai Hospital visit Huey Wang.

Still remember Calix said one of the actress, Angela Chan was well known in the acting industry and Nicholas Teo in the end came out with his sweet smile.

Still remember Calix said the small kid actress and actors of the movie were not very good in acting and there was only one part he impressed which is the time when the small Lee Sinje, looking at the fighting fish and said “I want to become a fighting fish”.

Still remember Calix said that the role that Aniu play in the movie really reflected the true characteristics of Aniu.

Still remember, Wingee likes the 纯文艺恋爱 very much.

Hmmm, looks like the movie really gave me a lot of unforgettable memories during my last semester in MMU. Working life was somehow tired and busy. The 10 minutes before I fall asleep every night were actually used to recall back all the memories happened in MMU especially the last semester. How good is it if I am able to experience all those sweet and happy memories again in my dream. Looking forward for tonight’s dream =)

Here’s a sharing regarding the quote of Ice Kacang Puppy Love:

Mouthful of shaven ice under the hot scorching sun that almost burns your mouth.
The sweet and cold icy feeling that melts before you could even really taste it.
Remember the feeling of First Love or what we call “Puppy Love???”
Sweet yet bitter and it hurts sometimes when your heart is broken,
Before you could even capture the moment,
All that is left behind are the heartbreaking memories.....

Basically I am just copy from the DVD’s cover. Hehehe. This Tuesday will be attached to HQ Branch for training. Wish me good luck.....

I remember, and I still remember everyday.....

毕业

今天，终于正式的结束了我在MMU三年的大学生活，毕业了。一直都带着很期待的心情参加毕业典礼，因为可以再见到很多朋友，今天终于实现了。看到很多朋友，还有教授，又种说不出的开心。

今天早上，5点钟就起身了，因为昨晚在巴生，舅舅家过夜，他家距离MMU Cyber Jaya车程距离差不多一小时，所以今早6点就和爸爸，妈妈和弟弟出发了。

到了MMU，差不多7点了，把invitation card交给妈妈后，就很匆忙的走去register，弟弟就比较可怜，因为不可以进礼堂，所以只好走到另外一间礼堂看live video。Register过后，就直接排队进入礼堂。颁奖状仪式很快就开始，整个毕业典礼只进行了4个小时。

其实今天发生了一些事，也是我很遗憾的事。毕业典礼结束后，从礼堂出来，好不容易找到爸爸妈妈，然后妈妈说弟弟在另外一个礼堂等到很不爽，已经走到MMU里面的Pizza Hut。那时候情况真的很乱，我说先让弟弟等一下，因为有几位朋友会来找我，电话一直在响，又找不到他们，我又很不好意思，所以先要爸爸妈妈等我一下，我先去找他们。过后找了很久，都还是见不到，看到附近是FIT，想说先拿convocation item，排队排到一半，收到Calix的call，因为之前说要meet他，要给他Singapore的souvenirs，又怕他会等很久，所以就跑回去爸爸妈妈那边，想说要拿souvenirs。怎知道找不到他们，打给他们，他们说已经在Pizza Hut那里meet弟弟了。我又不懂Pizza Hut在那里，心想先去找朋友，途中也见到很多coursemates，然后也有跟他们拍照，就这样忘了自己的家人。

过后，爸爸妈妈，还有弟弟回到原先的地方，这时表弟林华，凤丽，沁乐还有可欣刚刚好到，我也回到原先的地方，就跟他们拍照，过后又收到lecturer的call，因为之前答应一定要和他拍照，又不好意思，结果，我又再一次忘了自己的家人，跑去找lecturer。找了很久，还是见不到，就跑回去刚才的地方，结果凤丽就拉我走到一边，很严肃的告诉我说，我的plan很有问题，不管怎样都好，我都应该和自己的家人先拍照。想了一下，我真的是忽略了自己的家人，那时才赶快和他们拍照。

其实，我并没有说把朋友放在比家人更重要的地位，只是刚才的情况真的很乱。我知道爸爸妈妈今天可以见到我毕业，他们是很开心的。在台上排队那scroll的时候，其实我偷偷的想着，妈妈每次都说我不肯笑，所以我心想等下轮到我拿scroll的时候，我一定要笑到灿烂一点，让她开心，结果我是有做到的。我一直都是很顾家的，Calix说过巨蟹座的男生是这样而我是承认这一点的，可是今天妈妈应该会很伤心，看到我宁愿跑这里，跑那里，跟别人拍照，却忽略了自己的家人。

毕业典礼结束了，吃了午餐后，林华载我们回到舅舅家。爸爸妈妈5点会坐的士去机场，而我并没有回KT，因为交通问题，所以会跟林华，凤丽，沁乐先回林华家，吃了晚餐后，再由林华送我去地铁站。因为时间的关系，我们还没有到5点就离开了舅舅家。离开舅舅家之前，我很诚恳的跟妈妈道歉，爸爸妈妈送我出门之前，我很衷心的跟他们说了一声谢谢，那时看到妈妈眼含泪水，妈妈一直都是很泪浅的，可是刚才看到她这样，心里真的有一种说不出的感觉。

在车上，开始觉得有一种害怕，很快就要开始另外一个生活，我真的很怕，我很怕要开始在KL的生活，会很寂寞，很空虚，我很不想，可是真的没有办法，因为现在的我，是把事业看得很重要，真的很希望可以像以前在大学的时候，什么是都有人和我分担与分享。刚才吃晚餐的时候，我都在嘻嘻哈哈的做傻，讲很够力的笑话，朋友们，其实我不是压力大，很多时候都是特地扮出来，因为我不想让自己有时间去想那么多。可是当到了一个人的时候，我还是会流泪。

林华放我在KTM站的时候，当我一个人在等KTM的时候，手握着妈妈送给我的花，心里面想为什么刚才会忽略了家人？爸爸妈妈为了这次的毕业典礼，花了很多精神，时间还有金钱。想着时，眼泪真的控制不到。换火车过后，一个人站在LRT里面，想到刚才和妈妈拍照的时候，明明都已经用相机拍了，她还说要用她的手机再拍一张，我那时还应她说，不用了，相机拍出来的更美，你的手机只是2mp。她什么都没说，只是很坚持的要用手机拍。过后我才知道，她用手机拍了过后，就把照片MMS给她的几个好朋友和同事，她是以我为傲的。想着想着，眼泪又流了出来。

现在的我真的很惆怅。觉得自己是个很没有用的男生，为什么每次到了发生了不想发生的事情后才来后悔，才来道歉。为什么不会阻止不愉快的事情发生呢？这样就不会伤害到别人，伤害到自己。会不会有一架时光机，可以重来一次？开始工作后，真的要把自己变得更加成熟，不再是一个用对不起来解决事情的人。Hopefully, I am able to make it…..

三朵玫瑰，代表爸爸，妈妈还有弟弟，我就是那只毕业熊，没有你们在我背后替我撑着，我不会有今天。谢谢！

也谢谢林华，凤丽，沁乐，可欣，欣颖，林伟的礼物，还有每位朋友的祝福。