Miserable

Well

A long weekend of 3 days

Going to end once I close my eyes

Stayed anxiously in these 3 day due to the housing issue

Parents were chasing me to purchase a house

Found a pricey service apartment

700 square feet with RM 420K

I love the fully furnished feature especially the interior design

Dad & Mom love it too

But Bro claimed that the build up was too small

I almost pay the booking fees 

But in the end I decided to drop my mind

As a finance student

I always emphasize on undervalued & overvalued

Look at the interior design

I inadvertently think about you

I am pretty sure that you will like it too

Can't deny that I would dream of living together with you

Perhaps it's a dream of every men

But still

It was only just a dream

Health condition was getting poorer

Cough and flu viruses started the attack again

I think it was the third attack after I joined the bank

Started to experience headache which I seldom experience previously

Appetite wasn't as good as previously

Would it because of working stress or insufficient sleeping hours???

Not sure

A simple met up with Calix last week

Fortunately

I was still able to meet him though I missed the birthday celebration

Great chat in McDonald

It was always a special conversation when there were only 2 of us

Life

Career

Relationship

Friendship

I really hope for the next gathering

Unfortunately

I wasn't lucky enough to meet Chloe

She text me last week ask for a meet up on the night before her convocation

However

I couldn't make it as I was rushing on a credit paper

Anyway

Congratulation again!!!

Was quite moody tonight

Bought a lot of junk foods

Looking back the old photos in Facebook & Albums

Noticed that we actually missed out a lot

It's almost 3 years

Years and years I am counting down

Instead of asking what have I gained in these years

Perhaps I shall asked what have I missed in these years

And the answer is I missed infinitely

For now

Or at least for the night

I miss the missed

Listening to the old songs

Fields of Gold

And the feeling was indescribable

Just after the Hanoi trip

I think it's time to plan for the next trip

It's time to find the authentic self

Going to reach second half of 2013

And I still have more than 20 days leave

Would probably block the leave on September

Get myself a short & simple back pack trip

Like the old song sound

Fly Me to the Moon

If not fall me to the Fields of Golds

A Miserable Night

A Night of Miss the Missed

A Night of Misery