Soul Love

Say Hi to the night before I attend the briefing in Head Office tomorrow morning. Ya, I am going back to Head Office tomorrow. Hopefully, I have the chance to meet with some CAP mates =)

As usual, recently was busy with job. Hmmm, life as an ARM always start at 6 p.m. The same words again. It's depend on how you value it. If you take it as an enjoyment, then it is an enjoyment. If you take it as a tension, then it is a tension. So what's for me??? For me, sometimes it's an enjoyment, sometimes it's a tension. Hahaha. Whatever it is, life goes on. Piak~~~

All the challenges are coming soon. The OMEGA exam will be held on 18th of May and starting on May, I will have the training for CCP. Hmmm, luckily my name is THOR. I am the mighty THOR, weak and yet strong.....

I brought my electric guitar back to K.L. but seems like I don't have time to practice. Ooo yaa, I am wondering why peoples always perceive that men are those who knows to play Dota and watch football. I just heard that few days ago. If you don't practice that, then you are not a man. Why??? Why this must be the case??? Why I can't say that those who don't know play guitar and singing are not qualify to be man??? Man what, must be a rocker. So??? Fuck Off~~~

Currently listening to an old song, Soul Love by Glay. It's one of my favorite song from Glay. It's also my first song jamming with Gray@tmosphere. THOR shout out loud: Whatever it is, I can't give you more. So what about giving you a Soul Love??? Sounds ordinary??? What if I add one more word - Endless. How is it??? I hope it sound better.....

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W.....I.A.O.W.F.Y.L.....

Great Soul Love Night

Tears

Say Hi to the night I reach K.L. Well, the 6 hours driving don't really tiring me as what I expected. It's not as tiring as last night when I back from seaside. Anyway, the tired and sleepy feeling of last night was just the great one. Straight away fall asleep when I laid down on my bed.....

Something happened again today. I reached my home in K.L. sharp at 5 p.m. Then after done my parking, I straight away call my mother to inform her about my safely arrival. During the conversation, her voice was about to cry.....

Me: Mom, I reached already.....

Mom: You reach K.L. or your house???

Me: I reach my house in K.L......

Mom: So just now you eat the Bihun and Nasi Dagang???

Me: Yeah, all finished. Now left the Roti Paung for my dinner.....

Mom: O.K......

Me: Hey Mom, later can you please help me call uncle and Lim Hwa and tell them I reach already???

Mom: O.K......

Me: That's all first. I got to bring my things go up already.....

Mom: Alright, be careful while driving.....

Me: O.K......

After finished the conversation, my tears drop down automatically. I also don't know why. Maybe it's because of her almost-crying sound that make that happened. Or perhaps she was worry about me for the 6 hours driving and then when I call her up, she finally put down the worrier. Actually, this is my first time for a 6 hours driving, didn't really expected that she will worry like this. In fact, I am just take it as normal. Perhaps, this is mother's nature love.....

The feeling for this time was totally different. In the morning, I just left in a normal situation because for these few years, it's usual for me to leave K.T. in order to go back Melaka and K.L. But after the conversation, I realized that the feeling for this time is totally unusual as previously. It's just like..........

Then when I took out all my luggages from the bag, I just realized that my mom has secretly put in a family photo inside my bag. It was my convocation photo where we took in a studio. Again, my tears drop automatically. Sound like a drama right??? Hmmm, in fact, it's not. This is not the first time I left my family, but the feeling for this time is..........

Haizzz, how to say??? There were many feelings which I didn't experienced before, happened in these few days. The feeling of driving a new car, the cold feeling at the midnight, the feeling when I was alone in the beach and listening to the sea's sound quietly and peacefully, the feeling of dropping my tears and so many.....

Hmmm, and now my feeling is like, so indescribable. Maybe I shouldn't think so much. Perhaps, it's time to get back to reality. Blessing~~~

Great Feeling Night

The 200th Post in Terengganu

Say Hi to the last night in Terengganu. Well, I just finish my dinner with the huge family. It's actually a birthday celebration for my uncle and it's also the third day all of us have huge family dinner together. Ate a lot of great foods in these few days. Anyway, the most great foods were my mom's herbal soup and crabbie lunch. Thanks a lot, my beloved.....

Today was quite a wonderful day. Got a breakfast session with Cin Lo and Pei Ting. Congratulation to Pei Ting because she also just got her new car. Then I have lunch session with Wei Keong and a drinking session with Wei Loon. All of them were doing well with their career and living. I wish them all the best.....

Mom is going to China on June. Wish her a great great trip and may she enjoy the trip there. We are planning for a family trip to Australia on the next Chinese New Year. May we put it into reality. Ooo yaa, a friend ask about my blog yesterday. The question is what the "number two" in the last sentence means and I said read my blog today if you wish to know. So, here's the indirect answer. I am not going to tell what "number two" mean. I will rather say, "number one" is family. So for number two, give a guess. By the way, thanks for support. Hahaha.....

Tomorrow will drive the old Honda City back to K.L. Hmmm, honestly say, I hate long distance driving but I enjoy to be a passenger for a long distance driving. Whatever it is, still have to face it. You can't live as an ARM if you don't possess your own transportation. Anyway, as usual, any Lender of Luck??? If yes, spare me some and thanks.....

It's the last night and it's the 200th post. Thinking of where to go later.There are 2 options in my mind now. First is to speed up around Terengganu with the New City. Second is to go down to the seaside down stair, listen to voice of the sea and sense the old feeling. Today already drive for few times, kinda lazy. I think option 2 is more suitable. Hey, 7-11 in Terengganu got sell alcohol drink??? Hahaha, never mind, let's go down and have a check. Luckily the 7-11 also at down stair. Hahaha. If no alcohol, then a Pall Mall Light may help too. I just need one. Thank You.....

Going down now. Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak. Hahaha. Hopefully there is moon light spreading on the sea. Bye and Good Night.....

Great Seaside Night

Cold

Say Hi to the second last night in K.T. Every time when I am here, the time just past so fast. So fast until I have not enough time to really enjoy every single moment here.....

Today's morning have a Ching Ming session. It's the same tradition and I did what I did for every year. May those in another world live their happy life there.....

Just now have a twice drinking sessions with secondary school classmates. Met with some ex-colleagues from Dynabytes Computer. Feel kinda happy to know they are doing well.....

Well, what about the chatting with the old classmates??? Kinda moody after the chatting session. Do I conscious with what I want??? Definitely yes. But do I chase for what I want??? No. Why??? Because I am aware that in this world, when the thing is not yours, then it's not yours. Don't ask why, it's just a natural mechanic. Since I realized that, then what am I doing now??? I didn't chase for it and I console myself that just let the fate to decide whatever the result is. However, am I really let the fate to decide??? In fact, I am not. I am just unconscious that I am actually waiting for it to reach what I am expecting and what I am hoping for. In other words, I am holding a hope and hoping that the outcome will be what I wish to be. Anyway, no one know whether I am that lucky or not.....

Every time, when I am here, at this moment, I will always have this kind of feeling. It's hot here but I feel the cold. But too bad, the cold don't comfort me but it's striking me. I also don't know why. Maybe because I am afraid of going back to the reality and then the feeling is auto generate. Or maybe there were something happened here as the same time previously and it granted me the old cold feeling. It seems like I have change to become another person. Previously, my blog don't sound like this and previously, the blog is more to happy memories. But now, it has changed. Am I the one who change it??? Or I am the one who being changed by it??? Don't know.....

Fong Li, a ride with an accompany means nothing. Just like what you said, a photo doesn't mean anything. Just a word has awaken me that I am in fact living in an unconscious state where I thought I care for nothing but in fact, it's number two.....

I Feel Cold Tonight
And The Cold Awaken Me That
I Miss You So So Much

Fall in Love With Cik Siti

Say Hi to the night where I am in K.T. Well, have a 6 hours car journey in the evening just now. Thanks to Lim Hwa for the ride, thanks to my uncle for the lunch and dim sum and thanks to Lim Hwa's family for the dinner. By the way, feel sorry to the family gathering because got to leave early as I have to welcome my beloved Cik Siti.....

The case was like this. I have a dinner with my huge family member's and then the car agent called us and said he has drove my Cik Siti to my house. Then, my family leave earlier and went back home to get the car.....

Hmmm, the car was nice, in metallic grey color with TBC 8233. When I was to drive the car to parking site, I was quite nervous because the front part of the car was actually much more longer than my old Honda City. So, I am not that familiar with it and I am afraid of knocking the new car. Hahaha. I guess it's normal to get such tension.....

So finally, I got a new commitment. Hmmm, in this world, everything is about money. Anyway, life still going on and The Earth of Golds is still turning on.....

Thinking of who shall I ride as my first passenger. Previously, there was always someone who I wish to ride as my City first passenger. That happen when I first set a dream which is to own a Honda City and then the someone shall be my first passenger. I even planned to get the meaningful car plate so that I can have a wonderful and forever memory. Sound crazy??? Sound nice??? Sound unrealistic??? Sound touching??? Sound stupid??? Whatever it is, I failed to get the car plate and thinking of the current situation, everything is no longer possible. Well, it seems to be a wonderful life when you are living in a sweet dream. But now everything turn from a sweet dream to an unrealistic and unachievable goal. Hohoho. Congratulation~~~

By the way, I am tired enough for today. Going to sleep soon. Anyone willing to wake me up??? If yes, please wake me up when July end.....

Great Love to Cik Siti

Sweet Dream

Say Hi to the night which I feel so sleepy. Well, just now went back very early, about 6.30 p.m. Few colleagues then ask why today so special??? Why so early back??? Go paktor??? Hahaha, I am actually went to the other bank to sign for my car loan agreement.....

Workload is getting more and more. I am still trying hard to get used to the workload. Sometimes feel like I love this job, but sometimes tend to feel like I am lazy with it. So, what I really want??? Don't know also. But I think the greatest thing is no need to work.....

Tomorrow going to submit my leave application form. Already decided to take 2 days leave, Friday and Monday. Will be going together with Lim Hwa. Minus the 2 days leave, still left 20 days leave for the year. I think it should be enough for 2 oversea tours.....

Lim Hwa said this week is MMU mid term exam. As usual, Lender of Luck is disbursing his luck to the someone. But does the someone need it??? Hmmm, I also don't know. Whatever, just disburse. Good Luck. Also, spare my luck to those in Japan too. Blessing~~~

Recently can sleep very well. Always experience some sweet dreams too. Well, talk about dreams, suddenly realized that I have been such a long time didn't use this words - Sweet Dream. Alright, I shall use it tonight.....

Great Sweet Dream Night

=)

Say Hi to the night which is so hot. Tomorrow going to start working again. Tomorrow morning will have a teleconference with HQ's peoples. If there is any lenders of luck, spare some to me please.....

Well, yesterday have an outgoing session with F6 classmates. It's just a simple gathering. Had a great lunch, watch a movie - Sucker's Punch (No comment on the movie), bought a business's card holder in Daiso, visit the Secret's Garden in 1 Utama Shopping Complex and finally had a 2 hours karaoke session. Got the chance to sing few JJ's songs. Satisfied.....

What about today??? Hmmm, nothing special happen. I spent 2 hours in the morning to clean up the toilet and kitchen. The rest of the time was used for movies and Omega session. Ooo yaa, received a call from mom just now. She told me that my Honda City will reach on the coming Friday. Can't believe it reach in such a short time. I am going back also this weekend. I think I will still drive the old City to KL. The new one just left for my mom. She is such a great car lover and she know to take care of it. By the way, I fell lucky that I have the chance to drive the new car first before back to KL. So friends, I am going to fetch you guys with the brand new Honda City for the Saturday's gathering. Yeahhh~~~

Just now have a KFC's snack plate for my dinner. Such a long time didn't try on snack plate. It makes me thinking back the old times during my last 2 semester in MMU. During that period, I always have the meal with Kap Siao's Group as Huey Lian was such a KFC's fan. Hahaha. Anyway, the same taste of snack plate, but different feeling of enjoyment.....

I think that's all for tonight. Going to sleep soon. Blessing for tomorrow~~~

Great Dream Night