A Night in Jungle

Say Hi to the night which I came back from Team Building activity in Jeram Besu, Pahang. It's a 3 days and 2 night activity and there were so many things that I would like to record down here. Therefore, I guess this will be a very long post and if you are able to read all, I hope you will understand the power of feeling. Hahaha.....

The first day when reached the camp site, we have a jungle survival class because we were going to stay a night in the jungle. The knowledge included the method to use compass, map reading, set up a camp site and etc. I did actually learnt all the knowledges during my attachment to National Service and that time I even have a few nights in jungle. Therefore, it's not a problem for me.....

Everything seems to be similar with the jungle survival in National Service. We need to find the camp site that has been allocated for us by using map, carried all the foods, water, shirts and etc. The different things were National Service's jungle survival was longer. However, this time, the jungle survival that I experience was not only about survival. It involved a war whereby we need to fight with 2 other teams and 1 terrorist team (role played by Jeram Besu's Minority). Missions were to grab the other team's flag, fighting using whitewash (water mixed with chalk) where the management has packed 200 packets for each team.....

The tour started on 3 p.m but I am not really want to share in detail about the tour. I just wanted to say that through the journey, I have gained back a lot of old feeling!!!

During the way we travel to our camp site, my team experienced the attack by terrorist, pass through bushes in the hard way, saw different extraordinary insects, touch the thousand years old giant tree. But all these sounded normal to me because what I seen in NS was definitely more than that. However, the most unforgettable scene for me was the scene whereby a couple of butterflies flying together in front of me. They were the same species, in yellow color with dark spot. Tell you something weird, reflect back the time during my NS's jungle survival, I remember I did saw a couple of butterflies flying together in front of me too and that time, they were blue color butterflies with some dark line. OMG, when I saw the scene 3 day ago, I was like damm shocked and I was actually hang in there for a while. What a coincidence scenario that happened again after about 6 years!!! Anyway, I don't know whether the yellow butterflies were a lovely couple or they were siblings. Anyway, my selfishness perceived that they were couple. The only unfortunate thing was that I were not able to bring camera for the activity.....

When we reached the camp site, just do the basic things. Clean up the site, set up camp, camp fire and after that we took the first mover activity whereby we searched for other's team camp site and launched an attack. Ooo yaa, I gained a new experience which I don't get during my NS. Guess what??? I was attacked by leeches. Our camp site in fact was full with leeches and I got 3 leeches injured spots. 1 was on my back and my T-shirt was actually full with blood. Hahaha. Why I didn't experience this during my NS??? It's because during my NS, I worn a set of protective army armour while this time, I only worn T-shirt and sport shoes. Nothing special regarding this matter, it's just for the purpose of memory.....

At the night time, all the teams continued to launched attack, war against each other and it was quite a hard way because we all depend on torchlight. Situation turned worst when our strategy was to off the torchlight to avoid enemy from spotting us. I guessed everyone was enjoying the attack by whitewash. Hahaha.....

The war was actually to train the teamwork between 3 teams. First, all the 3 teams were defeated by the terrorist team. The terrorist team which role played by minority was really strong as they were all already familiar with the land structure in jungle. They can even shoot me by not using any torchlight. Anyway, at last all the 3 teams combined together and we gained the victory. After the victory, it's time to rest and it's the time which I have waited. I am not waited to rest but I am waited to gain back the old feeling. Guess what feeling it is??? Hahaha.....

It's actually a situation whereby I am trying to sense the feeling of midnight jungle and I really get back the same feeling as I am in my NS's jungle survival. I did these things:

1) When everyone was sleeping, I took my torchlight, walk around to observe the power of natural in the jungle. I shall say myself as a very lucky person. Know what I saw??? I found a very big spider on a tree and it's extremely nice spider web. OMG, if you see the spider web, you will definitely shocked. It was such a big and perfect spider web that I ever seen in my life. Anyway, I don't observe much because I am afraid that my torchlight is disturbing the habitat =)

2) Then I found a small snake inside the hole of a giant tree. Hohoho. I guessed this was my most lucky finding. It was just a small snake, not move at all and the special thing was, it possessed a very beautiful skin. The skin was in black color with some yellow spots. I can see that it's pair of eyes was shining when my torchlight was on. Again, I don't observe long because I don't feel like to disturb the animal in the jungle. Every life got their own living. It's enough to see a beautiful thing for once =)

3) Laying on the jungle's land and look up high at the sky. Trust me, you won't able to see any stars on the sky but you will see are the many different leaves of the many different big trees. You will able to get a sense of relaxation =)

4) Try to sense the quiet situation, listen to the many different sounds in jungle and most probably you will heard the basic 3 sounds. Sounds from birds, frogs and silkworms. Try to listen it not by your ear, but with your heart. You will realized that they were actually singing because each time when they came out with a sound, it got a tempo. Just like 1,2,3,4.....1,2,3,4.....1,2,3,4. And when you listen all the sounds together with your heart, you will realized that they were all together in a music band. Unbelievable??? Believe me, I was a musician, when you listen by using your heart, you will heard something that ordinary persons don't hear =)

Basically, all these things that I have done brought me back the feeling when I was in NS's jungle survival because I did the same things too. Only things that different were I don't see any gigantic spider and snake. But i remembered that time, I saw an insect which move like a robot =)

Typically, these were what I did on the first day. The second day when we went out from the jungle, then we have water confident activity and we have a white water rafting. The water confident is normal for me because I already know how to swim after NS. But for the white water rafting, it was entirely a new and excited experience. I can't believe I got a chance to experience this as I can only see the activity in TV. For those who don't know about white water rafting, click on this - http://www.google.com.my/images?hl=en&pq=silkworm&xhr=t&q=white+water+rafting&cp=13&rlz=1G1GGLQ_ENMY361&biw=1280&bih=675&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&sa=X&ei=sDJpTaXhLJG0rAeJm-nCCw&sqi=2&ved=0CDcQsAQ

The following activities were feedback on the jungle survival, business trading games and space ship game. I love the business trading game. It was a game where you need to trade items with other group by using the information that you have. In the end, value for the item will be calculated based on latest market price and the group with highest value will win. I am the leader for my team and even though I can't meet the objective but we got number 2 among the 7 groups and I am quite happy with the achievement =)

Space ship game is game whereby everyone was blindfolded and we need to look for an item assigned to on a field. After found the item, we need to put the item according to the shape set by facilitator. It's not easy because there were total of 24 participants and not easy to coordinate.....

Basically, that's all the programs customized for us and I did simplified it in my post. Just wanted to recorded the feeling that I got from the jungle survival. Ooo yaa, on the second day, we were actually staying in a resort called Country View Recreation Park. Inside the park, there were some animals park for visitors to visit. I saw a special animal which can only be founded in Australia. It's called Slow Lori. This cute animal makes me think back of the "huge eyes" animal in the movie Bed Time Stories and that's make me think of Calix. Hahaha. I think the producer used the Slow Lori concept and apply in the movie. Try to look at this - http://www.google.com.my/images?hl=en&pq=white+water+rafting&xhr=t&q=slow+loris&cp=7&rlz=1G1GGLQ_ENMY361&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=univ&sa=X&ei=JzZpTciAKNCtrAfsyvHCCw&sqi=2&ved=0CDUQsAQ&biw=1280&bih=675

Hmmm, got a call from mom few days before I enter the program. I requested a plan for a family trip to Australia. Huhuhu. If this plan is success, then there were 3 objectives to visit Australia.

1) To see the shy shy koala bear.

2) To jump together with Kangaroo.

3) To see the cute cute Slow Lori.

Just now got a luxury dinner with colleagues. Tasted a very nice mint ice cream. It's free and I tasted a total of 7 scoops. Hohoho, wonderful.....

Lastly, thanks to bank for organizing a Team Building activity and thanks to all the Accordia's professional facilitators of the program. Thanks very much for giving me a chance to get a feeling that I have waited for so long. Blessing~~~

Words for jungle and animals

1) Jungle - I am someone who preserve the natural of the earth and I don't really cut off any tree or branches. All the materials used for camp fire were all dead tree branches. The only pollution was the smoke generated from camp fire. We have no choice but to avoid animal attack and thus, I sincerely apologize for any offence. I Love Jungle.....

2) Gigantic Spider - Your web was really strong and your size was really huge. Hopefully, your habitat won't be disturb and if I have disturb you for the night, I can only say, I am sorry.....

3) Nice skin Snake - You got a nice skin and pair of bright eyes. I don't really know what is hibernate but I would like to ask you a question. Are you hibernating??? Hahaha.....

4) Lovely Couple Butterflies - How many times you blink your eyes then only you were able to fly??? Or shall I ask, how many times both of you have eyes contact with each other then only you 2 were able to fly together???

如果说，蝴蝶眨几次眼睛，才学会飞行

那我需要等多久，才能。。。。。

Great Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

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Say Hi to the night before I get my salary. It's 22th of February today, quite a nice date. Don't know why I love the 22th very much. Hmmm, perhaps it's because of my birth date which fall on 22th of June. In other words, there are 4 more months to go before my 24 years old's birthday. Wondering where am I going to celebrate my birthday for this year. K.T??? K.L??? Or any other states??? Well, I think after my 2010 birthday, my birthday for every year onwards will be a memorable date for me. Hmmm.....

Look at my previous update on Valentine's Day, I just realized that I have not update this blog for about 8 days. Many things happened in these 8 days. There was a day where I broke my promise, there was a day I experienced the lousiest presentation in my life, there was a day where I am not able to answer even a single question threw by the Heads of Department during the presentation, there was a day where I was shoot by the Heads of Department for every single presentation slide, there was a day where I had a Bak Kut Teh tour in Klang with colleagues, there was a day where I watched Sanctum and I Love Hong Kong, there was a day I found a nice purple color's tie, there was a day where I had a full Domino's Pizza dinner.....

Got a chat with Sharon few days ago and I did planned for a gathering with Calix and gang on this coming weekend. But when I just entered into office today, saw an email said that I need to attend a team building activity in Pahang from Thursday until Saturday. Therefore, the plan spoiled. The plan to watch the many new movies and have great meals spoiled. Hmmm, I am going to be posted on 4th of March and I don't really know which states that I will be posted to. Just hope that I am able to have a meet with the best friends before the posting. Blessing~~~

Finally, I attended the most serious post mortem session for the CAP2 in training center today. Discussed about the training program, examinations, presentation and so forth. I mentioned that I experienced the lousiest presentation in my life. But when I see to the comments and feedbacks provided by the 3 Heads of Department today, they actually gave some comments which were not really bad and my group still able to pass the projects. It's out of my expectation. Anyway, I am no longer the one who care about my performance, no longer the one who was excellent. I just want to live my greatest life, search for the many old feelings that I am enjoy in. Sometimes, I am wondering, how good is it if money can buy back a feeling. But then think from another perspective, if a feeling can be value in the form of money, then it might not be a great feeling anymore and I am no longer searching for it.....

I did finished the drama The Seventh Day two days ago. It was a great drama especially on the last episode. I like the last episode because it provided an opportunity for me to get back the old feeling. Hmmm, I am a dreamer and needless to say, feeling is one of the utmost crucial criteria in my life. Well, I shall continue my life tour in searching for the great feeling in life.....

Great 22th Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

The 14th Day

Say Hi to the Valentine's night. Well, I have became a home boy in these few days. The plan to visit Muar for the last weekend spoiled due to my unrecoverable sickness. Calix did called me and said that his father don't mind and ask me to go. But I have still rejected. Anyway, I was regretted for my decision because in fact, I realized that I have fully recovered after he called me. I think if the plan was on, it should be an enjoyable weekend. Hmmm, never mind, going to revisit again before my posting on 4th of March.....

Nothing special happened in these few days. I have watched few movies and drama. Watched Love in Disguise few times. It's just a simple movie but it provided me something. It provided me a great feeling, a great memories.....

Talk about drama, I watched an old Hong Kong Drama named The Seventh Day. It talked about the most beautiful seventh day in August. Another simple drama. Well, seven days were not long but if it were filled with sweet memories, then it worth more than anything.....

Today is Valentine's Day. Colleagues did asked for a movie session just now but I have rejected. Why??? I also don't know. I just know that I was rushing back home just now, rushing for the drama and rushing to get the wonderful feeling.....

Going to have a project presentation in this Wednesday. It is a very important presentation whereby I am going to present in front of the senior management of the bank. Tomorrow going to search for a tie to suit my new bought shirt which I am going to wear during the presentation. Is there any nice purple tie??? Hopefully I am able to get it. Bought a set of cufflinks 2 days ago. It was a guitar shape cufflinks and hopefully it brings me great luck when I cuff it on my shirt on that day.....

Ooo yaa, saw this picture when I on my Google Chrome. Don't know why I was attracted towards the picture. Perhaps it's because I am a color blind and the colors that it applied were just as simple as I can seen. Red, blue and green. Am I right??? I am a color blind, so please correct me if I am wrong. By the way, it's a good concept to apply the 3 primary colors. The combination of any 2 colors create a secondary colors. Just like the combination of a pair of lovers create a love story. Anyway, I think I shall Google the word, Love. Hahaha.....

♥♥♥♥♥ 恋爱通告 ♥♥♥♥♥

在一望无际的草原里

什么都没有

只有满天遍野的星星

那种感觉其实挺好的

可以跟你讲话吗？

Great Valentine's Night

Another Dream

Say Hi to the night for Bai Tian Gong. Well, I think I shall mention the same words again - time flies.....

I got into a dream last night. Still remembered I have a weird dream 10 days ago on 01.02.2011 and after 10 days, this dream came. It's not appropriate to reveal the dream as I am afraid it will generate misunderstanding issue. What I could say is, inside the dream, there was a people I wished to see and there was a people I don't wished to see. There was an incident I wished to happened and there was an incident I wished not to happened. Well, after the dream, I just don't feel good, until now.....

A question was raised. Do you ever believe in dream??? I create an example. Let's say you lost your beloved watch and you couldn't found it. But then while you were sleeping, you got into a dream and inside the dream, you saw the watch is now located under your table. So, when you wake up, are you going to have a look under the table??? If you don't mind, share your answer by putting in a comment. Hahaha. In my dream last night, I got an answer for a question which I haven't get for a long time. Now, back to reality, I am thinking of whether to believe the answer in the dream or not.....

Today is not really a good day. In the morning, when I was taking LRT to training center, the LRT encounter some technical problem and it keep on stopping. In the end, I miss the bus and I have to take cab to the center with other colleagues who have the bad luck as well. Hmmm, is it the time to come out with a car??? Haizzz, I am just lazy to thinking of the car issue. What car to buy??? What color to take??? Which bank to finance??? How much down payment to put??? So many questions to answer, just put aside first.....

Also, just now after my dinner, I went to bank in some money for my beloved mom. When I put the cash into the CDM, the processing hang in half way and then it pop up with a message saying that the machine got problem. Needless to say, I don't get any receipt, the transaction failed and I don't get back my money. I really can't believe that I have such a bad luck. For so many times I used CDM, I don't encounter any problems and this time I was screwed up. Nothing can be done, I just fill up a complaint form and wait for those tigers to call me.....

During the training today, I met with Uncle again. I did mentioned about Uncle in my previous update titled Everything Revealed. Uncle likes to share his thinkings and insights of life with us. I really love to listen to his sharing because I feel that both of us shared the same characteristic where we love to think about life.....

Today he shared with us about relationship between guy and girl. He mentioned that your parent cannot control or prohibit you from having sex with your partner. Please try hard to control yourself from the temptation. As a guy, if you cannot control yourself, make sure that you responsible to the girl who you did it with. And for girl, if you are not careful and accidentally get pregnant, can you imagine how sad is your parents??? When there is a pregnancy, the one who get tarnish will always be the girl. Why??? Because the society now is in fact practicing discrimination. They will look the guy with normal eyesight but they will always look the girl who pregnant with a "special" eyesight. Nowadays, regardless of how sporting and open the society is, even they said it is normal for this thing to happen, but in fact, they will still look the girl with "special" eyesight, thinking of the future life of the girl. Therefore, please consider the feeling of your parents and family before you commit. So do you agree with this??? For me, I don't know whether to agree or disagree but I would say, the most crucial is - Responsibility.....

I also thank to Uncle for advising me to go back to K.T for my posting. I am still trying of finding a balance point regarding that matter. Finding a balance point in The Earth of Golds.....

Great Bai Tian Gong Night

Realization

Say Hi to the night of the 7th day of CNY. Well, many things happened within these few days. Just wanted to record down here.....

Went to the clinic in training center on Monday. The doctor verified that I got coughing, flu and slight fever. Hmmm, I thought I have recovered from the fever but it's not. She gave me some medicine and these few days, I worn face mask whenever I go. Just feel more comfortable to socialize with the others with a face mask. Infection to me, myself is nothing but it's not good if I spread the virus to the others. Anyway, I can feel that I am getting well soon.....

Ooo yaa, mom keep on calling me in these few days to asked me about my sickness. Hmmm, mother's nature love again. Hahaha, mom told me that she helped me to Bai Tai Sui today. Thanks very much =)

Have a reunion dinner with my god family on the past Monday night. We have a great dinner in Daorae Korean BBQ. Heard before the restaurant few months ago and now finally I have the chance to entered. Just wanted to said that, all the dishes, soups, steamboat were extremely nice. Didn't really expected that the restaurant can have such a tasty BBQ beef. Just the first slice of beef into my mouth, my mind suddenly come out with a question: What ingredients that the restaurant used to seasoned the beef??? Hahaha. Dedicated the foods to those who love Daorae and looking forward for my second time. Also, didn't forget to thanks to my god dad and god bro for the treat =)

After the dinner, we have a simple gambling session in my god sister's house. Overall, I lost RM 4. Hahaha, not much but really enjoyed the session with beloved god family =)

Just now went to shopping in G2000 with my colleagues. I bought one formal shirt in purple and one long pant in black. Hahaha, I think I have falling in love with G2000. In total, I got 5 formal G2000 shirts. The brand is in good quality and fulfill all the professional criteria as I have learnt during the grooming class. Great.....

After that, we have a Lou Sang dinner together. All the foods were not bad, unfortunately it's not really an enjoyable dinner. Hmmm, anyway, I hope great luck is with us after the Lou Sang.....

Ooo yaa, I received a call from Calix during today's lunch hour. He asked for the confirmation regarding the visitation to Muar in this weekend. Due to the reason that Chloe plan to visit Muar, He was trying to arrange if I can go together with Chloe. Haizzz, I still haven't give him answer because my sickness still not yet fully recover and therefore, it not good to spread the virus. Hopefully, I can recover before the weekend and then the plan will on. Just now saw some posts in FB and I guess there is something happen to the couple. I don't really know what happen but I sincerely pray hard that nothing bad happen and wish them a lovely Valentine's Day.....

Talk about Valentine's Day, just now when shopping in The Mines, I saw a pair of couple rings in promotion held by Tomei Jewelry. Both rings were very nice in design and prices were not really expensive, approximately RM 1k. Well, I don't know why I always get attracted to couple rings in jewelry store. Saw a nice pair too during the tour to Singapore. Hmmm, perhaps they were creative enough to capture my attention. Hmmm, now thinking back, how good is it if..........

My training will be finished in 4th of March. Every colleagues are now thinking of their future. What about me??? Going to attend an appraisal interview before the posting and now I was thinking whether to stay in K.L or to apply for a posting back to K.T. Hmmm, currently I really in dilemma. Realizing that the very first dream has already broke in last year, so is there still a need to stay in K.L??? Another consideration is, what if after 1 and 1/2 years, I really go to work in a Singapore's bank / go to pick apples in New Zealand / work in Australia, then perhaps it's just good to go back to K.T. I can spend some time with my parents. Haizzz, yes or no??? I don't know.....

During the dinner just now, I heard from a colleague from Muar who said that Muar was attacked by flood too and there were many peoples being evacuated from their houses. Sincerely pray hard and I hope those who were in Muar got the bless.....

Saw another post in FB again. Calix was involved in accident. I sincerely pray hard that he is fine and every bad things leave him.....

Great Blessing

Great Luck

Say Hi to the night before my training get started again. Hmmm, believe it or not, I just reach my home in K.L. I followed my uncle's car back and the journey took us 13 hours. Today I did experienced the worst traffic jam in my life. What is the reason??? It's because all races celebrated Chinese New Year.....

Well, recently I am not really feeling well. I am not sure whether it's because of the flu and coughing or there is any other reasons lie behind. I hardly get headache but recently I did experienced it frequently. Just easily feel tired and moodless. Hopefully it's just because of insufficient sleep and not other reasons. Also, hopefully I can recover faster. Blessing~~~

Just a simple update for tonight. Tomorrow going to have another reunion dinner with my god family. I am looking forward for it =)

As I Lender of Luck, again, I am disbursing my luck to the someone. I am disbursing my great luck and not my bad disease. Hahaha.....

Great Luck to the Someone

05.02.2011

Say Hi to the night before I leave K.T. Well, last night have a long post and I just realized that the post consisted of many typing errors. Hahaha, going to make some amendments later.....

Today just wanted to have a simple update. Hmmm, just now morning, few best friends visited to my house. Have a nice chatting day in my house. They mentioned that I have a frequent update of my blog and it seems like I am writing my daily diary here. Hahaha. Well, can't deny that The Earth of Golds is my diary. But there are no any special purposes, just wanted to put down some records, to shout out my feeling, sharing and concerns as well. But nowadays, I have not update it daily, perhaps once in a few days or in any special occasions or mood =)

After the visitation to my house, they asked me to followed them for other visitations. At first, I rejected due to my flu and coughing. But at last I still followed them because they were too good in pursuing. Hahaha. By the way, along the visitation, really thanks to the caring and concern from all my best friends. They gave me Fisherman's Friend, prohibited me from taking heaty foods, granted me 100 Plus, plain water, Kiwi Fruit Snack and etc.....

Finished the visitation at about 6 p.m. I went to my grandfather house to meet with the huge family on my mother's side because we have another reunion dinner. As usual, it's a simple dinner and chatting night =)

That's all for today. Ooo yaa, I take this chance to apologize to Fong Li, Fuh Xiong, Tai Koon, Pei Ting, Kexin and Shin Ying because I am not able to join the late supper. Today was really a tired day because I just slept for 3 hours last night. Anyway, guys, don't worry, I will remember the round table that I have promised. Hahaha =)

Great Last Night in K.T

The Story in 03.02.2011

Say Hi to my 4 a.m. for the third day of CNY 2011. Well, I just came back from my grandmother house 10 p.m. just now. I am back 1 day earlier for this year because need to rush back to K.L on tomorrow.....

So on 02.02.2011, I reached grandmother's house on 6.30 p.m. Then just there, watching the revelation of magic's tricks in TV and played with my little cousin. Soon, my uncle's family reached and all family members were finally in reunion. As usual, we have our reunion dinner and a concern chatting about each other's life. Needless to say, this year, I was the one who got the most concerns. They questions were like: What is your job scope??? How much is your salary??? What is your job title??? Got wife already??? Where did you stayed??? Do you plan to further your study??? Hahaha. I guessed this is normal during a reunion dinner. Am I right???

After that, the Generation X has their movie and chatting session in the living room while the Generation Y went to upstairs for chatting, watching movie, trade movie and gambling. So, do I need to reveal what movies that we trade??? I think you all can guess the answer when there were all 6 males inside the room. Hahaha. If you are really so innocent, then I give you a hint, the movie started with the first alphabet =="""

When the clock hit 1 a.m. and when everyone were slept, I was the one who hang in there until 3 a.m. I was laying on my lovely sofa on the small living room at upstairs and watched an awesome movie. It's called The Drummer (战鼓) starred by 李心洁，房祖名 & 梁家辉. I love that movie very much. I think those who love movie will love it as well. Therefore, I dedicated the movie the those who love movies. Actually, I also don't know why I love to stayed at the small living room whenever I went back there. Perhaps it's because there was a big balcony beside the room. I used to stand at the balcony to see sunset during evening and during midnight, I love to stand there to see the many trees and listening to the silkworm (蚕) voice. That night, after finished the movie, I spend about 20 minutes at balcony, feeling the nature, listening to silkworm, enjoyed the alone moment and thinking back of some memories. Such a great night that I have.....

After the unforgettable moment, I walked inside the living room, feel very lazy and then I just shut down my PC and straight away slept at the sofa. There were actually a room for me to sleep but I just felt lazy to walk in. Perhaps, it's because the sofa was nice to sleep as well. Hahaha. When 9 a.m. reached, I sense that someone was beside me. Guessed who??? It's my grandmother. She covered me with a blanket. Shall I titled this as Grandmother's Love in 03.02.2011??? However, everything was too late. Hahaha. After I woke up, I was in fact caught in cold and got into fever. This mean I was sick for my 1st day of 2011 CNY =(

During the morning session, I am still O.K. but after the lunch, I was suffering. Headache + Dizziness + Previous Cough + Flu + Tired + Chill. OMG. Honestly said, I am a guy who was weak and always attacked by coughing. However not fever please. I was hardly attacked by fever and now I am fall. I hate the feeling very much. I felt so helpless for that day. So, what I did was consume 2 tablets of Panadol and sleep for 3 hours. After woke up, felt O.K. but then after the dinner session, my feeling of fever came again and I was suffering again.....

As usual, nothing I can do. Consume another 2 tablets of Panadol on 10 p.m, covered myself jacket, blanket and worn a long pants. After a 10 hours sleep and a whole sweating night, finally the next day I was free from fever. Unfortunately, the coughing and flu were still with me. Shit!!!

Basically, that's how I passed my first day of CNY 2011. Congratulation. When friends were sick, I always claimed that they don't know how to take care of themselves but now who is the one that don't know take care of himsel??? Hmmm, The next day, everything was normal. Chatting with family members, gambling and movie. Watched another movie, Love in Disguise (恋爱通告). Another great movie whereby I recalled back the old memories, feeling and insights. Thanks to Lee Hom. I got the feeling from your movie. After that, back to home at 10 p.m. just now.....

Received a call from Gary on 11 p.m and then I have a great drinking session with Gary and Ah Song in McD. Hahaha, the same place and same time as previous year. It was a great night spend with them and there were many topics being covered. Topics about life, love, career, money and etc. Well, can't believe Ah Song encountered the same feeling as what I encountered. And just realized that the world is now moving towards a darker and unfair side. Hmmm, it not a good sign. By the way, I think after my 1 and 1/2 years bonding with the bank, I am going to restructure my life. Going to find a life which I really want and it's not like now, earning a high salary but with a life which I don't really enjoy. But for now, life and money, I chose money first. Why??? Because I have ever lost something important because of no money. In short, I lose to money. I will not going to let it happen anymore.....

We live in a realistic world. Money actually acts as an indirect medium of happiness. With money, it's not necessary that you will happy but without money, it might indirectly cause you to be unhappy. Try to thinking back your sad stories, there were many many many reasons that will cause you feel unhappy but when try to relate all these reasons, you might realized that the root cause is MONEY. I never believed the power of money until I have lose to it.....

No worry, I am still the one who I am. K.L is not that powerful to change me to become a money face person. The insight is very simple, with money, the probability that I can provide happiness to myself and my love one is higher. See that, I am using the word PROBABILITY, not the word CONFIRM. I am still using my hard earned money as I wish as long as I can get happiness. Won't really become a good saver. If you understand me, you will know that what I really want is HAPPINESS, not MONEY. I think the one who can see this, if not mistaken, should be Calix.....

Within this 1 and 1/5 years, I will get my international recognized OMEGA exam, collect more money and invest more. Hopefully, after this period, my way for searching my dream life will be much more easy. Staying in K.L and continue to become an Account Relationship Manager??? Or show the OMEGA and work in Singapore's bank??? Or follow Kian Song to pick apples in New Zealand??? Or fly to Australia and get a job whereby I can contact with green nature??? Long planning~~~

It's a long update for today. I love this blog post. Great Job!!!

Mother's Love for 02.02.2011

Say Hi to the day before Chinese New Year and Kuala Terengganu. Well, I reached KT on 5 a.m. this morning. As usual, it's a night of looking back.....

So just now, when I reached, my brother went to fetch me in the bus station. After reached home, the first thing to do, for sure is to take a bath. Then on the computer while waiting for my hair to dry. Anyway, I shouldn't on FB just now. Hmmm.....

When I was about to sleep, my mom woke up to do some food preparation for the CNY. As usual, she keep on asking whether I am hungry, what food I want to eat and etc. The sentence that she said was : Are you hungry??? What you want to eat??? You want to eat bread??? Then I said: I don't want food, I want bed. She said again: There are some egg tarts also inside refrigerator. Or you want to eat Maggi??? Then I said again: I don't want, I just want to sleep. Then when I was lying on my bed, still she came into my room and asked me: I go to cook some maggi for you. OK??? Again, I insisted that I want to sleep. Hahaha. Mother is still a mother, the love for the son is always there.....

Woke up at about 11.30 a.m. Just when I open my room's door and headed to the bath room, my mom who was sitting in the living room suddenly said the flood in Johor in extremely serious and then she asked me how about my friends in Muar. I was shocked when she asked that question. Didn't really expected that she still remembered. Hmmm, then I just answered her, I think should be nothing because they were not in Segamat. Hopefully, there is nothing. I told her that the one who was badly hit is my lecturer, Mr. Fendy. Hmmm, sincerely pray hard for that.....

After that, stomach started to get hungry and then luckily my mom has already prepared her special homemade Sea Cucumber Oyster Chicken for me. Therefore, I had a great brunch just now. Thanks to my lovely mom =)

Later, when my dad back from office, then we will be headed back to Kg. Penarik, not far, about 1 hour driving distance. Hopefully, I have internet connection there. Also, may this year a prosperous year for all. All bad things go away please.....

Great Mother's Love

The Dream in February 2011

Say Hi to the first day of February 2011. Well, think about February, Chinese New Year is coming and the day for couples is coming as well. Hmmm, last night was not really a sleep well night because I was awaken by a weird dream.....

Hmmm, just after I woke up in the morning, I straight away wrote something about the weird dream. No other purposes, just wanted to record it down before it disappear from my memory. But then I found out that it's not very appropriate to write in so detail, so just deleted it.....

Now, I just came back from KLCC. Walk into my room, lay on my bed and suddenly feel very dissatisfy if I didn't voice out the dream here because this place is for me to shout out loud. So take this chance to voice out the simple plot of the dream here.....

Well, the dream was about a tour to Egypt and I was travelling there with Calix and few friends. I think the reason that I had this dream is because Calix did asked me before for a tour to Egypt last week. Hahaha. A dream that travel to Egypt is not weird. The weird thing is that there is a guy appeared in the dream. The action that he committed, words that he said, OMG, it's like shit, man!!! All of us hate him I think. I was wondering how come he can appear in the dream. That's why it is a weird dream. Some more, there is also a situation which I don't wish to be happened, in fact, happened in the dream. OMG. In the end, all these things woke me up. It's not scary and horrible but it's considered as a nightmare for me.....

Can't believe I have such a dream for the new day for February. Whatever it is, it's just a dream. Even if it does happen in reality, I don't wish to see that, please. Well, perhaps I shouldn't be so emphasize on the dream. But just now, when I woke up, the feeling is really like..........hell. I can't believed until now, I still remembered every scene in the dream.....

Haizzz, talk about other things. Just now had a lunch session with Christopher in KLCC. Well, he is still the same, not change much. Great to see him after the graduation ceremony. I wish him all the best in his career life.....

Tonight bus on 10 p.m. Wish all my classmates have a nice gathering session tonight. Really feel sorry for not able to join them. Before I end, I wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year. Just now read a news in FB that mentioned about the rising water level in Muar. Hopefully nothing bad happened. I sincerely pray hard for that. Ooo yaa, hopefully the plan to visit to Muar in this Chinese New Year is ON.....

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