For the Someone, I Am Sorry

Say Hi to the last night of April. The Earth of Golds for tonight is to purposely apologize to the someone whom I have acted so irrational. Sorry for my irrationality within this long period and sorry because I didn't hold my promise.....

Just wanted to say, I am still the Kim Thor that you knew last time, still the good guy that you perceived. Regarding my irrationality within this period, it's an exceptional case. I have never been so irrational in these 24 years. I think you also knew that.....

Whatever it is, sorry is useless. But there is nothing I can do. So, a sentence where I am so selfish and where I am swallowing my pride: I am sorry and may you grant me a forgiveness. Also, may you don't felt regret for knowing me. If you are still who you are, I am pretty sure that you will grant me. So please don't F*** again. My sincere Sorry and Thank You.....

As usual, as a Lender of Luck, I lend all of my for the someone for the remaining days. May everything go smooth for whatever activities that will be attended and may the someone take a great care.....

I have cancelled the P1 Wimax internet service started from tomorrow. So I hereby officially declare that I am off from the cyber world. In other words, I will not be able to visit here within this period. I shall be back later, but don't know when. Anyway, no worries, it won't be few days later or few weeks later. Hopefully, this will complement the determination to off the irrationality. Blessing ~~~

Talk about recently. Last week had a gathering with Calix, Chloe and Sharon in Batu Pahat. It's such a great gathering with foods, seaside, DSLR, karaoke, singing recording, cakes and so forth. Hmmm, don't know when Calix will update all the photos and my singing. Quite a numbers of our singing were recorded, 假如，很想你，Melody，镇守爱情，可惜不是你，枫，趁早，她说 and etc. Don't know when can I get the copy. Still Waiting.....

Next weekend will gather with them again in Genting. Just now just discuss about the booking of room. Looking for the Genting's night to get back some old cold feeling. Meanwhile, in 22nd of May, we will have another gathering in Melaka as Chloe has an examination there. Hmmm, 22nd is always a great date. I left Melaka on 23th of May 2010. If I visit it on 22nd of May 2011, it's means 1 year has passed. Hmmm, time flies. Don't know what will be the feeling at that time. Another Waiting again.....

Talk about today. Today have an outgoing session with Lim Hwa and Fong Li. The purpose is to return something to Lim Hwa. Had a movie session together and we watched T.H.O.R. Yeah, it's T.H.O.R., my great movie. T.H.O.R. was such a strong man. How good it is if I were him and how good it is if I have the hammer. Just like the time when I was in MMU. No fear and no irrationality at all. By the way, I finally found someone who has the same name as me. I don't think it's easy to find this name. I love it.....

Ooo yaa, I introduced them to have a fine coffee session in Pavillion's Illy. Love the coffee there very much. As usual, I ordered a Half & Half. It's a half chocolate and half coffee beverage. I think for every weekend, I shall go there to have a coffee session. Lay my true love on it.....

Basically, that's all for the temporary last night. Guys, please feel free to drop by at this Earth of Golds even though it is out from update. Help me to sustain it. Life goes on. Thanks You.....

I Will Return, Farewell - T.H.O.R.

4 months Ago

4 Months Later

Half & Half

A Wish in A Dream

Say Hi to the night before Friday. Well, today was a not productive day in office. The whole morning was spent on site visitation to Shah Alam. Hmmm, a 2 way driving distance of 70km. Luckily, I am not driving my new City here. Sayang sayang~~~

On the afternoon, the technician came to install my new PC. Took around 90 minutes to settle. Anyway, I like the new PC. Bigger screen and faster speed. I shall become more productive after this. Anyway, today learnt some new things again. Got helped customer solved some problem. I feel satisfied.....

Finally I tasted the most luxury fine dining meal in my life today. We were in a German's style restaurant called El Cerdo. It was a restaurant famous with it's pork meal. Foods were awesome and waiter and waitress were all professional. When the waiter took the order, he provided professional suggestion regarding the quantity and taste. Great ~~~

I ordered an iced tea called Love at First Try. The beverage makes me thinking back the memory again. Once you have a try, you will never forget the taste. Just like now, waiting for another try with the same beverage again. But I no longer have the chance and yet I am still bringing with a fake hope, which is to have a second try. Haizzz, what to do??? Who asked me to be born as a Cancer. It's a fate.....

Whatever it is, talk about the foods. The first dish was a asparagus soup. First time tried on an asparagus soup. It's great and I love asparagus.....

Second dish was white asparagus with German's ham. OMG, I really never tasted a white asparagus and German's ham before. Everyone also agree that the ham was awesome. 100 marks given. The third dish was a salad. The salad is an unusual salad it added a high quality cheese. The cheese was in cubical and if you know me well, I am a cheese lover.....

Fourth dish was a German's sausages. The dish contained of 1 bacon and 4 different flavors sausages. The grilled skill by the chef was awesome. I think after this, my love to sausages rise to another level again.....

Fifth dish was pork rib. Again, the grill skill. OMG, it's just juicy and we tasted it by using our hands. The professional service provide each of us a bowl of lemon water to wash our hand. Thank You. Sixth dish was a dish called Paella. Creamy rice stick with some chicken meat. Kinda special taste which I never try before. The rice also very special. Size is more bigger than the ordinary rice I consume usually.....

The seventh dish was the main course. It was a half roasted suckling pig. The skin was very crunchy and the culture is, you have to take a plate, knock on the wooden plate 3 times, then use the plate and cut the pig. After that, you make your own wish, then throw the plate inside a basket they prepared. So in the restaurant, we keep on hearing plate breaking sound and big hand clap. Special. I did make a wish just now secretly. What is the wish??? If you wish to know??? Read the last paragraph of this update.....

Lastly, I ordered a homemade Rum and Raisin Ice Cream. OMG, trust me, you will forget the taste once you have tried it. Just like your deep love story. Forever remains in your heart. Till now and forever.....

End of the session, the restaurant prepared us a special beverage which comprised of martini, vodka, lime and salt. Another unforgettable taste. The warm in the throat remains.....

Asparagus Soup

Love at First Try

White Asparagus + German's Ham

Salad with Fine Quality Cubical Cheese

German's Sausages

Juicy Pork Rib

Paella

Roasted Suckling Pig

The Power of Plate vs. The Crunchy of Pig's Skin

Homemade Rum Raisin Ice Cream

Martini + Vodka + Lime + Salt

Want to know what secret wish I make just now??? Alright, let's un-secret it now. I wish you were here and then I shall bring you to fine dine in El Cerdo. And then I will tell the waiter: Kindly prepare a special Irish Coffee for this special lady. I will ordered the piggy meal and let you make a perfect cut off. Looking at you while you making a wish before throwing the plate. It should be a wonderful night. Whatever it is, this will be in my dream tonight and perhaps, every nights.....

A special meal makes me miss the missed again. Something, once it's inside your heart, you will remember it all the time whenever you are. Why??? Because you bring your heart together whenever you go. Even you been purposely working for 11 hours a day, you will still remember it because your heart still be with you when you were working. Whatever it is, I dedicated all the great foods to the someone so special.....

Great Wishing Night

Protest Is A Mean of Protect

Say Hi to the night before I have my first site visit to my own customer's factory. Can't wait for tomorrow because tomorrow will have a brand new experience, will have the most luxury fine dining dinner in my life, and most important, it is Friday.....

Today have a luxury lunch in Pavillion. It's a Spanish restaurant and I have tasted a variety of foods which I haven't taste in my life. My main course is normal, a seafood spaghetti but yet it tasted so nice. I think it's because of the herb that they used. There were many side dishes which were so special and I can't remember the name because the names were in Spanish. I like a side dish which is the seafood baked rice, it was so creamy. My last dessert was Peach Crumble. I think that's the most special dessert I ever tasted. Believed me, if you taste it, you feel so warm. Combine with my special fruit drink, banana + strawberry + orange, the lunch was a perfect one. Dedicated those nice foods to food lover.....

This week will go to PC Fair. I am going to buy a GPS and maybe a new handphone. Feel like to get an Android phone but somehow I like the touch sense of Iphone. Hmmm, need to make decision again. I hate it. Hehehe. At this moment, I really can't wait to have the gathering with Calix and gang on next weekend. Calix said he has planned for so many activities to welcome me. I really can't wait. May everything going smooth and the plan is on. Blessing~~~

Last night was not really a sleep well night. Woke up in the middle of my sleep after a dream. Hmmm, it's not a nightmare, it's not a great dream. Just a normal dream and it woke me up. Anyway, luckily the time when I woke up was 6 a.m. So I just keep on turning on the bed for 75 minutes before I prepare myself for another day.....

That's all for tonight. Will it be a sleepless night tonight??? I hope it's not. Please don't drag me back to the previous disease again. I beg.....

Great Miss the Missed Night

2 Hours = 120 Minutes

Say Hi to the night which I was in the midst of feeling good and feeling bad. Hmmm, today I received a brand new PC for my working. Can't believe Head Office specially come out with memo and assigned new PC to each CAP members. I received the PC on evening. It's HP brand and the specs are quite good. Thanks.....

Currently I am using an old PC. Actually the old PC still in good condition and I have used it for almost one month. Sometimes just feel imbalance. Why??? Because those staffs who have work for few decades and those top performer never get a new PC. But I am just a new staff who have not produce any results and yet I got a new PC. Any HR professional??? How you guys view this imbalance matter??? I remembered there is one term used to describe this situation, but I am just too forgetful.....

Also, congratulation to my center for being the champion for 3 consecutive months. Our center got incentive for this and tomorrow, we will have a superb and extremely luxury fine dining meal. Can't wait to taste the special meal. Looking forward.....

Last night have a simple discussion with Calix and Chloe regarding the gathering. Most probably will be on next weekend in Batu Pahat. I shall walk the plan which is to have a meet with Calix and gang once in two month. I just don't want to let the friendship become far and far. Some peoples might say, as long as the friendship is in the heart, it is sustainable. But I don't really believe in this anymore. Things changed and everything changed. Yet, I am still standing on the same point, looking at the same sky. Whatever it is, from graduation until now, we have met few times even we were in long distance. I feel thankful.....

Haizzz, guys, do you ever not respecting yourself??? For so long, I am not respecting myself. I made a decision of not to do something, but yet I can't control myself and keep on doing it. I view and I view and I view. I don't keep my promise and I am in fact hurting myself. It's hurt, man. When can I stop it??? I don't know. I thought a busy job can act as an anaesthetic for me. But in fact, it's not.....

Whatever it is, there is nothing I can do. Haizzz, let's share my working day's hours.....

11 hours - Working

7 hours - Sleeping

2 hours - Meal

2 hours - Driving & Bathing & Washing Clothes

Total up is 22 hours. There is still 2 hours left for a day. What is it for??? I shall say, it's the time used to blogging and it's the time used to miss the missed.....

Great Luck, Great Night

Smell

Say Hi to the night which I update my private blog with the 27th post. Hmmm, up to date, it just consisted of 27 posts in total. Not a big deal. Just feel good whenever I shout out loud in the blog. Thank You.....

Tonight is not really a good feeling night. Haizzz, I also don't know why. Kinda disappointed. The previous few nights were totally different. I felt so great for the previous few nights. The feeling was indescribable. That's why for the past few nights I slept very late. I just don't want to let those nights simply pass because I would like to sustain the great feeling. I was so innocent by thinking that the great feeling will remains for the remaining nights. Until tonight, I just realized that tonight was in fact a weird feeling and cold night. Hmmm, maybe I have overestimated myself. The THOR which is so strong and yet so weak. Strong in one matter and weak in another matter. Whatever it is, I am not perfect. The imperfect which still care.....

Watch the 12th episode of The Rippling Blossom. There was a scene where the hero and the heroin chatting with the sea. Hmmm, it makes me think back the late night where I spent in the seaside down stair my house. That night was not a lonely night as I was accompanied by the sand, wind, sea voice and smoke. OMG, how I wish I am there now. At least I can tell the sea - I Miss the Missed!!!

Ooo yaa, I don't feel comfortable in office these 2 days. It's because of the new smell from my new working shoes. Hmmm, can't believe the smell can be so strong. It just makes me feel a little bit dizzy and feel like vomiting.....

Another thing, I have started to use perfume. My dad was a perfume collector and the cupboard in my house was full with perfumes. It's no more spaces for perfumes and then my mom requested me to bring some back to K.L. and use them. Actually I don't like to use perfume, I also don't know why. But since it's a gift from my mom, I will rather listen to my mom's advice where a little perfume makes a great man, especially when you are meeting customers. Thanks to mom, thanks to Estee Lauder.....

Humans need to change in order to adapt themselves to the surrounding. You might not like something previously, but you might have like it now. Why??? Do you ever think about this???Hmmm, maybe you change because of something, or maybe the something has change you. It's either one or combination of both. Agree??? Think about it.....

Talk about smell. Well, I really feel like to smell the seaside now. It has such a special smell. A smell that makes me feel so quiet, warm, harmony and comfortable. A smell that trigger my feeling of miss the missed.....

If Only You Smell the Great Luck I Spare to You

L is For ???

Say Hi to the night before I start my 5th week as an ARM. Well, I was a hardworking boy for today. Why??? Because I went to work in office today. Hahaha. But this is not the first time already. Anyway, my mom will always scold me when she knew I went to work on Sunday. She always said no need to be so hardworking and I should take Sunday to rest more. Hmmm, I also don't know what I want. Just feel that perhaps it's good to focus more on my career at this young age.....

Chloe asked me that day whether I plan to organize a gathering on this coming weekend. Hmmm, I feel like can't wait to go B.P. or Muar but looks like it's impossible for the coming weekend. Why??? Because I need to go to PC Fair in KLCC to source for a GPS. Workload is more challenging now as I need to meet clients. Then I think the gathering should be on next next weeks. Hahaha. I think the gang is going to saiko me because I always postpone and postpone. Hehehe.....

Today's feel is quite good. So finally I pick up a Hong Kong Drama to watch. It's called The Rippling Blossom (魚躍在花見). It's a drama about sushi, love and family. Can learn about knowledges about fishes too, not bad. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, I love the 3rd episode. I love the 2 sentences - I Did Too Much & Cannot.....

Tomorrow is my fifth week. But which week is for MMU??? Hahaha. Don't know. Whatever it is, here a good luck wish from a Lender of Luck. May everything going smooth.....

Great Luck to Someone

Miss the Missed

Say Hi to the night before Saturday. Hmmm, tomorrow seems like don't have any plan but need to look for a new sink for the toilet together with my god bro because the old sink was damaged. Hopefully tomorrow can get find one.....

Ooo yaa, today went back to Head Office. Had a short breakfast with Firdaus and able to meet with some CAP mates. Kinda good feel. Got the chance to meet with a senior ARM who has been guided me so well when I was attached to Head Office. The most shocking incident was she still remembered I was a guitarist.....

I remembered when I was attached to her department few months ago, she asked me why I put Hisashi for my pendrive's name. I just told her that Hisashi is one of my favorite guitarist and then she knew that I played guitar. Also, she once asked me to perform for them. Hahaha. So today's morning, when I met her, then first sentence came out from her mouth was: Hey, where were you now??? I said in Setapak. Then she asked whether I enjoyed there or not. So for sure my answer was yes. Then the next question was: Hey, you still haven't show us your guitar performance. Hahaha. I was damm shocked at that time. I just said I have stop playing for a long time and then she advised me to be discipline so that I can keep moving on. Another thing that shocked me was she still remembered who is my mentor and then when my mentor passed by, she stop my mentor and pointed me. Hahaha.....

I really thank to this senior ARM very much because of her guidance and knowledge sharing last time. She was knowledgeable, humor and playful. Glad to be put under her supervision before. Thank You.....

Ooo yaa, just now have a promotion dinner in Manhattan Fish Market. My initial plan was to took the dinner in McDonald, but when I passed through Manhattan Fish Market, I saw the promotion for it's famous Fish and Chips selling at only RM 7 and today is the last day. So, without thinking too much, I just walked in. That my second time in the restaurant. The first time was with Calix and Chloe when we order a combo meal. Great feeling =)

After back from Head Office, my working shoes spoil when I reach home. So just now, I bought a new working shoes. It's crocodile brand. Got 50% discount, so total just RM 130. I really hope it last longer because honestly say, I don't really take care of my shoes and they were just easily spoil. I also don't know why. Some friends told me that it's because I like to rub the shoes when I was walking. Perhaps it's true. Already used to the walking pattern. Hard to change.....

Well, nothing much more to share for today. That's all first. So what to do now??? Sleep??? Hmmm, perhaps it's just good to lay on the bed first, try to think of the person that you would like to meet in the dream and may the person appear in the perfect dream later. It's an enjoyment. Good Night =)

Great Missing Night

Soul Love

Say Hi to the night before I attend the briefing in Head Office tomorrow morning. Ya, I am going back to Head Office tomorrow. Hopefully, I have the chance to meet with some CAP mates =)

As usual, recently was busy with job. Hmmm, life as an ARM always start at 6 p.m. The same words again. It's depend on how you value it. If you take it as an enjoyment, then it is an enjoyment. If you take it as a tension, then it is a tension. So what's for me??? For me, sometimes it's an enjoyment, sometimes it's a tension. Hahaha. Whatever it is, life goes on. Piak~~~

All the challenges are coming soon. The OMEGA exam will be held on 18th of May and starting on May, I will have the training for CCP. Hmmm, luckily my name is THOR. I am the mighty THOR, weak and yet strong.....

I brought my electric guitar back to K.L. but seems like I don't have time to practice. Ooo yaa, I am wondering why peoples always perceive that men are those who knows to play Dota and watch football. I just heard that few days ago. If you don't practice that, then you are not a man. Why??? Why this must be the case??? Why I can't say that those who don't know play guitar and singing are not qualify to be man??? Man what, must be a rocker. So??? Fuck Off~~~

Currently listening to an old song, Soul Love by Glay. It's one of my favorite song from Glay. It's also my first song jamming with Gray@tmosphere. THOR shout out loud: Whatever it is, I can't give you more. So what about giving you a Soul Love??? Sounds ordinary??? What if I add one more word - Endless. How is it??? I hope it sound better.....

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W.....I.A.O.W.F.Y.L.....

Great Soul Love Night

Tears

Say Hi to the night I reach K.L. Well, the 6 hours driving don't really tiring me as what I expected. It's not as tiring as last night when I back from seaside. Anyway, the tired and sleepy feeling of last night was just the great one. Straight away fall asleep when I laid down on my bed.....

Something happened again today. I reached my home in K.L. sharp at 5 p.m. Then after done my parking, I straight away call my mother to inform her about my safely arrival. During the conversation, her voice was about to cry.....

Me: Mom, I reached already.....

Mom: You reach K.L. or your house???

Me: I reach my house in K.L......

Mom: So just now you eat the Bihun and Nasi Dagang???

Me: Yeah, all finished. Now left the Roti Paung for my dinner.....

Mom: O.K......

Me: Hey Mom, later can you please help me call uncle and Lim Hwa and tell them I reach already???

Mom: O.K......

Me: That's all first. I got to bring my things go up already.....

Mom: Alright, be careful while driving.....

Me: O.K......

After finished the conversation, my tears drop down automatically. I also don't know why. Maybe it's because of her almost-crying sound that make that happened. Or perhaps she was worry about me for the 6 hours driving and then when I call her up, she finally put down the worrier. Actually, this is my first time for a 6 hours driving, didn't really expected that she will worry like this. In fact, I am just take it as normal. Perhaps, this is mother's nature love.....

The feeling for this time was totally different. In the morning, I just left in a normal situation because for these few years, it's usual for me to leave K.T. in order to go back Melaka and K.L. But after the conversation, I realized that the feeling for this time is totally unusual as previously. It's just like..........

Then when I took out all my luggages from the bag, I just realized that my mom has secretly put in a family photo inside my bag. It was my convocation photo where we took in a studio. Again, my tears drop automatically. Sound like a drama right??? Hmmm, in fact, it's not. This is not the first time I left my family, but the feeling for this time is..........

Haizzz, how to say??? There were many feelings which I didn't experienced before, happened in these few days. The feeling of driving a new car, the cold feeling at the midnight, the feeling when I was alone in the beach and listening to the sea's sound quietly and peacefully, the feeling of dropping my tears and so many.....

Hmmm, and now my feeling is like, so indescribable. Maybe I shouldn't think so much. Perhaps, it's time to get back to reality. Blessing~~~

Great Feeling Night

The 200th Post in Terengganu

Say Hi to the last night in Terengganu. Well, I just finish my dinner with the huge family. It's actually a birthday celebration for my uncle and it's also the third day all of us have huge family dinner together. Ate a lot of great foods in these few days. Anyway, the most great foods were my mom's herbal soup and crabbie lunch. Thanks a lot, my beloved.....

Today was quite a wonderful day. Got a breakfast session with Cin Lo and Pei Ting. Congratulation to Pei Ting because she also just got her new car. Then I have lunch session with Wei Keong and a drinking session with Wei Loon. All of them were doing well with their career and living. I wish them all the best.....

Mom is going to China on June. Wish her a great great trip and may she enjoy the trip there. We are planning for a family trip to Australia on the next Chinese New Year. May we put it into reality. Ooo yaa, a friend ask about my blog yesterday. The question is what the "number two" in the last sentence means and I said read my blog today if you wish to know. So, here's the indirect answer. I am not going to tell what "number two" mean. I will rather say, "number one" is family. So for number two, give a guess. By the way, thanks for support. Hahaha.....

Tomorrow will drive the old Honda City back to K.L. Hmmm, honestly say, I hate long distance driving but I enjoy to be a passenger for a long distance driving. Whatever it is, still have to face it. You can't live as an ARM if you don't possess your own transportation. Anyway, as usual, any Lender of Luck??? If yes, spare me some and thanks.....

It's the last night and it's the 200th post. Thinking of where to go later.There are 2 options in my mind now. First is to speed up around Terengganu with the New City. Second is to go down to the seaside down stair, listen to voice of the sea and sense the old feeling. Today already drive for few times, kinda lazy. I think option 2 is more suitable. Hey, 7-11 in Terengganu got sell alcohol drink??? Hahaha, never mind, let's go down and have a check. Luckily the 7-11 also at down stair. Hahaha. If no alcohol, then a Pall Mall Light may help too. I just need one. Thank You.....

Going down now. Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak. Hahaha. Hopefully there is moon light spreading on the sea. Bye and Good Night.....

Great Seaside Night

Cold

Say Hi to the second last night in K.T. Every time when I am here, the time just past so fast. So fast until I have not enough time to really enjoy every single moment here.....

Today's morning have a Ching Ming session. It's the same tradition and I did what I did for every year. May those in another world live their happy life there.....

Just now have a twice drinking sessions with secondary school classmates. Met with some ex-colleagues from Dynabytes Computer. Feel kinda happy to know they are doing well.....

Well, what about the chatting with the old classmates??? Kinda moody after the chatting session. Do I conscious with what I want??? Definitely yes. But do I chase for what I want??? No. Why??? Because I am aware that in this world, when the thing is not yours, then it's not yours. Don't ask why, it's just a natural mechanic. Since I realized that, then what am I doing now??? I didn't chase for it and I console myself that just let the fate to decide whatever the result is. However, am I really let the fate to decide??? In fact, I am not. I am just unconscious that I am actually waiting for it to reach what I am expecting and what I am hoping for. In other words, I am holding a hope and hoping that the outcome will be what I wish to be. Anyway, no one know whether I am that lucky or not.....

Every time, when I am here, at this moment, I will always have this kind of feeling. It's hot here but I feel the cold. But too bad, the cold don't comfort me but it's striking me. I also don't know why. Maybe because I am afraid of going back to the reality and then the feeling is auto generate. Or maybe there were something happened here as the same time previously and it granted me the old cold feeling. It seems like I have change to become another person. Previously, my blog don't sound like this and previously, the blog is more to happy memories. But now, it has changed. Am I the one who change it??? Or I am the one who being changed by it??? Don't know.....

Fong Li, a ride with an accompany means nothing. Just like what you said, a photo doesn't mean anything. Just a word has awaken me that I am in fact living in an unconscious state where I thought I care for nothing but in fact, it's number two.....

I Feel Cold Tonight
And The Cold Awaken Me That
I Miss You So So Much

Fall in Love With Cik Siti

Say Hi to the night where I am in K.T. Well, have a 6 hours car journey in the evening just now. Thanks to Lim Hwa for the ride, thanks to my uncle for the lunch and dim sum and thanks to Lim Hwa's family for the dinner. By the way, feel sorry to the family gathering because got to leave early as I have to welcome my beloved Cik Siti.....

The case was like this. I have a dinner with my huge family member's and then the car agent called us and said he has drove my Cik Siti to my house. Then, my family leave earlier and went back home to get the car.....

Hmmm, the car was nice, in metallic grey color with TBC 8233. When I was to drive the car to parking site, I was quite nervous because the front part of the car was actually much more longer than my old Honda City. So, I am not that familiar with it and I am afraid of knocking the new car. Hahaha. I guess it's normal to get such tension.....

So finally, I got a new commitment. Hmmm, in this world, everything is about money. Anyway, life still going on and The Earth of Golds is still turning on.....

Thinking of who shall I ride as my first passenger. Previously, there was always someone who I wish to ride as my City first passenger. That happen when I first set a dream which is to own a Honda City and then the someone shall be my first passenger. I even planned to get the meaningful car plate so that I can have a wonderful and forever memory. Sound crazy??? Sound nice??? Sound unrealistic??? Sound touching??? Sound stupid??? Whatever it is, I failed to get the car plate and thinking of the current situation, everything is no longer possible. Well, it seems to be a wonderful life when you are living in a sweet dream. But now everything turn from a sweet dream to an unrealistic and unachievable goal. Hohoho. Congratulation~~~

By the way, I am tired enough for today. Going to sleep soon. Anyone willing to wake me up??? If yes, please wake me up when July end.....

Great Love to Cik Siti